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Wednesday, November 29, 2006 @2:25 AM

why am i up at this hour? i wanted to sleep early today. omg, i'm insane (as usual). i went to blog-hop (which is RARE) i absolutely don't read blogs (it's just me) and especially with the temptation of ONE TREE HILL. oh yeah, i'm also emo-ing my morning away (so thankful my mother didn't catch me now and give me a scolding). felt pretty down for the past couple of hours as of now. perhaps pms? various thoughts keeps running through my mind about everything. just so messed up and i wanna yell/say it out to someone. and blogs are once again not that fantastic and i resorted to writing random thoughts in my phone. anyway went to gavin's blog and read his super old post (cause he didn't update) and i really share similiar thoughts with him, not really feeling much excitement from after a's. and chatting to szehui (which is another rare thing, cause half the time she is LAZY to reply me, some friend huh, kidding (: ), and she was talking about good taste friend working with.. lol. and also how i msg alot to fishball face (which isn't true and she just said it when she didn't look at my phone, smart garuda) then i suddenly rmb the unforgettable joy i experience when i was studying for a's. just don't feel that much nowadays :S seriously. the non-stop kfc meals with cheryl (with each meal she tells me how she wanna be a chicky club member which is for kids under 12, rather amusing) but i don't miss the coffeeshop which became ny's unofficial canteen. i miss the in-betweens of studying. just so indescribeable, and i am suddenly terribly missing those moments. feel a little cheered up once i recollect such memories and perhaps trying to crap online. it's 2.53am now and i don't feel too happy. perhaps i will wake up tml and not rmb all these f***ing irritating thoughts. yeah, that's usually the case.

keeping to myself caused me to break.
sometimes it just falls down
with no control
with no notification.
it's becoming common (this year),
that it's just one of the those days.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

& PROFILE


Kristal Chan. 18. 120988.
nickname: spongebob. BTH. plucks/strums (classical) guitar.
plmgss. 4B1. handbells.
first three months - nyjc. 05S6E [1st3mths]. 05S5B. judo.
loves blink 182, linkin park and mcr. music is a great way to blast away the frustrations.
#1 rock IDOL => g4v! wants to BEG g4v to teach me to play the electric guitar after j2 shit! ((:
longs to have an electric guitar plus an amplifier.
wants to go round the world to sample ALL the types of CHEESE.

calendar.
+ a level :S (2 nov to 17 nov)
+ after a's: going crazy! having fun with clique!
+ 28 nov: mum's birthday
+ 1 dec: cheryl's birthday
+ 30 nov - 3 dec: guangzhou
+ 5 dec: prom :S
+ 11 dec - 14 dec: church camp
+ photography
+ learning to play electric guitar


& LINKS

BTH.
buffaLOW.
BIG head.
AYE.
monkey.
wengs.

3B1 (2003)/4B1 (2004).
Cheryl Wee.
Eleanor.
Freesia.
Janice.
Pearlly.
Shirin.
Ting En.
Vanessa Chue.
Winnie.

Handbells.
Annabel.
Elizabeth Eng.
Hui Zi.
Jing Hui.
Lena.
Maureen. [piglet]
Melissa Chua.
Melissa Png.
Pearl.
Pearly.
PL Handbells Alumni.
Qian Ru.
Wan Yi aka mlfcp.

sfivebees.
sfivebees blog! (:
Hui Ting. [darling]
Jamie.
Jolene.
Kimsoon the great.=)
Samuel.
Weifang.
Xin Li's 1st.
Xin Li's 2nd.

Others.
Angela. [DEAREST]
Baby Caleb.
Colleen.
DEBBIE!
Jasmine Wee.
Jessica.
Jeslin.
Kelli. [senior?]
Kitsoon.
Michelle. [tall babe]
Peizhi.
*philicia(:(:(:
QinQi.
Rachel Lim.
Ruth.
Shufen.
tingyi.
Vivian Tan.
Wan Jie.
Weekeat.
Wen Qi.
Zong Xia. [MY LOVELY GF]

Sites.

Blink 182 lyrics.
Blogger.
Blog skins.
Friendster.
Guitar Tabs.
Haloscan.
Imagestation.
Linkin Park lyrics.
Linkin Park tabs.
Madblast.
mp3 shits.
Msealsmusic.
my dusty blogdrive account.
Nanyang JC webbie.
Yahoo.

& ARCHIVES

June 2003
July 2003
August 2003
September 2003
October 2003
November 2003
December 2003
January 2004
February 2004
March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007


& ARTICULATE

omg, i can't live without haloscan. ):



& CREDITS

this layout was done by jeanette. the fonts were from dafont,image was from threadless and brushes were from 100x100.pls do not take out the credits. :]