Tuesday, August 24, 2004 @6:43 PM
haha. skool was kinda boring today.. the skool was unnaturally quiet. silence. haha. well. guess we noe now who is contributing to the noise level in our skool. haha. no add maths remedial. but stayed back for our class thingy. haha. yeah. after tt.. went to thomson plaza the swensons? haha. yeah.. ate liao. then walk around. bought some stationary.. haha. came home. now uploading christabel's photo..
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Monday, August 23, 2004 @7:52 PM
haha. today was GREAT. simply enjoyed today.. not much of monday blues. haha. like our class came down earlier than usual.. YET.. we were stuck in a JAM. like stopped from going in?? haha. and sec 4s got scolded for being LATE? haha. stoopid skool system. haha. jacobs talked to us on MOLESTING from OTHER PEEPS in public.. haha. i was like thinking.. i sitting next to sze hui.. isn't that more danger liao le? haha. yup.. we were released earlier. so we all started on our add maths june paper 2004.. did 7 questions. yah.. after the add maths double period.. we did english summary for the english compre.. haha. yup.. then went for recess. haha. ate bread.. today.. jas,
WET dreamer, sze hui, faya,
BIG head and me went down. haha. yup.. in the middle of recess..
BIG head got her ATTACK. haha. started laughing like MAD. so jas initiated the movement to the next table. but
BIG head went after them. so sze hui and i sat back at the original table.. wif all four of them at the other table. but all of a sudden..
BIG head moved back. i quickly took sze hui's bowl.. and joined jasmin. haha.
WET dreamer came too. haha. the two
TWIN SISTERS,
BIG head and faya sat as though they were having a candlelit dinner. haha. they were seriously out of their minds. thus.. we felt safe AWAY from the two pervertic and loud peeps. haha. yah.. haha. then to prevent me from getting implicated in their embarassing acts. i hurried back to class wif
WET dreamer. haha. yup. then i needed to pass someone some stuff. so i wanted to get christabel to go.. coz she was the MOST trustworthy one among the clique. coz some more sze hui haven come out. so i asked the overly-engrossed cher to accompany me. she unwillingly came. but luckily she din realli tease or anything. like the whole level was empty. then suddenly realized tt they were all having the cyberweek briefing. haha. yup. so i like STRETCHED my hand to the ever so far desk and put the thing there. haha. yah. MISSION accompolished. haha. then went back to class. had chem. haha. can't believe ms ferng take double periods to go through 3 questions? haha. then had english.. yah.. got back the compre. which i did ever so badly.. summary onli got 9/25? i so very the not demoralised by the stoopid results. i got a super duper bad feeling for english paper this yr. juz can't seem to feel confident in the english. of all papers to feel insecure.. i feel insecure abt the most impt paper. i can't imagine i score like SHIT for it. haha. yah. s.s. lesson.. mrs lum din come in. all the bio girls were like cramping all the bio stuff in their head. coz they were having the prelim bio pract. haha. looking at all the stuff. my headache came back. haha. went home.. then ate lunch. it was super alot. haha. yah. then bathe. slack a little. then studied physics. haha. yah. watch VOLLEYBALL. haha. not live lah. prelimary group D match.. italy vs russia. like russia was leading the sets 2-0.. then i ate dinner finish.. it was 2-2? i was like.. oh shit. italy gonna win. i sort of supported russia. haha. the last set.. instead of 25 pts.. they suppose to get 15 pts. haha. they were getting one point after each other.. until the 6th point.. italy suddenly won 2 pts.. like the whole game russia had like 18 service errors.. those 18 pts went to italy. so freaking wasted. yah. haha. but in the end. the last set. russia won by 15-13.. haha. it was a close one. haha. after tt.. now i blogging..
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004 @6:10 PM
today suck. recess suck. some people pissed me off. sigh. right after a sucky recess.. had to sit for add maths test.. and it suck even more. sure to get single digit. rarely can.. hate average velocity. i could draw the diagrams. juz could not find out the angles. gosh. sure die.. today is one boring day. i tink i speak the least today. sigh. well.. i hope tml will be a better day. yeah. came home. mum cooked lunch for me. went amk library wif my mum and bro. how nice right? super duper boring. saw a fren.. yup.. daphne lum.. yup.. she was studying wif her fren at the library. yah.. studied physics. and did abit of the maths remedial ws.. yup. came home. now blogging lor.
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Monday, August 16, 2004 @8:07 PM
it's been quite awhile since i blog here.
well. friday. was not much a pleasant day. patricularly because.. that night i had to wear a SKIRT and a disgusting top. haha. besides tt i had to wear it to j8. like stepping out of the house. it was like a BIG step. haha. but luckily. i wore a shirt to cover the top. yup. in the end. i had to take it out for them to see. they were like RAPING me. haha. not like i am very nice to rape or wad. haha. stoopid WET dreamer. took a pic of me removing my shirt. she super SICK can. after taking group pic.. i went to change into my DECENT clothing. haha. then came back down. haha. yup. all of them left abt 10.15pm. i was like falling asleep. haha.
saturday. well. nuthing much happen. woke up. went to skool. came home. studied. bathe. went out. went guitar. came home. watch tv. studied. watch vcd. ate supper.
sunday. woke up. bathe. tuition. watch tv. slept for 1 1/2 hrs. ate tim sum. studied chem. did some add maths. then watch tv. slept at 11pm.
monday. mrs pang din come. but we missed the FREE period. got the farewell thing for ms yoong. yup. spend the remaining time doing oral. haha. then english revision. studied some chem. then had recess. then chem test. the GREAT thing abt this chem test. i din learn the difference between the structure of an ESTER and ACID. and i screwed up half the page worth of marks coz of tt. can KILL myself. gosh. how stoopid can i get?? then did some oral in class. suck at it. i read too SLOW. s.s. lesson. elaine practise wif my reading. she was quite nice. haha. then after tt. we went hall. i was super super super NERVOUS. i failed prelim oral. i couldn't afford to fail this O'Level oral. it's the real thing. waited super super long. by tt time.. i was 'loosen up'.. haha. jas lah.. she super lame can. haha. make me not so tensed and nervous. haha. soon.. was my turn to go and look at passage for 10 mins? then after tt. saw vonne speaking so super confidently to the tchers. i saw the lady tcher keep smiling at her. then i started to grow inferior and inconfident. haha. i tink i screwed up my oral. i needed so many freaking PROMPTS. other pple could ownself think of the points. ownself speak without needing the tcher to prompt? i feel like i SUCK at the oral BIG TIME.
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Thursday, August 12, 2004 @6:09 PM
maths lesson. crap. mrs thurai scolded us. not like it is suppose to haf much effect. haha. then had geog. mrs ng taught us rivers to prepare us for our test. we could not rmb anything abt rivers. so she was SUPER worried abt our test tml. haha. then had recess. yup. was quite empty today. after recess. was english. but had dhillion was on course. haha. so no english. our clique sat together. to slack abit. haha. then abt 10.25am. the announcement came. i could see many faces changing though nothing was announced yet. and a total SILENCE in our whole level. i could hear "SsSsSsSsHhHh.." all around. haha. then it came.. "Sec 4 express girls.. please make way to the hall now.. blah blah.." there were a SCREAMS in my class. i was like wth. haha. i was surrounded by deafening screams and all. haha. we slowly made our way to the hall. i was calm and cool at tt point of time. then we met mrs pang on our way down. she wish us good luck. she wanted to be with us act. haha. she gave me a pat on my back. haha. then we arrived at the hall. i was comforting everyone that they will do well. slowly.. i felt breathlessness. i was very nervous. i saw wu lao shi face. she din look happy. we all could tell tt the results weren't good. i saw mrs ding. her face din look as happy either. we waited for mrs lee to come and give us the briefing. every second was like a minute. i was anxious to see how badly or well i did. i was expecting the worst.. mrs lee came. she walked so slowly. i was getting super nervous. i could not calm myself down. i really could kick her in the ass. haha. kidding. then she reprimanded us.
WHY? our batch was the worst batch of results in 7 yrs. then she show us the analysis. our batch got 85% passes as compared to last year's 100%. our distinction rate was 35.5% as compared to last year's 45%.. i mean like wth. not our fault tt they are smarter than us. our paper was definitely more difficult that theirs. i saw theirs b4 can. i could see that the national rate for the distinction oso dropped. doesn't this show tt the paper was difficult. i bet if mrs lee took the paper. she would have FLUNK it. amazingly.. the more she drag it.. i was no more nervous. i was busy criticising her for being so idiotic in my mind. then she made us tink why we did so badly. she act. din wanna gif us back the results. until someone stood up to tell us why we did so badly as level.. we waited quite long i tink. then someone say that we din work hard enuff. which was quite true. i mean i myself was admitting to myself tt i din focus and put in as much effort as i could. then came showing us how indiviual class did. haha.
our class 4B1 din haf any failures!! we were all super happy. most of us fall under the A1, A2 and B3 range.. except there were two pple in C5 and C6.. i was super afraid tt it was i who fell under tt range. i knew the effort i put in and how my standard is. so when our respective chinese teachers were suppose to tell us the marks. i was getting abit scared. but i mentally prepared myself. i was like wadeva i get. i wun cry or retake. haha. so hou lao shi gave 4C2 their result slips. then came to us. told us she expected our oral to do better. though she was abit disappointed.. i tink she was happy.. i mean i tink our class got the second best results out of our batch. i super happy for my class. 4B1 rox. haha. then she read out our marks. vonne's one.. then mine.. then jas.. haha. vonne teared a little. she expected a better grade. but i was like.. my result was than u.. haha. jas was ok wif the results. like me.. i accepted the grade nice cool and calm. then b4 i knew it.. i heard sze hui results.. haha. she got her A1.. so proud of her. she was happy.. i tink she teared a little. sort of expected. if she din get her A1 she would cry too. even if it was an A2.. i like predicted this. haha. then cher results oso were read out. haha. she was super happy abt her results. like i am for her results. haha. she was like super worried tt she will fall into the C5 and C6 group. but she din. haha. yup. then christabel results oso was given out. haha. luckily her dream din come true abt her results. ahaha. she got wad she wanted i tink. haha. then went back to class. then mr low told us since it looks like we can't concentrate for any physics concept. he decided not to haf any lessons. then went with sheryl to call my mother. sheryl oso called her mother. haha. then went back to class. met ms gan. my god lor. haha. then ms gan asked sheryl for her marks. but of coz. sheryl got her A1. haha. she is like born with the smartness. she sure get her A1. haha. then suddenly ms gan ask me my results? like wth. she din noe me. so i told her my results. then she ask if it was wad i wanted. then i was like yah. haha. yup. went back to class. had chem lesson. got back chem test paper. haha. yup. did not too bad. haha. then lit. then pc.. slack. haha. i haf to work hard on chem - organice chemistry. and add maths. which i flunk the paper recently. could juz kill myself for being so careless. tt i fail by half a mark. when actually could haf pass. like the 12 mark question. onli got 2 marks? so great right. haha. maybe i too slack. tt's y nv do well. i got to work hard. haha. yup. then went home. bathe. watch tv. slack. now blogging lor. haha. my cousins did really well. haha. yup.
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004 @6:52 PM
crappy day. haha. gave spidey a EARLY birthday present. from me, jas, vonne, faya and WET dreamer.. yah.. a
COLLECTOR'S item.. rare leh.. spiderman comic book.. haha. she so appreciated it.. then oso did a poll for nessa. on who will she end up with next time. haha. super funny. haha. today laugh quite alot. no eia today. so went home. ate alot for lunch. then slack.. haha. watch tv. now blogging. haha. off for dinner. yup..
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004 @10:26 PM
hmmm. since it was
NATIONAL DAY yesterday.. i decided to gif myself a break.. slack the whole day yest.. went to watch
the house of the flying daggers.. haha. parents brought me mah. not like haf a choice right. and we watch at j8.. with the most
COMFORTABLE seats.. haha. yup. the movie was very
artistic. and the
zhang ziyi just can't seem to die?!? haha. after getting stabbed in the heart.
she will 'die'.. and suddenly wakes up AGAIN to try to do smtg. haha. like she does this 3 times in the movie! haha. zhang yimou has one hell of a mind. haha. i tink is suppose to be a love story. haha. so freaking drama.. but the
colours in the movie were nice. the whole movie was superbly
colourful. with all the autumn
colours.. and the way the flying daggers flies to kill the pple were superbly great. plus the way they use the bamboos.. how they split.. so nice can.. haha. but i tink the hero.. the
colours were much better. but who i am to say?? i dun realli understand the movie anyway. is like end so abruptly? haha. wad can i say but.. zhang yi mou has a very
twisted mind? haha. crap.. the ndp was
so-so onli.. wad can u expect anyway. haha. the stoopid home song is being rapped? haha. and
the fireworks.. the CLIMAX.. was onli 3 1/2 mins? quite anti-climax right? i mean is nice lah. but not as nice as the fireworks festival. haha. sigh.. did some chem homework.. yup. that was pretty much my day yest.. haha. watch friends.. joey was so funny can. haha. then went online. then watch alias. haha. yup. then slept at 12.35am? yup.
today ah.. wanted to wake up at 8.30am to do some homework.. to finish up those homework that i
COLLECTED.. but in the end woke up at 9am? ate breakfast. slack around. bathe at 10am.. haha. did some physics revision. stoopid lor. din do much for physics. i dun like e.m.f and p.d. .. so confusing.. haha.. then watch tv.. then 12.30pm went to meet elaine.. went thomson plaza kfc to do some homework. and to sort of revise. haha. yup. the kfc now very nice.. not so old like last time. but was smaller. coz the other side was pizza hut. yup. luckily found a seat.. coz was quite crowded.. lunch crowd. yup. the table on the left of us.. was
ALWAYS occupied by weird pple? first.. some girl was wif her frenz.. and she was folding some straws.. closing her eyes and mumbling to herself? eccentric sia. haha. then she unfold as she open her eyes? crazy.. the world is filled with dangerous pple. haha. we were relieved after they left. but it was not long until
we LONGED for their return. the next group of people was our
worst HORROR. coz the next group of pple were occupied the seats were 2 mothers and 2 kids - one boy and one girl (
is not i wanna notice them.. it is kinda smtg i can't avoid ). like i guess they were all frenz of smtg. they were
SUPER gossipy. tok abt singapore idol.. pple they meet on public transport? man.. they carry on talking for
SUPER DUPER long. and they kept on
LAUGHING. i mean laughing
HYSTERICALLY. i was like doing maths wif elaine. how to freaking concentrate. gosh. and the left of their table. other group of students.. laughing like mad.. i realli felt like
strangling ONE BY ONE. ask to shut up or smtg. already so frustrated in doing the sums. i dun need their
NOISE.. when they left. elaine and i were
SUPER relieved. we were like
FINALLY they can move their butts. their kids were as gossipy as their mothers. i was like wad the. then came home at 5.10pm.. watch tv.. then ate dinner. watch tv.. suddenly realized tt geog and maths test were this week and not next week. haha. then was worried. haha. but in the end.. too lazy. so flipped thru the physical geog. RIVERS. was watching tv at the same time. channel surfing. haha. multi-task like MAD.. haha. then now.. blogging. dun feel like going to skool tml..
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Monday, August 09, 2004 @12:00 AM
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!
-suddenly i feel so patriotic. haha.-
let's see.. wad happen today? haha.. or shall we consider it as yesterday? since now is 12am? haha. heck..
went cycling the morning AGAIN. sianz. my mother complain abt my temper? piece of shit. she ownself the temper like shit oso.. then after tt went home. slack. watch tv. slack. bathe. slack. lunch. did abit of work. change up. left for the singapore conference hall. not to worry. i din go there to watch anything educational. my father went to park there. to avoid expensive parking places. and to avoid the crowd. we were on our way to see the fireworks. haha. met my aunts and uncles and cousins at 5.30pm. we went to
lau par sat to eat. hehe. ate one and a half popiah. one piece of roti prata. some india rojak. some
STINGRAY. and drank lemon tea. haha. yup. considering i was not tt hungry. yup. then walk to dunnoe where. then my cousin's gf, perrine jie jie... came. yup. join us on our
EXPEDITION to see the fireworks. haha. we reach our SPOT super early. like 7pm? and waited and waited and waited till 8.35pm? power right? haha. the good thing was the fireworks was in FRONT of me. haha. bad thing was i was made to take
photos of it. took a video clip oso. haha. so i could not really enjoy it. the fireworks was great. but half the time. i was wrestling wif the cam.
then after tt.. we all drove to harbour front. haha. went to starbucks. haha. drank coffee. haha. we all talk and stuff. then suddenly.. the world past by so fast. all of them
ATTACK me verbally. haha.
not vulgarity lah. haha. all say i should haf a make over? wear tube? wear skirt? they are all
MAD. i will never wear lor. haha. i was being tortured.. i was begging someone to save me. then after tt went home.. bathe.. now uploading the photos. planning NOT to go online tml. trying to study.. replace my studying time. coz thursday i nv study.. coz too lazy.. and next day was national day celebration in skool. friday too lazy oso. coz went out wif frenz and all.. and was uploading photos.. yest.. was like out the whole day and uploading photos too. and today.. as u all noe.. i haf been slacking. haha. so i tml need to
pu (or izzit bu) back the time.
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Saturday, August 07, 2004 @9:08 PM
slept at 12.. woke up at 9.. din had a uninterrupted sleep. then rushed thru my breakfast.. slack a little. thinking i got alot of time. 9.45am.. went to bathe. tried to gel my hair in 5 mins. but din work. my hair was ruined. all dry and sick looking. haha. packed my bag wif all my stuff.. then 10.15am left the house. took the bus. then the mrt to city hall. met hui zi. then went to suntec. walked around. walked everywhere. haha. in the end went to fila.
if it was my clique with me.. then sure suan me like mad.. i am the FILA girl. haha. then hui zi bought me a blue fila cap. super nice. it was sort of a early birthday gift. haha. and i bought her a jay chou cd at hmv. for her early birthday present. i SURE had fun. haha. hui zi made me go taka wif her. juz to see her BELOVED cousin. not one sec she din tok abt her cousin?
saw cheryl cheong and pearl lam.. not together. cheryl was with her mother. and pearl was wif a guy. i wanted to buy comb. but no cash. y i wanted to buy comb? coz my hair was SUCKY. haha. yup. on the train ride. i hurry took out the tag of the cap. then wore it. scared i look horrible when i meet vivian. haha. then went to heartland. suppose to meet vivian at 2pm? but was a little late. then she kept saying me. then she
pei me go to the atm to take out cash. yah. then we went to bk to study. sort of study lah. then vivian told me zong xia was in heartland. wif her cell pple. yup. then after tt.. 4 smtg i tink. she came.. do some harp stuff wif vivian. then after awhile.
saw qi yin and geraldine. at first din see me. so i din say hi. but i tink qi yin muz haf saw me or smtg. then geraldine say me.. say y i nv say hi to them. haha. geraldine took off my cap lor.. so malu. haha. qi yin and geraldine came to bk to study too. but could not find a seat. haha. but in the end.. after awhile. they came back. haha. yup. haha. did some add maths. yup.. haha. zong xia very crappy. then make vivian so LOUD. then i was like diam diam. coz keep on getting suan and stuff. so kept very quiet. then they went to shop for the harp tcher's gifts. yup. i was like din haf ideas to gif them. they din noe wad to buy for the tchers mah.. haha. yah. so juz
pei them walk around. then vivian kept complaining abt wanting to go to the toilet. then went to take
neoprint. which HALF the time i ruin it. gosh. how stoopid can i get. haha. then they went to buy
SWEETS. my favourite. haha. then went to buy
ice cream. they are some greedy harp pple. haha. then was waiting for the 113 to come. BUT coz they were still eating their
ICE CREAM. we had to buy for the next buses. then zong xiz bus came first. then 113 came. then took wif vivian. then she dropped first. then i dropped at skool. parents came to fetch me. yup. went to serangoon gardens to eat. then came home. then bathe. now blogging lor. yup..
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Friday, August 06, 2004 @8:28 PM
haha. went to skool wif elaine. my father drop us super far away from skool.. y? coz the STOOPID traffic jam. we act. walked faster than the bus? haha. reached skool at 7.05am.. haha. met christabel at the general office. went wif elaine to the hall to report. stoopid sharon tng ask me to borrow a tie. i muz wear the tie now meh? haha. i had it my bag lor. idiot.. then elaine pang sai me. haha. had to go back to class ALONE. christabel later asked me to bring the flags and programme sheets to class.
all alone walk along the dark alleys of the skool. haha. no lah. i dragged my juniors.. lena and pearly to go wif me. haha. but first went to annabel's class. first floor. ask her to help me take pic. gave her digicam and some spare batt. yup. then we went to the fourth floor. then went back down to my class. so in the end.. even christabel was there b4 me. haha. yup.. slack in the class the whole time. doing absolutely nothing. watching the thing from classroom is the ULTIMATE best. cooling. no sun. can sit wif the MOST space. can sit anyhow. haha. had ok view. haha. then 9am. left to the hall wif the handbell peeps who were getting the merit award. yup. reached the hall. yup. sat patiently for everyone to be seated. then was super nervous for i dunnoe wad reason. haha. in the end. saw all my frenz on stage. yup. one by one.. soon it was tian yun, me, feng yi and lydia's turn to go up. yup. i walked as how i would normally walked. haha. heck the audience who were gonna see me. haha. did so quickly and fast. was not as SCARY as i thot. went back to our seat. then after watching half way. went toilet wif feng yi. and in the end irritating
GUZHENG pple took our seats.. blasted
GUZHENG pple. then half the time had to stand at the back. din enjoy the thing one bit. after the whole ting. annabel came.. telling me tt she din take the photos well. was so sad. coz i thot she would haf done a great job in it. so was quite sad lah. but in the end.. took some great pic wif my clique. haha. yup. then went out wif jas, faya, wan wen and yvonne. went to marina square. went to watch THE VILLAGE. haha. stoopid cinema. so freaking far from the shopping mall. like millions of miles away. the show was not as scary as i expected. but it made me imagine alot? then after tt.. went to suntec. haha. walked around. went carrefour. haha. had lots of fun.
took lots of pic. then went home. yup. reached home at 6? yup. then bathe. ate dinner. now blogging..
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Thursday, August 05, 2004 @5:49 PM
thursday. such a wonderful day. someone juz can't seem to quit when i ask her to stop. i can
ren the teasing abt whoever i
crush.. but u can't keep on dwelling on it. i mean my patience has its limits. in just a simple 15 mins.. u can just pissed the hell of me. u tink is very fun izzit? i dun even make fun of u
THAT often. u wan to tease me every waking moment of ur life izzit? so wad if u take the bus wif them? i noe liao le.. u dun haf to repeat on and on and on and on. u keep using the person who i so
crush to suan me.. u tink it will work izzit? then u say i am
ungrateful? i mean.. u r pissing the hell off me.. and u say i am
ungrateful.. then thing u accompanied me to do was this little. and here u r telling me how
NOBLE u r.. how can i not be pissed? u can so call
flirt wif other pple.. but when pple so call
flirt wif me.. u act like i am their life partner or smtg. i can stand occassional teasing. i dun need a constant teasing from u.. esp. when my day started off quite alright. thanks to u. today SUCK.
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Wednesday, August 04, 2004 @6:53 PM
wednesday. handbell lower sec played for the lower sec combine chapel. too bad could not see. had p.e. for the first period. then had cme.. our class used these two periods to practise for the audition. then had geog. got back geog test. yup. then had recess. haha. same recess as annabel's class. then had add maths. learn relative velocity. so sucky. so difficult to draw the diagrams. then had free humanities revision. did some maths. tt wad peops usually do during any free seconds. i find it so stressful. all the blood gushes to my head when i do things too fast my pace. then had double period english. haha. yup. did oral. haha. but luckily i was not called to read in front of the class. or not i would juz die. coz everyone will point out my mistakes. which would be maluating. haha. jas got called out first for the reading the passage. jas read like a pro can. i admire her reading skills. haha. and cher got called out for conversation. since the subjects were about animals. she talked abt her DOGS. how she LOVE and TAKE care of them. i noe she likes them alot. but as for the taking care of them crap.. NOT TRUE at all. her maid takes care of them. she juz walk them. thus she tinks taking care of three dogs are EASY. haha. since jas always say she ABUSES the dogs.. and she was called the DOG EATER. i was laughing at her. BUT that was not the climax of english lesson. it was WAN WEN. haha. the STAR of the CLASS. haha. yup.. she volunteered herself. y? haha. to do and important thing. haha. to HUMILIATE big head. haha. since the question was what animals don't u like? she said she hated
ELEPHANTS. haha. and she elaborated in a SUPER funny way. haha. y were we laughing?? coz it is like a nickname of someone. not from our class. haha. wan wen made lots of us laugh. haha. thanks wan wen. then had combine upper sec chapel. haha. sec 3s handbell ringers played 2 songs.. or izzit 3 songs? haha. so proud of them. esp. mel.. for conducting so well. haha. except they din look up AT ALL. and din smile. haha. but it was great. except for the speaker was talked for ETERNITY. then after went opposite to eat. then went back class. prepare for the class audition. yup. in the end left at 4.30? reached home 5.05pm? coz walked to elaine's house then back to my house. yup.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Sunday, August 01, 2004 @7:48 PM
yes.. a beautiful sunday.. woke at 9am. was act. quite ok one. my father bought back breakfast for us. juz coz yest. i was saying i like tt particular food. he got me tt. and he oso got
soon kueh. i mean like.. all my relatives noe i HATE
soon kueh. and he, as my father, dunnoe? so i was so freaking pissed wif him. then we HAD to go cycling. since my mother exhanged wif me some bee hoon for the soon kueh.. i was so freaking food. not even set in my stomach for 10 mins and he had to suggest going cycling. and the worst thing is tt our family cycling.. supposedly to be a form of an exercise.. but it is not. coz all of us aren't cycling much. so SUCKY. so i wasted one hour in the morning of a crappy day. we reached home at 11am? i bathe and all. left house at 12 plus for lunch? went to united square.. yipee. my favourite place of the week. and wad.. eat the food court. i rather eat at some hawker centre. coz the food there SUCK. can't stand united square. by the time we left.. it was raining. yipee.. my father drove my bro and mum to j8 coz my bro had to cut his hair. during the EXCITING car ride.. i had this MASSIVE argument wif my bro. could not stand him. and i juz blew up. i haven been flaring up for such a long time. he juz had to tick me off. wad did i do to deserve such an irritating brother. and my useless father ask me to stop. wad the hell can. my bro irritated me.. he can flare at me and i can't?? my father is so bias can. always side my brother. i dun rmb him tolerating all this rudeness when i was my brother's age? if i had said tt.. he will often reply wif his STANDARD answer.. dun compare wif ur brother.. all those crap.. but in the end.. they often contradict wif themselves. coz they end up comparing both of ourselves.. so irritating. how can they tolerate him and not me? how can they stand his rudeness.. he was so freaking rude.. and my father juz keeps quiet. and when my father cannot tolerate any longer.. he loses his temper.. blows his top in front of the whole wide world. by keeping quiet most of the time.. being my brother's personal servant.. my father doesn't help the situtation. he makes my brother become ruder and stubborn and picky. everytime my father dun scold him.. he becomes worst.. and my father tinks tt he sure talk to my brother. like tt gonna help.. it will fall on deaf ears. my brother is gonna ignore everything. and if my father beat him.. he will fall in self-pity. he pities himself for having such a family. he ALWAYS tinks he is right. he NEVER feel tt he is wrong. he NEVER EVER admits he is wrong. even if he shouts at us.. he will put the whole blame on us. he wun not take one single bit of blame. i mean like how can u be so stubborn? so irresponsible? and how can pple tink he is CUTE? it onli makes me puke can. my brother is so freaking good at lying.. tt i can't trust him anymore. my brother tinks he is so freaking great. but in fact he is 2 more kg to become 110%.. he is soon gonna be TAF club. ha. i realli can't stand my brother's whining.. he always whine at the smallest ting. he is GIRL. he is so naggy.. tt he can get the most naggy person in Singapore. i am so pissed wif him. he and my father juz ruined my whole entire day. such a beautiful sunday.
⥠lost for words and i drift.