yesterday was a little better.. haha. hang out with cindy and yiqing for awhile.. haha. din go for the physics lect.. yah. yesterday.. did nothing special at all.. yup.. today was like shitified. WHY? coz we got our classes? what's worse.. realized that bloody queenie cheated me. liqi can take two science? and she got the same grades as me. and liqi got into the same class as sihan dear.. haha. i can appeal.. but i can't take physics.. i absolutely have ZERO confidence in the subject. first 3 months has shattered my hopes for my used-to-be-favourite subject. actually the first lecture of physics shattered it.. and slowly.. yeah.. sighs.. NO ONE i know is in the same ct as me. this is such a sad case. from the hour i had with my class.. the only sort of consoling face was my ct.. mrs judy tan. my chem teacher. sighs.. i wan 05S6E back. i dun wan 05S5B. although i know that some of the guys of our class shld be having fun in their present classes.. BUT. i wan to think selfishly. i wan to be stuck in first 3 months life! oh man.. the feeling in me sucks alot. this week has been an ultimate disaster. and it passed super slowly. i'm glad i'm going to play arcade tml. YES. i will vent out all my frustrations on the D R U M S. my very first attempt. haha. tml juniors gonna play at the singapore conference hall. haha. good. haha. hmmm.. am i going? i shld go and support them! yes. haha. but wanted to date sihan first then go meet clique.. NOW. confused. nvm. i shall act accordingly tml.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Today was more depressing. during assembly, heard my name being called to meet some teacher. so went to meet. i thot they wanted to tell me i can't tell 4 sub. it was worse. i can't take two sciences.. it's UNADVISABLE even if your maths, add maths and combine science get all a1s. i got a1 for maths and combine science. but a2 for add maths. so there goes my chances. bloody idiot. stupid queenie wong. it's not i'm angry that i can't take 4 sub.. it's how she handles things.. she is so not encouraging. only puts you down. PUTS everyone down. i hate it. why must things be like this? why is combine science so bloody down upon? first, i can't take 4 sub.. NOW, i can't take two sciences? wah lao eh. i only left with chem and econs or physics and econs. piece of shit. and i wasn't sure. so i told her that.. then she said.. you should know it yourself. wtf. say you first three months told chem, phys, econs and maths. don't tell me you don't know? it's because of people like you that next year i will set prerequisite.. asshole. bloody asshole. so i just told her chem and econs. she's definitely not one of the caring teachers in ny. and for the whole bloody day.. i was so confused lah. wah lao.. i dunnoe if i chose the right one. it's so bloody difficult to choose. today is so fucked up. wah lao. so unhappy for the whole day. the beginning of these week has been so bloody depressing. lousy start. i guess i'll have a lousy week. i'm so bloody stressed up abt studies although we haven even started? msged szehui.. then she advised me and all. she called me. and talked crap to me for awhile. cheered me a little. I NEED TOMORROW TO BE A BETTER DAY.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

today was like sad. haha. i had bad start. i hate it when i think too much about smtg. and i needed someone to talk/msg to in the morning.. like 7 plus. but i had nobody i could voice out my frustration. then i lived with it for the entire day. ruined my day. it sucks. went out. but wasn't myself. sian. voice out my frustration to wengs.. helped a little.. but.. sighs. felt like throwing something with all my strength or shouting it out. but it would seem totally weird if i did it. haha.

*i hate my feelings [i dunnoe what i'm feeling]. i am so confused. DAMMIT. i need someone to talk to!!! and i dunnoe WHO!!! argh. frustrated. the feeling is stuck in me.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

the 27th of march. ( i love the number 27 )
woke up at 9am. bathe.. ate breakfast at home.. then watch tv. haha. practised guitar. oh man.. i need lots of work. HAHA. i can't rmb the fingering. sucky. haha. then went out for lunch.. some chicken rice place.. haha. yup.. went home.. rested.. helped mum cooked meesiam. haha. for dinner. haha. to hong her.. haha. so she will let me go out. haha. supposed to meet wengs at 3.30pm at town.. then raining.. decided it was damn sian to go.. haha. changed location. haha. j8. haha. at 3.45pm. haha. talked to wengs and cher on the phone.. crap once again.. but everyone was late. so left at 4pm. haha. yup. last one to arrive. paiseh. haha. then we [cher, wengs, philicia and ME!] walked aimlessly.. haha. i wanted to get a nice big polo tee. but then.. abit weird to buy in front of them leh.. dunnoe why. haha. wah lao. talk so much crap. haha. went into giodarno. YAY. haha. wanted to try some pink polo tee. YUCKs. gave up at the colour. pink is so not me. then we proceeded to tpy. haha. took 88 there. haha. then cher went to her church. haha. then we went to walk ard. haha.

finally walked into bossini. haha. i really feel weird shopping. haha. philicia wanted me to try on a t-shirt with DINOSAURS. haha. meant for kids. haha. then i was made to try on this polo tee. black. got SO MANY buttons. haha. i tried on the large. haha. near the stupid entrance of the store. haha. tried it on with my light blue op shirt. haha. philicia say it was nice. the colour. and it was just nice. wengs say it was BIG. haha. oh fine. then wengs wanted me to try WHITE. so i reluctantly tried it. haha. not that it's not nice. it's just the.. sighs.. haha. so i tried it on. large. haha. the COUPLE[philicia and wengs] agreed it was not nice. haha. then the changing room wasn't that crowded. and they wanted to me to change.. without my t-shirt. mafan. haha. then changed le. the COUPLE said it was BIG. so they took a medium. and i tried it. the length suck. haha. i just raised up my arms.. and.... haha. the COUPLE insisted medium. i wanted large. so i decided to get a third opinion. called cher. haha. YAY. she said large!! haha. bought large.

haha. i wanted to buy lots of stuff. but nv. haha. so went to walk ard. szehui called. haha. so we slacked ard the hdb hub. haha. then we decided it was too boring. arcade was the only solution. wengs bought her chicken pau first. then went to the arcade. and top up 10 bucks. the COUPLE played bishi bashi. then went to this machine. to bring out the violent side of COUPLE. haha. szehui and delon came. haha. then i thrashed wengs in the bike racing. haha. TWICE. YAY. haha. then was drums. the comical part. it's damn funny. HAHA. laughing like shit. at first was like damn full.. after the arcade.. i became super hungry. haha. then we set off to cher's church. for this movie and dinner thingy. haha. me and philicia did something with the guestbook abt cher's scandal as a ______. haha. stupid wengs.. put my email as i_love_phil@hotmail.com.. then philicia changed it to i_love_cher@hotmail.com. *note: the emails are NOT valid. haha. in the end.. mine had the most cancellation. so messy. haha. then we got a table.. played with crayons and all. took crappy pictures. haha.then ate.. watched the movie.. bel came. yup. haha. then.. hmmm.. can't describe. haha. after that.. went to take crappy pictures once again. haha. then took 88 home. haha. saw reuben on the bus. haha. shocked sia.. haha. he oso shocked. haha. he was going home. haha. he appealed to hc.. and got in. haha. congrats. haha. yup. haha. when i reached home.. was surprised.. my relatives haven leave yet.. usually they would haf left by then.. haha. then yah.. haha. bathe.. watch something. then came online to blog.

*philicia. i want the photos from your camera BADLY. haha. the wc photos. haha.
from the word COUPLE i emphasized 4 times in this post.. haha. philicia.. you can see how easily jealous i get of your relationship with wengs. haha. i think i don't want cher le. you are better. haha. got bring BAG for me.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

barbequed. starting the fire has always been the highlight. haha. today.. has been a success.. FINALLY. after so many tries.. i finally managed to get a HUGE fire. haha. abit uneven. BUT better than the other attempts. haha. i love barbequing. haha. played with cute lil cousin. caleb. he's so clever. oh man.. can recognize starfish and say it. can say "can give me please?", "i know", "jiejie", "korkor", "joyce jiejie"... haha. he will learn "kristal jiejie" and recognize me too. haha. YAY! haha. played the sparklers. HAHA. caleb was damn fascinated by it. and he was hyper. after eating marshmallows and other junk food. haha. i ate lot of junk. HAHA. and i haven been exercising.. so muscles has slowly turning into fats. HAHA.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA DARLING..
*you are the one for me.

fat fingers : ) and holey hand says:
ure the first to send me a bdae msg!
fat fingers : ) and holey hand says:
its so SWEET!
fat fingers : ) and holey hand says:
fat fingers : ) and holey hand says:
MUAKCS MUACKS
sponged. HAPPY BIRTHDAY angela DARLING! my true love. says:
haha.
sponged. HAPPY BIRTHDAY angela DARLING! my true love. says:
i thot sihan?
sponged. HAPPY BIRTHDAY angela DARLING! my true love. says:
haha.
fat fingers : ) and holey hand says:
sponged. HAPPY BIRTHDAY angela DARLING! my true love. says:
muack.
sponged. HAPPY BIRTHDAY angela DARLING! my true love. says:
haha.
fat fingers : ) and holey hand says:
as in handphone msg dear!
sponged. HAPPY BIRTHDAY angela DARLING! my true love. says:
oh.
sponged. HAPPY BIRTHDAY angela DARLING! my true love. says:
haha.
sponged. HAPPY BIRTHDAY angela DARLING! my true love. says:
LOVE YOU.
fat fingers : ) and holey hand says:
LOVE YOU TOO!
fat fingers : ) and holey hand says:
mans i think im missing u alr!

fat fingers : ) and holey hand = angela DARLING
sponged. HAPPY BIRTHDAY angela DARLING! my true love. = me

*i love my angela darling.. good luck in vj.. will always miss you. and cheryl too.. altough she's your wife and i am having an affair with you.. you better maintain our affair!!! haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

was woken up by elaine at 8 plus. haha. to ask abt my posting. but my mum had alr checked for me mah.. so told her. haha. got into ny! haha. yay. haha. then decided to wake other cheryl up.. so msg her.. haha. ask her abt the posting.. haha. then slept back.. poor her could get back to sleep... haha. i woke up at 10 plus 11.. then washed up.. then cheryl and bel conference call me when i eating breakfast.. haha. then tok to them till 11.15.. watch tv.. till 12.. wanted to go online for awhile.. then go and bathe.. ended up staying to 1.30.. haha. elaine called.. talked to her.. then later called cheryl.. talked crap to her.. WHY? bored mah. then went to bathe.. then ate lunch.. watched shark tale.. then went online.. haha. talk crap to joel and cheryl.. haha. then went off.. watched tv.. then cheryl, bel and wengs came.. haha. mummy bought dinner for us.. yup.. ate alot sia.. watch vcds.. spongebob and mystic river.. yeah.. then talked awhile.. then they went home.. yup.. then i watched csi awhile.. then came online.. omg.. i in nazgul.. the faction i dislike.. dammit.. and nobody seems to be in my og.. this is beginning to feel like the orientation 1.. and i hated the first day. haha. i'm in og 36.. sighs..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

I have something to confess.
I am very serious towards this matter.

Please don't mock.
Please don't laugh.

I don't care how others view me.
It's YOUR view that matters.

I don't live for others.
It's YOU I live for.
*you motivate me in everything I do.

I hate everything about you.
Why do I love you?

You hate everything about me.
Why do you love me?

darling philicia. BE MINE.
miss you badly.
every second without you is a torture.
i can't tolerate it.

haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

haha. today was like SLACK. haha. watch super size me.. and remember the titans.. superb shows man.. i think like only i watched it?!? haha. but nvm.. then went j8.. ate lunch.. then walked and stoned in j8.. then came home.. bathe.. slacked.. read newspapers.. YAY. haha. then watch tv.. then ate dinner.. then went to watch tv.. then went to market.. to buy the sparklers.. mummy went wif me.. then cheryl came to meet us.. then walked back home.. then walked to bishan park.. with wengs.. then called elaine.. then we played.. S P A R K L E R S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. threw them in the air.. see who can throw the farthest.. haha. i won them once. HAHA. YAY. haha. had lots of fun!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. then went home.. rested.. then came online!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. tml getting the posting results.. HAHA. nervous sia.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

haha. my stoopid internet connection finally allowed me to upload the photos! HAHA. for 180305. HAHA. click on it.. coz you can look at me! HAHA.

yeah.. today was like slack.. haha. went out with jas, wengs and cheryl at abt 2.. finished up the rest of the arcade money. HAHA. so funny! haha. then we went to taka? HAHA. to buy stoopid wengs wallet.. then we found a balloon.. wengs was like trying to reach it.. then CHERYL came to SAVE THE DAY! it was seriously DAMN FUNNY. haha. then i stole the balloon from wengs.. and cheryl tied it around my wrist.. and i carried it for quite awhile. HAHA. then cut it off.. then wengs help me gave it to some kid at the toys section. HAHA. had lots of fun looking at the games.. i wanna play HUNGRY HIPPOS. haha. then went to buy KFC ice cream.. me and jas only.. KFC ice cream SUCKS. macs soft serve nicer. HAHA. then went to orange julius to buy hot dog and blizzard. HAHA. we share lah. HAHA. then buy some more hot dog. then jas bought some noddle thingy.. that i dunnoe. I AM SO SK. haha. then ate le.. then RUSHED HOME. for dinner?!? the rest.. nothing much..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

haha. today sucks man. BORING day. slow day. haha. had guitar. haha. maybe one of the most productive ones.. haha. then went to great world city?!? haha. for i dunnoe what reason. haha. then went to watch robots?!? haha. the show i din wanna watch.. oh crap.. haha. LOUSY day.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

8.30am. woke up. haha. bathe.. breakfast.. read the newspaper.. haha. used the pc for a brief moment.. and went to pl.. had a mini syf.. haha. met mr fong while walking into school.. talk to him for a little while.. haha. he's such a friendly person. HAHA. then went into the hall.. sat on VIP seats.. haha. no lah.. sat on the chairs.. haha. heard the guest band played.. for DAMN LONG.. never ending sia.. haha. then after they finished playing.. kanna demoted to the FLOOR. haha. sad case we were.. haha. then the band played.. so-so.. haha. then HANDBELLS played. my juniors ROCK. haha. love the chinese song!!! damn nice.. love them!!! haha. then after that.. the rest of the syf groups play lah.. JUNIORS were the BEST. haha. the rest.. dun care lah. haha. forget abt the guzheng man.. forever can close eyes and get gold. haha. oops.. no offense. haha.. then left early.. haha. right after every thing ended lah.. haha.

then went to the wrong bus stop. after going to the RIGHT bus stop.. haha. i MISSED THE BUS! haha. because was putting on my ever-so cool sunglasses. haha. then in the end.. took the 1.30 bus.. omg.. waited like SHIT. haha. reached tpy at 1.45pm.. late by 45mins.. haha. gave wengs and cher a good time together.. haha. haha. went to have lunch at kfc.. haha. then went to play ARCADE?!? haha. lousy tpy arcade lah.. no NICE shooting games.. then went to yishun. haha. to gv yishun.. watch "in good company".. 4.20pm movie.. haha. wengs kept talking crap during the show.. haha. show was not too bad.. after the show.. took a bus down to cheryl's house there.. to eat teochew porridge? haha. it's nice when my parents is there.. haha. coz the food taste nicer.. haha. then we went to the spider web AGAIN!?! and played truth or truth AGAIN?!? and i got teased abt smtg lousy?!? haha. but i noe abt wengs.. haha. no more.. HAHA. but now is.. HAHA. then went to cheryl's house. haha. to watch the stupid 9pm show. looked at her photos.. haha. some cute.. some NOT. haha. haha. then left her house.. kinda late.. took the bus.. haha. to tpy.. wanted to haf supper at lorong 5.. haha. wah lao eh.. took so many crappy photos.. i like.. but i look so horrible in all of them!! wore my sunglasses. and with my HOT PINK ipod mini.. chio ipod.. i like. haha. too bad.. i can't upload them.. someone might murder me! haha. sad.. haha. then in the end.. reached the interchange.. parents angry.. dun let me go!!! ANGRY. haha. pissed. haha. took 88.. haha. blasted music.. sulk the whole journey back.. which is 15 mins.. occupied the 5 seats... haha. then felt a little better.. reached home at 11.15pm.. sorry wengs and cher.. for making you travel to tpy for nothing.. haha. anyway.. i bathe.. haha. then came online.. haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

damn. i'm stucked at home. with nothing to do. haha. it's so bloody hot. SPONGEBOB SQAUREPANTS opens today!!! haha. i wanna watch 3 movies can.. spongebob, in good company and miss congeniality 2. haha. who wanna watch with me?!? haha. sian.. i am really bored.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

haha.. today ah.. din go as plan.. but was fun.. really enjoyed it.. haha. thanks bth.. really love you guys.. haha..

suppose to meet at 2pm at jurong east... me, wengs and cher.. were there like at 1.50pm.. haha. early for once.. regret sia.. haha. WHY? coz bel reached at 2.25pm.. then szehui and nessa came abt 2.45pm.. then we called jas.. she was coming in an hours time? wah.. haha. but how did me, cher and wengs kill time? went to the mega pasar malam. haha. to look at weird stuff. haha. then we proceeded to the ntuc.. which was next to the building.. bought 1.5litres bottle of water. haha. and some cheese crackers.. the water.. we put it in the ice cream there.. to chill it.. anyway.. we had to kill time what.. haha. WHY did we buy the cheese crackers?!? for re-enactment pri school memories.. haha. then bel came.. so we went to wait for her.. ended up going to the mega pasar malam again?!? coz wengs wanted to buy paos and cher wanted to buy sweetcorn.. haha. then walk all the way back to the ntuc.. haha. cher and bel wanted to buy drinks.. then szehui and nessa came. haha. then we went to kfc.. szehui and nessa wanted to eat.. i ate the cheese crackers there.. 2 packs!! greedy me.. plus some of szehui pop corn chicken. haha. then we went to check the movie time. then we went to sit.. and wait for jas to come.. listen to some music.. haha. then jas came.. at 4 plus? haha. BEST. haha. then went to the ice skating rink.. SO DAMN CROWDED. haha. in the end.. we went to the arcade.. haha. i spent 4 bucks there.. cheap and damn FUN. haha. i officially have fallen in love with shooting games.. although i suck in them. haha. then we made our way to weng's father's restaurant in jurong country club.. walked there.. FAR. haha. ate there.. nice food.. paid 5 bucks each.. haha. her father absorbed the rest.. so nice right? haha. we talked damn loud and ALOT ALOT of stuff.. damn funny sia.. enjoyed it. haha. szehui and nessa.. kept so many things from us.. jas told us her work experience.. damn funny.. haha.. and how she suaned cher and wengs.. pro like shit.. laugh till my face red.. haha. then wengs father brought them to kovan mrt.. haha.. them includes.. bel, nessa, szehui and jam.. haha. me and cher walked all the way back to jurong east.. wah she kept complaining to take cab.. haha. i tink i shld haf let her.. she so sick.. oops.. too late to regret le.. haha. and took mrt.. and i walked home from bishan station. haha. i got i-skin.. i wish the pink more SHOCKING and bright sia.. SAD. haha. but it's nice.. haha.

anyway.. bth.. i love you guys.. you ROCK!!

haha. toking to bth now.. 12.03am.. with bel, nessa, jas, wengs and elaine.. haha. we were shi ai-ing to nessa? haha. asking her to MARRY us! why leh? i dunnoe.. but i started it. haha. these are our nicks. how it changed constantly.. haha.

sponged. nessa, will you marry me? (me)

nessa, will you marry me? (bel)

sponged. NESSA. MARRY ME!! (me)

; NESSA MARRY ME LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (jas)

wanwen ๑۩۞۩๑ MARRY ME NESS (wengs)

; I AM THE ONE; MARRY ME NESS LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (jas)

NESSA. MARRY ME!! YOU ARE THE ONE! (me)

Decadence` ๑۩۞۩๑ nOoOOoo..! I won't marry you!! (nessa)

NESSA. MARRY ME!! YOU ARE THE only ONE! can't live without you! BE WITH ME! (me)

Decadence` ๑۩۞۩๑ Tsskk, who should I marry? Oh fair princes, you of little charm (nessa)

then jas started with the divorce..

; YOU SUCK NESS; I WANT A DIVORCE (jas)

ex-dearest.. broke my heart once too many.. nessa.. i wan a divorce too.. (me)

Decadence` ๑۩۞۩๑ Cheyy, I also don't want you (nessa)

wanwen ๑۩۞۩๑ Accidentally in love, therefore I want a divorce from you ness (wengs)

haha. DAMN FUNNY.. our nicks.. haha. our conversation. and jas's great discovery..

; YOU SUCK NESS; I WANT A DIVORCE says:
wangster wanks
; YOU SUCK NESS; I WANT A DIVORCE says:
spidey uhh spanks

haha. damn funny!! haha. coz wengs was having a mistress.. NESSA. haha. and spidey will be damn JEALOUS.. hence must quickly divorce nessa.. haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

haha. woke up at 8.30am. remove the thing.. then bathe..haha. ate one slice of bread. and had a cup of drink. then read a few articles in the papers.. i went to the stupid chinese place.. and was closed?!? yay.. haha. then walked home. haha. slacked at home.. watch tv.. use the net.. then was damn hungry at 11.. haha. dunnoe why.. but was damn hungry.. but could not find any nice food to eat.. haha. then ren.. watch cartoon - spiderman. haha. because stupid wengs was late! haha.

in the end.. left house at 12.. met her at j8.. ate shilin. haha. she damn greedy.. eat pretzel and the crepe thingy.. haha. then went to look at my i-skin.. STRIKING (bright blue or bright pink)or COOL colour??? *ponders heavily on that thought.. haha then we departed from the ever-so-boring j8 (sadly i hun there). haha. then took 410 to thomson plaza.. then took 980 to spidey's house. but then.. wengs didn't press the bell.. so we so stopped at casurina.. and had to walk all the way to the countryside that spidey stays at.. on the way there.. we (mostly me) decided to get spidey to call wengs phone.. free incoming call. haha. then we complained.. blamed each other.. talk crap and made lots of noise. haha. then finally.. after a long tiring walk under the treacherous sun.. we reached her house.. why oh why did we have to walk? of course it's wengs fault.. haha. then after reaching there.. we decided to get on what we went there to do in the first place. haha. watch the vcd. haha. turn left turn right.. YAY. what a nice show indeed.. i tell you.. just fastforward to the ending.. the rest will be you too pek. haha. next.. a cool guy.. some korean vcd.. equally pek.. and so predictable. haha. but kinda comical. then after that.. me and wengs left.. stupid 980 didn't stop for us.. took 163... then 410.. went to j8.. haha. bought egg tart for wengs.. to convince her that tong hen is GOOD.. then walk walk a little.. left the place at 6.45pm.. but the bus was so damn long!! can't stand it sia. haha. was late for dinner at home.. kanna lectured.. pissed sia.. haha. watched the channel u show.. haha. NICE and funny.. played some ps.. lost touch with it.. practise tml!!! haha. tml suppose to have 3 things? haha. 1) teach annabel 2) go out with handbell peeps 3)class outing at sentosa haha. annabel thing most prob not.. since she nv confirm with me.. handbell thing.. nobody inform.. so most dun haf.. then class outing at sentosa.. haha. sian lah.. sentosa oso got nothing nice.. and it's far. haha. unless got good food.. haha. so i decided to rot at home.. to work on my ps skills.. haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

haha. picnic was alright. filled myself with all the junk. haha. then went to eat at some place at 8pm. haha. could not really eat.. coz was bloated. by the time reach home.. 9 plus ten.. by the time go online. sad sia.. that person not online.. oh crap. i waited day and night and night and day.. but so sad.

i created the pfc. and became to president.
in hope to recruit philicia as my member.
but she didn't.
in the end.. i recruited a vp for kfc.
and i decided to close down pfc.
since i was to be a president for zfc (the right one).

♥ lost for words and i drift.

it's hot and i'm bored. it's a lousy sunday. woke up at 9am. went to macs. ate sausage mcmuffin and hashbrown. came home. uploaded decades old photos.. 28 feb ones.. then went to bathe. sitting down.. sigh.. WHEN WILL IT END? haha. went to slack around.. practise guitar. for a pathetic amt of time.. then had lunch. haha. then played boogle. haha. YAY. haha. then now.. blogging.. waiting for time to pass.. haha. going to haf picnic in my IMPROVED condition. haha. so improved i can't do the usual beach activities.. haha. act not so bad lah. haha. beats staying at home in such a LOUSY weather. haha. but at least ehere's smtg to look forward online tonight.. that's if i can use it tonight..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

haha. lots of things haf been going on. haha.

thursday - faya's departure.
pon-ed school. should not haf. like only haf 2 lect and physics tutorial. haha. skipped test. went to meet class at db. SAD. sl is CLOSED due to improper use. . haha. i wonder why. haha. damn indecisive bunch of classmates. haha. in the end.. watch boogeyman at 2.40pm. which suck. haha. seriously.. don't watch it. ate at delifrance with angela and cheryl. the rest went home. haha. then went to meet bel and cher.. dad brought us to changi airport.. finished up the remaining of the card. then went to t2. did the usual farewell stuff. took lots of photos and all. yup. then went bk. gave her a bk treat. then sent her off to the gate.. then went to draw money. then went to t1 to eat subway. yummy. haha.

friday -half day!!!
dragged myself to school. haha. in the end.. pon-ed the two lect.. and chinese.. only went for gp?!? haha. BEST right? haha. took lots of pic with my camera. FUN day at school. sigh.. ipod was dying on me. then went to sec school bus stop. to meet mel c, maureen and lena... had lunch at macs. after that.. went to sec school.. to the handbell room.. haha. stayed for their pract. my juniors are so nice. mel p is so funny? haha. poor maureen.. got stomach pain.. for the whole pract. haha. yup. then dad came to pick me up. raining mah. then went home.. bathe.. ordered PIZZA! YAY. for dinner! ate 4 slices. garlic bread and wedges.

TODAY
woke up late. 9.45am. ate breakfast. bathe. slacked the whole day. had lunch. rested. napped. overshot guitar lesson. now BLOGGING.

I should not have taken this lightly. I never knew it was this serious. It's too late. Now, it will never be the same again.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

haha. malu thing happen to me today. haha. kanna angela too. shall not talk abt maluating things.. feel so USELESS. angela oso feels that way.. haha. haha. after school.. went home.. bathe.. went to thomson plaza.. bought faya's gift.. then went to her house.. did her card.. haha. wow.. cher took care of me.. feel damn useless. haha. honoured sia.. she take care of me. haha. everytime oso dun come near me.. haha. then came home. now blogging.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

elaine came to crash! haha.
she stayed with seefei during assembly.. coz her tutor is so much better than mine? she so catch me for my BRIGHT coloured socks - navy blue.. and say that i need to pull it up? WHATEVER.
then she went for seefei's econs tutorial.. and joined me for gp lect.. which was B O R I N G. haha. then had a break. ate chicken chop. then pon-ed physics lect. went to sl to play bluff and dai dee AGAIN?!? haha. was damn funny. haha. i am bad with words.. dunnoe how to describe it. haha. then went for maths lect.. din listen. JUST COPY. haha. then had common lunch. ate curry puff. haha. then went to sl for awhile. then went for chem tutorial and econs tutorial. then went to j8. ate tako with classmates. then walked home. bathe. had dinner with cher. then went to meet elaine. then watch movie. haha. saw mrs THURAI in the cinema. and her HUSBAND. haha. funny sia. laugh like shit. keep hiding from her.. then tried to call her. haha. then came home.

*sian to elaborate sia.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

monday blues.

after the weekend, really was quite sian to go to school.. not because it's not fun or what.. it's just... i dunnoe.. monday blues?

haha. maths tutorial. haha. like always.. never even touched. but today was better still. NEVER bring. damn. haha. and NO eraser.
life without eraser is hopeless. i'm lost without you, my eraser! oh my eraser!

then had a bad tummyache (last night's dinner - mee siam that did not taste like mee siam). so pon-ed econs lect. haha. shitted in the toilet.
then had break. then pon-ed chinese. haha. went to sl to play again? haha. our class fav spot.
then went for econs tutorial. then grab a bite. then went for gp.. then went for physics pract. i am so dead. i din even do it. haha. tml need to hand in. stupid joel! why he hand in! suppose to lend me copy! damn it. dun even haf the calculations to plot the damn graph. nvm. haha. shall die tml. haha. then had judo! haha. din do as much as that day lah. haha. prefer that day one. haha. then went home.. ate alot! haha. pasta. salad. garlic bread. my dinner has not been digested yet. HAHA. yup.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

haha. after lunch, took a nap at 2pm. haha. till 3.30pm.. but stupid mum and bro were damn noisy.. or not can sleep longer. then practised some guitar. then watch some tv. had teabreak. then left for guitar lesson. then after that.. mum wanted to buy me new hp.. but could not find suitable one.. haha. end up she bought me an IPOD MINI. haha. was so damn happy. haha. say because of my results. she is very happy abt it? when i am like upset abt it? haha. then went to toa payoh lorong 5 there to eat. stupid brother was throwing tantrums.. danb irritating sia.. spoiled my mood.. yup. but there had very nice food.. char kway teow.. chicken wings.. oyster omelette.. satay beehoon.. haha. ice cheng teng.. haha. damn nice. haha. eat until damn full. haha. then came home.. mum and dad went to buy some dvds.. haha. doing the software thingy.. i think it's taking damn long. dunnoe if i did wrongly or wad.. haha. shall wait for mum to come back. haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

wah lao.. suppose to try to be fit today.. but was so tired. that i decided not to. haha. then woke up at 9AM! shit. haha. suppose to be them at 9AM lor. haha. crap. then hurry up brush and change. then left home. dad decided to bring me. he was like doing the voice mail thingy while driving. then was quite dangerous. and finally.. at the junction.. the golf course there.. he bump into someone's car gently. coz he was looking down to punch in the numbers. he din concentrate at the traffic lights. haha. sighs. haha. so in the end.. i reach there quite early lah. haha.

HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY BEL aka BREADman!

bel, garuda and nessa were there le. haha. then faya and wengs came.. haha. then we placed the orders. haha. 4 mushroom cheese. 2 milky prata. 2 plain. 1 egg. 4 teh tariks. 1 ice teh tarik. 1 kopi-o. 1 chrysantemum(spelling right? i tink not..) tea. haha. cher came.. then we ate.. then stoopid elaine haven come.. but she not eating. then she so did not bring money out. then could not help us to buy a better cake for bel. haha. so me and cher went to mobil to buy the cake. substitute. wasn't very birthday cake-able. but it's the thought that counts. haha. went back to her house. she changed coz she din wan to dirty her prefects tee for later on.. took lighter. took candles. took tissues. sang bel birthday song. haha. elaine reached by tt time. haha. yeah.. haha. ate cake although all of us were full like siao. haha. went to the web. tok awhile. haha. about garuda.. haha. yup. then cher went to change back. at ard 11.20am. then after that.. we went our separate ways. coz most of them had smtg on. yeah.. so yup. then took bus with elaine, faya and wengs to thomson plaza. then took another bus.. but not with wengs.. faya made a very good deduction. on why ahmas and ahpeks are attracted to elaine wong! haha. coz she becomes one of them when she ties up her hair!!! haha. DAMN FUNNY. faya is damn funny! haha. too bad i was damn tired at that point of time to laugh hysterically. haha. then i went home. drank water. THIRSTY after sucking lollipop. haha. then showered. then now online. about to go and nap. dunnoe why i so tired in the first place. MAYBE BECAUSE YESTERDAY I USED UP ALL MY BRAINCELLS ARGUING CRAP WITH WENGS.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

today was alright. not as sian as i thought it would be. haha. yeah. went to school. felt damn tired sia for i dunnoe wad reason. had maths lecture. haha. was like clueless during the whole lect? haha. sigma summation? haha. yeah. haha. some crap topic. with some crap lecturer. then.. SHIT. chem test. the test that 99% of the class din study for. haha. and like not all of them took it. YAY. haha. din complete the stupid test. hope can pass. UNLIKELY. then had break. then pon chinese. went to the student lounge. play bluff. haha. bluff rocks. haha. it's damn funny lah. stupid eric and jia jiun look at my cards. haha. then kanna one whole big bunch of cards. haha. fine lah. haha. had fun playing. haha. then was gp. but mrs boo din teach. haha. ask us to help distribute some brochures (for the last yr j2s) in the hall. haha. sian lor. perspired like MAD. haha. then left school. haha.

wanted to go watch hitch with elaine and cher. then suddenly elaine din wanna go. then in the end.. dropped at house bus stop. wait for her to come. went to thomson plaza. bought lunch. went video ezy. lunch turned cold. went cher's house. ate while watching elaine LEARN how to blade. haha. then waited for philicia and chze ching to come. to watch the vcds we rented. the notebook. wimbeldon. some shitified comedy(so shitified that i dunnoe the name of it anymore). then ate dinner. din managed to watch wimbeldon. haha. then went to the "web" thingy. then talk crap. i hate prefects lah. haha. WET WET. I WISHED YOU CAME.

decided to head home. haha.
guess what happen at cher's house bus stop?
met a MAD UNCLE!!!
haha. whenever i am with elaine,
mad, no-taste people(recall mad aunty) always seem to wanna rape elaine.
this mad uncle.. kept looking at ELAINE and smiling to her?
weird man sia. scared HER. haha. even boarded 980 with us. haha.
heng we drop early. haha. yeah.
reached home ard 10.30pm. went online. bathe. then now blogging.

*my nick "spongebob. elaine seems to attract mad ah ma(s)/ah pek(s) to RAPE her. thus, i don't wanna go home with her anymore." was inspired due to this event.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

after seeing clique for 3 days in a row, i realized how much they make me laugh. the wavelength we share. the dumb stuff we do together. that cracks me up. haha.

ny had school today. bummer. haha. aj, sr and sa has no school for the week. ac also has no school for today. mj also has no school for yesterday and today. sigh. haha.

i was damn tired to pull myself out of bed this morning. "what the hell, just go" i thought to myself. i was so tired can. realized that everybody got a better score than me. S A D. the whole morning was so upset with myself. my bloody english. why i screwed up? 14 points is good? i mean i don't even know if i can secure a place in ny.. that's why i was quite sad. afraid that i will not be in ny. my classmates realised i was sad. so kept cheering me up. haha. tried to be cheerful and stuff. haha. yup. after the chem lect, we went to the student lounge.. haha. they were playing bluff. the way they played was damn comical. haha. yeah.. haha. cheered me up a little. haha. econs tutorial.. we did nothing at all. haha. mr haniss just talked to us about the jae. then maths, teng let us do our own things. haha. so we just talked among ourselves. haha. i didn't talk much. just replied some messages.

*do you know why i typed in full english? After complaining about my english grades,. my crush ask me to not use singlish. Since she is my crush, I shall listen to her although she is younger than me by 4 months exactly.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

sunday 27th feb.
was confused abt where to go with clique.. after msging some crap msg (sent by garuda) to zong xia.. asked her for suggestions. haha. yeah.. they so came early lah. haha. in the end.. din do anything. just walked. shopped. then faya and jas continue shopping.. me and nessa went to meet them at j8 to haf dinner. haha. elaine had PORRIDGE at home. haha. spidey was overfed at home by her mum. haha. so in the end.. only me, wengs, nessa, szehui and bel. haha. ate at thai express. coz anything worth eating for was packedl. haha. we like met up at 8? haha. LATE. haha.. saw winnie and cheryl wee.. haha. at mos. haha. then after tt.. walked to house bus stop.. waited for 88 to come. so that nessa can go home. then send the 4 of them up. went down to the bus stop for jas and faya to come. then brought them up. elaine was there. haha. after awhile cher was there.. started playing and all. then went to pick vonne up. she missed all 3 buses. so i figured that the buses wun come soon.. so i walked there to pick her up. but then after picking her up.. and walked halfway.. all the buses flocked there.. YAY! haha. wadeva. haha. so continued walking lah. haha. then went home. haha. ALMOST full clique. except nessa. haha. so we played.. talked.. mahjong.. pictionary.. haha. ate stuff.. send bel off. haha. elaine went off... then tok.. play.. haha. mel and annabel asked me if i was nervous.. haha. yup.. and other peeps send some msg. haha. yeah.. we did crap stuff.. showed them the movie. sort of a movie lah. haha. then went to sleep at 4am. guess who slept next to who? *cheeky thoughts*

monday 28th feb. -the big day-
woke up at 9.30am. haha. then ate breakfast. haha. din feel nervous or wad. YET. they played. i watched tv. bathe. then prepared to go j8. for the singpass. then waited for bel and nessa to come.

BTH off to school!

took 55. walked all the way in. haha. went to the emmanuel hall. din managed to see my juniors. sad. then once they started toking.. got a lil nervous lah.. can.. how to not.. winnie and vonne made me more nervous. haha. i was like the second person to get results.. haha. vonne was the first.. then after me was jas.. haha. i did the worst amg them.. haha. yeah.. haha. got 14 lah. shit ass points. haha. was damn disappointed in myself. my english. got a c6 can. damn. pull the whole thing down. din cry actually.. bel said to me.. just cry it out. you will feel better. haha. yeah.. NOT TRUE sia. haha. yup. haha. everyone did very well.. super proud of all of BTH. esp.. cher, nessa and bel. YOU ALL ROCK. also proud of jam, sh, elaine and wan wen. you all rock my world. then went home.. was drenched in the rain. then tok to cher abt the PLAN. then went to bathe. confirmed the plan. haha. went to meet wengs at j8. and elaine joined us. bought dinner for ourselves. went to cher house. watch vcd and ate. haha. her mum paid for us. thanks aunty. haha. yeah.. vcd was day after tomorrow.. haha. din really watch it. bits of it. coz was msging zong xia and some of my ct pple (angela, xiwen etc). haha. yeah.. then we played some games in cher's room.. then yah. then went to her mum's room.. sleeping there mah. haha. played truth or truth. LOUSY game! haha. no spinning. take turns to be QUESTIONed. haha. sad. haha. crap questions they asked me. haha. scolded me lah. for msging junior so late. haha. ask me to make junior sleep early. coz got school tml mah. haha. so i told junior to sleep at 2. she so ting hua. listen to me. haha. HONOURed. haha. yeah. then we tok a lil more. then slept. haha. we wanted to catch the sunrise. but we all could not get out of bed. YAY. haha.

tuesday 1st march.
woke up at 9.30am. washed up. ate. used com. haha. slack ard. went to the web thingy. ate dessert. then went back. cher bathe. we left. elaine and wengs went to j8 first. cher pei me go home. i bathe.. changed. then went j8.. walked ard. faya came. got bel's present. went to sakae. ate buffet. FULL like shit. haha. walked ard somemore. went home. haha. was DAMN funny at sakae. haha. dunnoe how to say. HAHA.

BTH rocks my socks!

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Kristal Chan. 18. 120988.
nickname: spongebob. BTH. plucks/strums (classical) guitar.
plmgss. 4B1. handbells.
first three months - nyjc. 05S6E [1st3mths]. 05S5B. judo.
loves blink 182, linkin park and mcr. music is a great way to blast away the frustrations.
#1 rock IDOL => g4v! wants to BEG g4v to teach me to play the electric guitar after j2 shit! ((:
longs to have an electric guitar plus an amplifier.
wants to go round the world to sample ALL the types of CHEESE.

calendar.
+ a level :S (2 nov to 17 nov)
+ after a's: going crazy! having fun with clique!
+ 28 nov: mum's birthday
+ 1 dec: cheryl's birthday
+ 30 nov - 3 dec: guangzhou
+ 5 dec: prom :S
+ 11 dec - 14 dec: church camp
+ photography
+ learning to play electric guitar



BTH.
buffaLOW.
BIG head.
AYE.
monkey.
wengs.

3B1 (2003)/4B1 (2004).
Cheryl Wee.
Eleanor.
Freesia.
Janice.
Pearlly.
Shirin.
Ting En.
Vanessa Chue.
Winnie.

Handbells.
Annabel.
Elizabeth Eng.
Hui Zi.
Jing Hui.
Lena.
Maureen. [piglet]
Melissa Chua.
Melissa Png.
Pearl.
Pearly.
PL Handbells Alumni.
Qian Ru.
Wan Yi aka mlfcp.

sfivebees.
sfivebees blog! (:
Hui Ting. [darling]
Jamie.
Jolene.
Kimsoon the great.=)
Samuel.
Weifang.
Xin Li's 1st.
Xin Li's 2nd.

Others.
Angela. [DEAREST]
Baby Caleb.
Colleen.
DEBBIE!
Jasmine Wee.
Jessica.
Jeslin.
Kelli. [senior?]
Kitsoon.
Michelle. [tall babe]
Peizhi.
*philicia(:(:(:
QinQi.
Rachel Lim.
Ruth.
Shufen.
tingyi.
Vivian Tan.
Wan Jie.
Weekeat.
Wen Qi.
Zong Xia. [MY LOVELY GF]

Sites.

Blink 182 lyrics.
Blogger.
Blog skins.
Friendster.
Guitar Tabs.
Haloscan.
Imagestation.
Linkin Park lyrics.
Linkin Park tabs.
Madblast.
mp3 shits.
Msealsmusic.
my dusty blogdrive account.
Nanyang JC webbie.
Yahoo.


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