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Friday, April 30, 2004 @6:21 PM

hmmm.. english paper 1 and chinese paper 1.. i am officially DEAD. haha. anyway over liao le. yup. the exam is beginning to affect my ability to suan elaine. which is bad. haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Wednesday, April 28, 2004 @5:22 PM

elaine nv come today. today kinda boring. sigh. but for once. the class was QUIET. haha. today. physics and chem lesson in the lab. so not tt fun. physics was super tiring. haha. dunnoe y leh. haha..
i muz be careful of wad i write these days. or not wait the tchers read then DIE. haha. i tink everyone is not writing as openly as b4. b4 the blogger ISSUE arised in skool.. pple usually write kinda openly.. but now. i tink we would restrain ourselves and dun write as openly. y? coz we r afraid the tchers might stumble onto our blogs. yup.. haha..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Sunday, April 25, 2004 @8:43 PM

tuition in the morning.. tv.. lunch.. tuition in the afternoon.. went out.. came back now.. haven study.. offically DEAD..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Saturday, April 24, 2004 @11:23 PM

hmmm.. studied alot.. haha.. study add maths.. logarithms.. haha.. studied with cheryl.. then went for guitar.. sigh.. i juz check my WALLET.. i am BROKE to the CORE.. i withdraw on friday 50 bucks.. now i left with 11 BUCKS onli!!! shit lor.. i totally BROKE this MONTH.. left $170 in my account!!!! man... i go and eat MOS burger 3 times for the past 2 wks.. last thursday.. last saturday.. and monday.. today still eat kfc.. shit man.. plus ate wif elaine on tuesday. I AM OFFICIALLY SAVING.. haha..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

@10:46 AM

hmmm.. nv blog on thurs and yest.. y? i can't rmb y.. but definitely not studying. haha.. yest. went to watch movie.. wif jas and cheryl. yup. haha.. 9.35 show can. jas very late then leave.. wore a VERY CRUMPLED shirt.. tt's wad she thinks.. she was shivering like hell in the cinema.. wif a guy sitting at her back.. as he laughs.. her chair VIBRATES.. haha.. so funny lor.. we went to watch the first 50 dates.. the movie finish at 11.35.. then we realized the last 53 bus was at 11.15.. haha.. then jas had to take cab home! wif a driver that was EXTRA friendly.. since we watched at j8.. i took 410 home.. last bus i tink.. haha.. or not haf to walked.. but was ok lah.. came home.. whole house was SO quiet.. then i saw my bro sleeping on MY BED.. irritating.. then had to use his smelly blanket and pillow to sleep wif.. haha.. woke up at 9am today.. went to eat at macs.. was super crowded wif lousy air conditioning.. then parents went to dry clean their suits. coz they juz finished an exhibition.. yup.. then juz reach home..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Wednesday, April 21, 2004 @5:30 PM

we got back our CHEM and PHYSICS paper TOGETHER today. chem did not too bad.. but i quite disappointed in my physics lah. haha. today was damn funny during CHEM, PHYSICS & s.s... haha.. u c.. yest. mr low gave us chocolate coz right.. tt time he missed the deadline.. then we had to gif him checks for the O level thingy.. yup.. so all of us got chocolate lah. but i forgotten to bring home yest. haha.. the main joke hasn't started.. b4 tt.. our class joke.. is like kinda me and elaine spread around abt MR LOW & MS FERNG lah.. coz u c.. tt time we saw BOTH of them come down for recess.. BOTH wearing red.. then after tt our chem lesson. we saw her wear a DIFFERENT shirt.. then elaine and me think dirty.. haha.. ok.. then every time when mr low come in between our chem lesson.. she will SMILE FROM EAR TO EAR.. haha.. then that's when we started to tell everyone in class.. haha.

THE CHOCOLATE INCIDENT.. lasted from CHEM lesson.. to PHYSICS lesson.. and some parts of s.s. lesson.. for 6 WHOLE PERIODS.. haha..
so today.. our class joke took action.. haha.. the chocolate right.. we was juz playing around.. jas sae she wanna gif the chocolate to ms ferng on behalf of mr low.. haha.. u noe.. pretend tt is fm mr low.. haha.. then actually she decided not to do.. then faya.. she made things worse.. she go and call ms ferng.. telling her tt jas had smtg to tell her.. but i tink if she didn't right.. today we wunch haf such an interesting day.. then jas told ms ferng tt mr low wan to gif her the chocolate.. haha.. then the whole class started laughing.. i tell u.. u had to be there to LAUGH like crazy.. seriously.. we were laughing at ms ferng like CRAZY.. our class was abit hyper today.. mostly the front gals.. haha.. elaine.. wad the.. laugh and laugh.. then we were like putting the chocolate on the OHP.. so tt she will take. then we laugh on and off during her double period. then she was going thru the last question.. yup.. for our test paper.. then she haven finish.. then she ask.. WAD IS THE NEXT LESSON.. haha.. which was PHYSICS.. haha.. then of coz we all LAUGH again.. then she was like... die.. i haf to go.. coz in the morning oso saw him after the lesson in another class.. haha.. then hor.. we kept seeing her looking outside. haha.. hmmm.. we all had cheeky thoughts.. haha.. ok.. then mr low came.. haha.. then ms ferng sae.. i still dun understand the JOKE.. haha.. ok.. physics lesson.. his laptop down.. we went thru physics test paper.. then.. he was giving out extra chocolate to the top scorers.. haha.. then left ONE.. haha.. we were like.. Mr Low, ms ferng wan the chocolate.. go and gif her the last one.. then he sae.. nvm lah.. staff room still got chocolate.. then the WHOLE class gave a cheeky ORH.. haha. damn funny can.. ok.. then when we were laughing.. he sort of sae.. Wad r u all laughing abt? which was similar to ms ferng answer. haha.. anyway after the test paper.. we did wb.. then..

s.s lesson.. discussed abt principles of governance.. and all the shitty things left in the chapter.. haha.. then mrs lum gave us an example of meritocracy.. then she was saying abt how tcher were graded according to their performance... then mrs lum ask after the explaining the example.. any questions? then jas was like. can u tell us ur grades? then mrs lum was like... no.. it's confidential.. then jas sae. nvm lah.. juz tell us ur bonus.. haha.. we all started LAUGHING and LAUGHING.. then someone.. i tink was ww.. but can't rmb. she sae.. u muz share wif us.. principle of transparency.. then we can establish good ties. haha.. then at the end of the lesson.. mrs lum was telling us during the june hols.. we haf to go for the learning journey.. then she sae.. ask ur science tchers to inform u.. coz they were in charge.. then someone blurted out.. mr low and ms ferng are our science tchers.. haha.. front gals started laughing.. mrs lum din noe wad we laughing abt.. then she ask elaine.. wad is the secretive thing u all r laughing abt? then jas was like.. it is as secretive as your grades.. haha.. jas and faya realli funny.. and crappy and crazy.. they realli add fun into our class lessons today.. THANKS JAS and FAYA.. haha.. then had chapel.. then ate pizza and curry puff.. did out eia homework.. then went home lor.. then slacked until now.. shall continue slacking and WORK later.. i MUZ work.. haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Tuesday, April 20, 2004 @10:09 PM

haha.. hmmm.. yest. sze hui ran 2.4km.. 17min plus i tink. then christabel ran today.. 15min plus.. haha.. look at the vast difference in timing.. today ah.. boredom AGAIN.. sigh.. mid-yr coming liao le.. i muz study liao le.. cannot dun study.. got so MANY MANY chapters. watch alot of tv today. oops. haha.. except.. during chem right.. we had onli ONE pathetic marker.. coz we lent one to 4b2.. then ms ferng sae us.. y we nv take back.. and y we lend them.. ww was saeing.. we muz learn to establish BILATERAL ties.. haha.. man.. that was funny..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Monday, April 19, 2004 @10:39 PM

Easier to Run by Linkin Park

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played

If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there've never be a path

If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

Just watching in the sun
All of my helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler to change

It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made
It's easier to go
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave

Cool song. Many of times, I want to run away from the truth. Doesn't running seems a whole lot easier than facing the problem? Sometimes we may think that by escaping from the truth, it could solve the problem. Or by avoiding the fact, it could lessen the pain. Actually by avoiding the problem, only one thing will happen, that is you will feel more pain. And much less would not solve any problem. Though it seems easier to just ignore the problem, we must face the problem. Sometimes we make terrible mistakes and wish to block them out of our memories.. Ignoring our mistakes and setbacks in life.. By doing so, we will never be able to face that problem. It is better to sort the problem out before it gets any worse.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

@6:08 PM

yest. baby caleb came. downloaded all the photos into my zorpia account. caleb is SO cute. but i had to do lots of embarrassing actions so that aunty laura and uncle poon can eat dinner. haha.. CALEB can PLAY my GUITAR.. he had a crash course.. instructor was aunty janet.. and i was juz a side kick holding the guitar. haha.. i had to do so many maluating tings can. in front of so many pple.. but i m glad it could cheer caleb. haha. caleb is very sharing. as long as he has smtg.. and u raise out ur hand. he will gif to u.. as long as he has smtg EDIBLE in his hands.. and u open ur mouth.. he will gif u the food. he can feed himself.. and his teeth are VERY strong.. mini-JAWS.. haha.. kidding. he so cute..

nuthing interesting happen. got back add maths test. yup. ate lunch wif jas and nessa. haha. din study much. did alittle physics. tt is all..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Saturday, April 17, 2004 @3:07 PM

after skool.. on the bus.. met jasmin.. then she ask mi whether wan to crash at cheryl's house.. then i say i call her later.. then she went to amk library.. went home.. then went to meet genevieve at skool bus stop.. saw all the bio girls.. then covered sheryl's eyes.. then she was so using her hands to see hu i was.. even take out my specs.. then refused to gif mi.. then she put it on for mi.. haha.. then took to serangoon.. then went to take to orchard.. then bought linkin park cd.. then went to accompany genevieve back to skool.. she got art camp mah.. then she scared late.. made mi take cab.. haha.. then took to thomson.. waited for jasmin.. not tt long.. then later we called vanessa and wan wen to come to crash her house.. then ate roti prata at casurina.. we walked there.. then back.. JASMIN CHAN LIYING & CHERYL TAN ABUSED ME!!!! they painted my toe nails like SHIT.. coz forfeit mah.. then had a deal to keep it on till monday.. since i haf to keep it till monday.. and tml all my cousins are coming.. and i can't possibly wear socks in my OWN home.. luckily my parents dunnoe yet.. and i got tuition tml!!!! AH!!!!! crying now..

anyway.. woke up at 6.30 coz of my brother lah.. had to go skool early.. then i could not sleep.. coz my father came to use the stoopid pc.. then woke up.. bathe.. went to skool wif elaine.. did flag day today.. saw mr low at parkway can.. then he went to starbucks lor.. stoopid lor.. but he was nice enuff to donate to us.. haha.. me, melissa goh and genevieve walked to ecp.. and the pple there had no change lor.. stoopid. then we walked all the way back.. then we stand outside parkway.. then my tin from damn light.. became quite ok.. haha.. i shld haf gone siglap and ask pple to donate.. haha.. then after tt.. ate mos.. then walked to marine parade community library bus stop there.. took 55.. the bus was SO HOT.. plus the weather was like HOT.. then can't take it lor.. was sweating everywhere.. then stopped at usual bus stop.. walked home in the HOT weather.. then FINALLY reached home not long ago. then was sweating like mad wif the wacky toe nails that i covered wif socks..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Thursday, April 15, 2004 @6:30 PM

shitty chinese test.. made mi study for 3 and half hours.. slept at 12 plus yest. coz could not study finish.. taking my own sweet time at first mah.. then panic.. haha.. then today ah.. ok lor.. physics.. mr low could not come.. so study for chinese.. then had chinese test.. then recess.. coz nv do the holocaust thingy.. then had to start.. then dhillion say if we dun pass up today.. will kanna zero can. then we rush.. then had add maths.. then i nv do the previous lesson homework.. then was listening to her explain and doing at the same time.. then had english.. then was seeing our tests.. then had cme.. boredom.. then had geog.. which was worst.. then chem.. had to listen to ms ferng tok abt the collision theory.. the more she explained. the more gong i became.. haha. then add maths remedial. did all the questions.. then did english the holocaust essay mah.. in the end. waited for elaine to finish.. then left skool.. ate prata and char gou teow.. yup.. then missed the bus. in the end. 5.45pm reached home.. haha.. ok.. now going for dinner.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Tuesday, April 13, 2004 @4:44 PM

had 2.4km.. the sun was damn scorching can.. run wif jasmin for the first few rounds.. then she slow down.. yup. then i carry on running until the 4th round.. then started walking.. then run.. then walk.. that type of momento.. haha. considered my best run.. coz run 17mins plus.. for some pple it maybe lousy.. but for mi.. it is the best run i ran.. haha.. the last round right. i was like trying to sprint but was damn tired liao le.. then started walking.. then hor.. elaine, christabel and cheryl saw me and jasmin walking.. then they go and run wif us.. push us.. wth lor.. i almost vomitted.. i was DAMN red.. haha.. hu cares.. i PASSED.. now.. all i haf to do is to pass my sbj retest.. then i shall be free from napfa FOREVER.. haha.. but i kanna a blister on my little toe can.. so pain.. wonder how to do sbj.. tml got physics test.. sigh.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Monday, April 12, 2004 @6:50 PM

INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY
hmmm... the day juz din seem right.. got this uncomfortable feeling.. perhaps coz of the napfa 5 items.. and up to now.. tt feeling hasn't seem to disappear. probably coz i have not taken the 2.4km run.. i tink i scared i onli one hu fail which is damn malu can. well. i failed my SBJ.. got 141cm.. coz probably i can't do it when pple is staring at mi.. haha.. sigh.. forget it liao le.. haha.. b4 tt.. the day pass pretty slow.. no p.e. coz mdm ho on course.. slacked lor. then recess.. then chinese.. then s.s.. then add maths.. then i forgot to attend the handbell meeting.. how typical of mi.. good thing abt today? my brother went for the P5 camp.. haha.. i am free from him till WEDNESDAY!!! haha.. yup..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Sunday, April 11, 2004 @11:09 PM

EASTER SUNDAY
went to church. y? coz my mother asked me to go. ate lunch wif my cousins, auntys, uncles and por por and gong gong.

die. all my homework not done. shit. sigh.. shld not haf watch so much tv. shit lah. some more all the subjects tt i nv do the homework are the first few periods. sigh.. well.. shall sleep.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Saturday, April 10, 2004 @9:21 PM

HOLY SATURDAY
went for handbells. around 7.45 reached skool.. oops.. was a little late. ended at 9.. we played horribly. stayed for lower sec pract. they played wonderfully. how paiseh i was. today i SINNED. haha. i lied to my parents. forget it. i shall not tok abt my day liao. in long story short. i went for tuition.. cut hair. came home wif juniors.. supposedly to study. but we didn't do much studying.. skipped my guitar. die. parents went to watch passion for the christ wif my aunty and uncle. i brought my brother out for dinner wif them. and i bought HAIR WAX.. i actually send them off.. but they followed mi around j8 can.. then scare mi at my house.. was shocked. then send them off AGAIN.. wad can i sae MELISSA CHUA, ANNABEL TAN AND LENA LIAU ARE THE MOST BOLIAO AND WU LIAO PPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.. haha.. but it was fun.. yup.. tml haf to attend church service. y? coz my aunty invited us.. how nice.. well shall go tml.. yup..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Friday, April 09, 2004 @6:00 PM

GOOD FRIDAY
public holiday. woke up at 8am. bathe. went for breakfast. then went to the CEMETERY. shao mu.. haha.. usually we will go mt. vernon first.. but then had jam there.. so we go to choa chu kang CEMETERY first.. then had jam too.. luckily got my discman.. survived the drive.. usually every year we will go next week.. less crowded oso lor.. sigh.. but we went on good friday this yr.. was not as hot as the usual time.. usually is damn hot.. but this yr not tt hot.. first we went to great-grandfather's grave.. then we went to ah ma's grave.. which usually is the WORST.. y? coz the plants and weed will be growing damn wildly.. picture this.. my ah ma's grave is in between a grave tt nobody cleans and a newly renovated one.. haha.. ironic.. i dunnoe if tt's the word to describe lor.. but still.. haha.. then clear all the weeds.. roots.. saw 2 snails lor.. and i BRUTALLY swept them.. haha.. ok.. then we had to burn some stuff.. that place is damn weedy and the grass are damn deep down.. and my ah ma's grave is b4 tt part lah.. then u see.. ever since i can rmb visitng my ah ma's grave.. there is this particular long stick.. u noe u haf to burn some paper thingys for dunnoe wad.. and usually yearly we have the stick.. we somehow managed to find the stick in the middle of those thick deep weedy grasses.. but this time round.. when we came early.. there was no stick.. then we were like jokingly saying we shld INSCRIBED on the stick.. saying that it is the CHAN property.. haha.. come to think of it.. it was weird.. is like the stick was always there year after year.. somemore we always visted around the next week tt time.. i guess ah ma din expect us to come tt early.. haha.. then after all the jam and walking. the last stop.. to visit great-grandmother in mt vernon.. great-grandmother took care of me for the first 2 to 3 yrs of my life.. though i can't realli rmb her.. but still she is like close to me?? i dunnoe.. so we went to mt vernon.. the jam was still there.. we made it.. then i was msging someone while waiting.. then my mother remarked.. saying tt i msging to my great-grandmother.. say i shld burn a handphone for great-grandmother.. ot not she cannot receive.. i was like.. no lah.. i msging her to tell her tt i going to buy her a handphone.. then my uncle was like.. rmb to burn the manual.. then i was... burn chinese or hokkien.. then my cousin say.. hokkien and chinese got difference? i was.. oh yah hor.. can burn those voice translation thingy.. then everyone laugh.. my mother say that great-grandmother understands malay not chinese.. coz she is a baba.. but tt was not the main point of my family's crappiness..sometimes my family is damn crappy can.. and after tt we went for lunch.. at macpherson rd.. then had to wait freaking long for the food to come.. plus the aircon was bloody stuffy.. had lunch.. went home at 3. then slacked.. bathe.. coz i smell like ash? haha.. ok.. then watch tv.. wanted to sleep.. but could not liao.. then went online lor.. now my bro wans to snatch is from mi.. sigh..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Wednesday, April 07, 2004 @6:40 PM

The Rock Show
Hanging out behind the club on the weekend
acting stupid, getting drunk with my best friends
I couldn't wait for the summer and the Warped Tour
I remember it's the first time that I saw her there

She's getting kicked out of school cause she's failing
I'm kind of nervous cause I think all her friends hate me
she's the one, she'll always be there
she took my hand and that made it I swear

Because I fell in love with the girl at the rock show
she said "what?" and I told her that I didn't know
she's so cool, I'm gonna sneak in through her window
everything's better when she's around
I can't wait till her parents go out of town
I fell in love with the girl at the rock show

When we said we were gonna move to Vegas
I remember the look her mother gave us
Seventeen without a purpose or direction
we don't owe anyone a fucking explanation

I fell in love with the girl at the rock show
she said "what?" and I told her that I didn't know
she's so cool, I'm gonna sneak in through her window
everything's better when she's around
I can't wait till her parents go out of town
I fell in love with the girl at the rock show

Black and white picture of her on my wall
I waited for her call
she always kept me waiting
and if I ever got another chance
I'd still ask her to dance
because she kept me waiting

I fell in love with the girl at the rock show
she said "what?" and I told her that I didn't know
she's so cool, I'm gonna sneak in through her window
everything's better when she's around
I can't wait till her parents go out of town
I fell in love with the girl at the rock show

with the girl at the rock show
with the girl at the rock show
(I'll never forget tonight) with the girl at the rock show
(I'll never forget tonight) with the girl at the rock show
(I'll never forget tonight) with the girl at the rock show
(I'll never forget tonight) with the girl at the rock show
(I'll never forget tonight) with the girl at the rock show

this is a nice song..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Tuesday, April 06, 2004 @4:33 PM

yest. hmmm.. nuthing much happen.. ate rojak for lunch... yup.. today.. hmmm.. started wif maths.. how exciting and interesting.. then had lit... slacking session.. then had p.e. ... went to the park and run 6 rounds.. but i run 5 rounds.. which is not even 2.4km can.. sigh.. and i was so tired liao le.. i m so useless.. i muz at least pass.. yup.. or not right.. very the malu one can.. haha.. my thighs were so pain.. stand up and sit down can feel the pain.. recess then chem.. saw ms ferng black face.. haha.. then had chinese.. alot of funny things happen.. yah.. luckily i got do my work.. or not kanna scolding... haha.. hou lao shi keep on beating elaine.. haha.. poor thing.. then one incident was... hou lao shi make fun of jasmin.. say she wunch haf bf if she didn't wipe the board clean.. which does not haf much linkage anyway.. then she say ask jasmin dun tell her mother.. then b4 she sae finish.. jasmin REASSURE her tt she will tell her father.. make lao shi laugh until peng can.. haha.. yup.. then had english.. oral.. luckily not mi.. then had REW.. which ended at 2.10 can.. wth.. then add maths test postponed to tml.. sigh..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Sunday, April 04, 2004 @2:25 PM

yest. watch vcd.. x-men2.. hehe.. how can i haf so much time to watch tv when i haf so much work.. answer is i dunnoe.. sigh.. i shld put in more time for my work. got tuition in the morning.. got tuition soon.. sigh.. packed my whole sunday wif tuition.. my work? die liao le lor.. ate tim sum at kelong88 juz now.. was damn packed.. food was nice.. but could not eat much coz breakfast was so filling.. yup..

forgetten to mention tt the car ride home from thomson plaza to home was interesting.. haha.. we were discussing abt the ms singapore universe.. which i did not watch.. then my cousin tell us how the runners-up look like transvestite.. haha.. abt how the april yang looked like SHIT... is mean lah but it was the FACT man.. then runners-up had this manly look.. then my cousin was like.. ask them go and join the ah-guas at chinatown.. haha.. then my other cousin was saying.. the ah-guas there are more sexy and prettier than them.. if they enter.. they could WIN! haha... was damn funny can.. but he say their answering questions would be a problem.. picture this.. a judge asking a question to one beautiful ah-gua.. and the ah-gua replies wif a low manly voice.. haha.. the way my cousin was damn farni can.. he some more imitated the way the ah-gua might answer.. and how the judge would reject them.. "sorry ah.. erm u r ok.. but we dun accept contestants wif such erm.. nice voice.." haha.. smtg like tt.. then while we were watching the ms congeniality.. the part where they were answering questions.. he say tt anyone of their answers can trash the ms singapore universe answers.. haha.. sigh.. then now i got so much homework.. NOT DONE. die..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Saturday, April 03, 2004 @6:43 PM

went for cca.. ms tay is gettng more and more short-tempered.. sigh.. the lower sec damn poor ting can.. whole day kanna scolding.. then during the 'lectures' of the trainers.. haha.. genevieve whispered to mi.. she said "hui zi very pretty right?" then i was like wth.. tell mi for wad.. then i made eye contact wif hui zi and called her chio bu.. then water break.. but she and other handbell peops not back.. then i went to call them.. then i started calling her chio bu.. darling.. sweetheart.. honey.. haha.. then genevieve sae.. chio bu.. hurry up go back.. haha.. then they polish bells.. then i went for the english tuiton thing.. then the alpha camp pple came back.. saw zong xia and yu jun.. and they told us abt they alpha camp experience.. haha... they so exaggerating and quite funny.. came home.. ate lunch.. watch tv.. did a little work.. then went for guitar... and i forgot to say.. my guitar string BROKE.. haha..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Friday, April 02, 2004 @10:46 PM

yest. nv blog.. pai seh.. coz was damn busy.. haha..

Thursday
HAPPY APRIL'S FOOLS!!!! haha.. i was so putting notes at the back of pple... so funny.. gif a frog mascot to sze hui wif SAVE THE ENVIRONMENT.. haha.. then after reces.. we heard abt the plan to trick mrs pang.. then wei xi, sha yun, dione and xin yang.. were all suppose to pretend tt the soya bean made them got stomach pain.. haha..wei xi's acting skills are NO.1!!!! haha.. damn real can.. some more she turn pale.. haha.. then mrs pang was so worried.. say the soya bean poison fast-acting.. coz they so fast got pain. haha.. then we finally told her april's fools.. haha.. then whole lesson was like mrs pang i dunnoe.. haha.. after the whole day.. had chem extra lesson.. yup.. came back 3 plus wif cheryl and christabel.. jasmin, elaine and sze hui went to buy the baking stuff plus our lunch.. then i bathe.. then my mother came home and help us... we ate lunch.. then we bake and bake and bake.. nv ending can.. haha.. then we played mahjong.. then haiz.. my luck super bad lor.. haha.. bake again.. had dinner.. then continue and bake and bake and bake.. then we make cookies.. which came out HORRIBLE.. haha.. then clean up.. then in the end.. 10.20pm then they leave my house.. i walked elaine halfway home wif sze hui, christabel and jasmin.. cheryl took cab home.. then went to the 53 bus stop wif jasmin, christabel and sze hui.. at first.. i thot one bus was 53.. in the end was a bus tt was not in service.. and i flagged the bus can.. so maluating.. waited till 10.45pm then the bus come.. then walked home. bathe again.. coz i was dirtied by someone.. then did some add maths.. then the stoopid remedial ws still haven finish.. sigh..

Friday
today.. haha.. english was damn slack.. went computer lab 4 to search holocaust thingy.. haha.. jasmin go and find swastika can. haha.. hail hitler.. haha. then had recess.. which was genevieve's lit lesson.. and since ms kaur was in alpha camp.. haha.. then after her lit.. was my lit.. then we went to the hall for rehearsal for our CIP.. then saw genevieve's class having p.e.. mrs cindy teo can.. then when i wave.. shit.. mrs teo oso saw.. then at first i was like hack lah.. then christabel remind mi of how much i was afraid of mrs teo.. then after tt was maths.. i was so tinking abt mrs teo incident.. so scared can.. and oso was genevieve's maths.. and she got no lesson.. then had geog.. which was like boring.. then we were doing map reading.. she tell us abt grid lines.. horizontal called smtg.. and vertical called smtg else.. then she sae.. girls.. they form a square.. i was like WAD.. then form rectangle meh? or better still triangle? haha.. then had a maths.. yup.. then went oms to eat.. then came back.. then we left to go do cip.. haha.. we sang.. sort of interacted.. disaster lor.. then went back.. actually they wanted to come my house bake cake AGAIN.. but then in thed end decided not to. then i was bored at home.. din wan to do any homework.. then called jasmin.. ask her if she wan to gif cheryl a surprise visit.. haha.. called her at 5.30pm.. then in the end.. bathe.. got ready.. took 162.. then realized i had onli 5 cents.. haha.. then went thomson plaza change money.. and rent comic book for my brother.. haha.. then took 855 to cheryl's house. waited 15 mins for jasmin to come.. then went to her house.. SURPRISE.. haha. then she was eating. then she was like.. "i got piano at 7.45.." then cheryl and jasmin cancelled their piano. haha.. then was like bored sitff at cheryl's house. played a while. fooled around. then tok in the dark.. ROMANTIC.. some pple claimed. haha.. then they forced mi to tell things.. haha.. came home at 10.10pm? changed.. then started blogging.. tml got cca.. 8.15 to 12.. then got the english tuition thing.. which i haven finish the homework.. sigh.. haha..

♥ lost for words and i drift.

& PROFILE


Kristal Chan. 18. 120988.
nickname: spongebob. BTH. plucks/strums (classical) guitar.
plmgss. 4B1. handbells.
first three months - nyjc. 05S6E [1st3mths]. 05S5B. judo.
loves blink 182, linkin park and mcr. music is a great way to blast away the frustrations.
#1 rock IDOL => g4v! wants to BEG g4v to teach me to play the electric guitar after j2 shit! ((:
longs to have an electric guitar plus an amplifier.
wants to go round the world to sample ALL the types of CHEESE.

calendar.
+ a level :S (2 nov to 17 nov)
+ after a's: going crazy! having fun with clique!
+ 28 nov: mum's birthday
+ 1 dec: cheryl's birthday
+ 30 nov - 3 dec: guangzhou
+ 5 dec: prom :S
+ 11 dec - 14 dec: church camp
+ photography
+ learning to play electric guitar


& LINKS

BTH.
buffaLOW.
BIG head.
AYE.
monkey.
wengs.

3B1 (2003)/4B1 (2004).
Cheryl Wee.
Eleanor.
Freesia.
Janice.
Pearlly.
Shirin.
Ting En.
Vanessa Chue.
Winnie.

Handbells.
Annabel.
Elizabeth Eng.
Hui Zi.
Jing Hui.
Lena.
Maureen. [piglet]
Melissa Chua.
Melissa Png.
Pearl.
Pearly.
PL Handbells Alumni.
Qian Ru.
Wan Yi aka mlfcp.

sfivebees.
sfivebees blog! (:
Hui Ting. [darling]
Jamie.
Jolene.
Kimsoon the great.=)
Samuel.
Weifang.
Xin Li's 1st.
Xin Li's 2nd.

Others.
Angela. [DEAREST]
Baby Caleb.
Colleen.
DEBBIE!
Jasmine Wee.
Jessica.
Jeslin.
Kelli. [senior?]
Kitsoon.
Michelle. [tall babe]
Peizhi.
*philicia(:(:(:
QinQi.
Rachel Lim.
Ruth.
Shufen.
tingyi.
Vivian Tan.
Wan Jie.
Weekeat.
Wen Qi.
Zong Xia. [MY LOVELY GF]

Sites.

Blink 182 lyrics.
Blogger.
Blog skins.
Friendster.
Guitar Tabs.
Haloscan.
Imagestation.
Linkin Park lyrics.
Linkin Park tabs.
Madblast.
mp3 shits.
Msealsmusic.
my dusty blogdrive account.
Nanyang JC webbie.
Yahoo.

& ARCHIVES

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& ARTICULATE

omg, i can't live without haloscan. ):



& CREDITS

this layout was done by jeanette. the fonts were from dafont,image was from threadless and brushes were from 100x100.pls do not take out the credits. :]