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Tuesday, May 31, 2005 @9:11 PM

i've just posted a fairly interesting post on the clique's blog. wahahaha.
*wengs, you shld read it.

hmmm, today was quite alright. nothing special happen. just that, i seemed to be ultra-hungry all day long. i was deemed as a pig by one of the judo seniors. all because i said i was hungry. judo was like ok. haha. perspired alot. but drank lots and lots and lots of water. wahahaha.

tml i'm going to cycle. haha. i think my new hobby is to cycle. haha. i shall work on it during the hols.
haha. i hope to accomplish some things during the hols:


♥ lost for words and i drift.

Monday, May 30, 2005 @11:52 AM

juniors having their chinese o's paper NOW. best of luck. haha. msged a bunch of them yesterday. wahahaha.

SHIT! 99% of our class has to see the principal at 1.30pm. wish me luck!

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Sunday, May 29, 2005 @11:39 AM

Saturday.
wahahaha. woke up at 7.30am although i had a late night. WHY? coz i had to finish up my econs essay. crap. after finishing, i bathe and changed. pretty soon, the clock struck 8.45am! HONG WANWEN was L A T E! this is bad! i had to reach huiting's house at 9.15am. i quickly called wengs, she said i told her to meet at 9. oh shit. how are we suppose to cycle to amk in 15 mins? i was sure that i could not cycle well because i wasn't up to form. wahahaha. wengs ran from the 53 bus stop to my house. i dumped her bag in my house. brought the other bicycle down. and off we rushed to huiting's block. amazingly, both of us set a personal record time: 10 mins!! wahahaha. it's amazing for us ok.. huiting passed us W A T E R [my lifesaver] and the econs essay. after that, she rushed to work while we stoned there for a long while. then we set off to ny. shit man. long steep slope! my biggest hurdle. wengs seem very fit as she passed it easily while i had a pretty hard time with the slope. we wanted to go to the bubble tea shop. but it was closed. i bought some drinks - fruit tree's pear juice with pear bits and blackcurrent juice with aloe vera bits! haha. then we bought 3 apples for $1. haha. heavenly sweet the apple taste! wahahaha. then i went to put the econs essays into ms jeeva's pigeon hole. haha. and we rest for a little while. we set off for bishan park 1's exercise station. wahahaha. shit. the steep slope defeated me this time. the defeat consumed me. the next time, i will conquer it! haha. then we did 31 sit ups [on the inclined one for me and the normal one for wengs. WHY? coz i am fat and she's not.], very very very very few pushups. did the lifting thing. i have weaken. i shall try to improve my stamina during the hols. with the help of wengs!! wahahaha.

after that, came home. wengs bathe. then i bathe. then we left for robinsons, centre point. had to meet huiting for lunch. ate lunch with her friend, wee kiat too. wahahaha. then wengs and i went to paragon to book her piano session. after that, we took 54 home. slept on the bus. very sleepy. then came home, i napped while she studied. then i went for guitar while she continued to study. after guitar, she came to j8. then we waited for cheryl. we were going to have dinner. THEY both ate egg crepe from shilin. had a sweet moment sharing and swaping their food. i felt so BRIGHT. but i was having a pleasant moment with my sour cream & onion pretzel. delicious. then we went to ntuc to buy some junk. after that, went back to my house. ate the junk food and played the vicious game that could ruin our friendship. CHERYL KEPT LANDING INTO WANWEN'S PROPERTIES AND WANWEN KEPT LANDING INTO CHERYL'S PROPERTIES! how romantic. so you can actually tell from this that I AM THE BIG LOSER FOR THE GAME. no one came into my houses! then my parents and brother came back. i showered. then did some studying. wahahaha. first studying of the day! wahahaha. then after that, cheryl's mum came to pick her. i walked wengs to the 53 bus stop. then she took the bus. i went home. i drop dead on the bed.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Friday, May 27, 2005 @8:34 PM

what a great day.

day camp
-turned out to be quite meaningful.

aim of it: build trust with our classmates.
*personally, i feel that i alr trusted them. but through the activities, it strengthen my trust in them.

we did some activities.

first, we had trust fall. okay, it seems that many pple actually have done it before. i'm sure that most of bth pple has done it before because they have gone through some sort of leadership camp. but for me, i haven't done it before. so before doing the activity was carried out, i was quite nervous that it would reached my turn. i am a coward lah. but after seeing pple being supported, and supporting pple [being in the cradle], i wasn't afraid. so i plucked out my courage and decided to try with the blindfold! oh man. not being able to see is a challenge. it's kinda an empty feeling. it's like you have no support. nothing. my fear: falling down the wrong way. yeah. when the cue was given, i hesistated for a few secs. then i fell. my mind was filled only, what if the cradle breaks. i was quite concerned abt my weight. when i fell, i closed my eyes. perhaps because i was just afraid. when lying on the cradle, i had this feeling that the cradle was low. i dunnoe why. but i realized after that it was purely my imagination. and stupid jansen talk cock while i was on the cradle. say what i chi his tofu. wahahaha.
after the activity, we needed to share our experience. yeah. stupid gavin, sabo me. so i had to share first. yup. wahahaha. yeah. after listening to my classmates, learn alot. learn that this activity teaches everyone differently.

next, a small activity. yeah. not much. it teaches you that you must perserve on. NEVER GIVE UP. giving up is the absolute wrong thing to do. after that, had lunch. then mrs tan told us that the poners have to go see the principal on monday at 1.30pm. but jamie, weifang and kimwee had to see her then. coz they can't make it on monday. they told us it was nothing much. just that poning it will leave a black mark on your cca record. which is saddening. but what's done is done.

after lunch, it was time for the WEB PHOBIA!!!! wahahaha. we have bring everyone from one end to the other, without touching the tables and the strings. and NO jumping (i guess they knew that some guys just have the talent in jumping over such high heights [jansen and gavin]). NOTE: we only had 6 guys! so i guess many felt that it was an impossible task. there was some asshole guy who keeps picking on us. argh. he disgusts me. anyway, we really tried many ways. many alternatives. but we just can't seem to get beyond 5? i mean. each time we failed, we had to get out of the hall. think abt our mistakes. and get back in and try to do better. it wasn't until the second last time we tried till our attempt got better. we planned better. more clearly. more involvement from the class. at our last attempt (our BEST attempt!), we got weidin [the guy who can carry anyone] over first. by the cradle method. then gavin got over but the hine knee method. the remaining of us, used the cradle method to carry adeline over to the next sector. and cradled dawn to the same sector. then samuel who is ultra light (53kg) but has muscles was brought over to the next sector. at first, they wanted to bring one of the girls (not me) over, but adeline just said out that, "bring kristal over, she's stronger." i felt touched coz she believed in me. yah, i wasn't afraid that they can't bring me over. i was more concern that we do it quickly. but it was a great feeling. that samuel and i was able to carry them over ourselves. of course with the help of dawn watching our backs. we managed to send 5 pple over. i think it was a success. we did it!

proud of our class. had a sharing session once again. wahahaha. kanna sabo by gavin once again. yeah. haha. listening to everyone.. meaningful. haha. i really can trust them more. i very happy to be in 05S5B although we din complete, but we gave our 100%!!! haha. yeah. went out dinner with 9 other classmates. *unable to elaborate for the time being. wahahaha. at amk. then went back. watch tv. bathe.. blog for damn long liao.. talked on the phone with huiting.. debating abt the econs essay.. now.. it's almost ten. crap. econs essay!!! argh.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Thursday, May 26, 2005 @10:09 PM

my day.
*unexplainable.

things happen. beyond description. haha.

crap. sa has yet another half day coz it's the last day of the term. what the. mj has a half day coz of some divisional football thingy. wah lao. and i shall be stuck in school with the day camp. and so i heard the day camp would be enjoyable unlike the first day (which i failed to attend). i can't really bother to elaborate on my day. NOBODY is online to talk to me! where is *? where are my juniors?

stupid wengs is NOT online! wah lao. haha. argh. i wanna complain to her abt stuff! HAHA.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005 @10:08 PM

wahahaha. hanged out with BREADman *hums batman tune* [bel] and spidey [cheryl]. i had so much fun. okay lah. not so much. but was fun. wahahaha. borrowed vcds. ELECTRA! oh man! i actually forgot to bring back my idol's vcd!! argh. pissed. i only can get it tonight!!! NO! this is not happening! jennifer garner!! HAHA. we studied abit.. watch the 'i do i do' vcd. yeah. haha. talk abit more. haha. yeah. SHIT man. can't believe i din give cheryl it. haha. anyway, yesterday was great. just can't seem to find the words to describe the day. haha. yeah. forgot to mention.. haha. NESSA SET UP A BTH FRIENDSTER!!! love her lots.

anyway, in order to hang out with them, i had to ps jenny jie [jansen], james/jiashi/furniture [jamie], maomao [huiting], jansen's friends - gabriel, avery [jamie's cousin]. haha. esp. sorry to jiashi. HAHA. as maomao din go, she became the only girl for awhile. then she left with her cousin. yeah. haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Monday, May 23, 2005 @2:44 PM

haha. saturday and sunday has been real hectic days for me. HAHA.

saturday.
morning passed quickly. watched a vcd. brother's birthday celebration at swissotel. hi-tea. hmmm. not good i can elaborate abt except that it passed by slowly. wahahaha. my cousins went to SHOP with my mother after that. luckily i had an appointment with wengs.. haha. or else i would have perished slowly in the shopping outing.

wengs was obviously LATE. haha. i was only ONE stop away from douby ghaut since swissotel is at clark quay. we made our way to suntec. walk and walk and walk. HAHA. talk lots of crap as usual. HAHA. drank lemon lime. drawed 50 bucks as the damn atm could not dispense 20s. went to THE arcade. haha. spend abt 9 bucks there? yeah. YELLOW DRUMS rock although my sense of rhythm truly sucks to the core. went to coffeebean.. haha. yup. drank that rhumba thing. HAHA. burnt a hole in my wallet. argh. we talked. haha. i gave a new name to wengs. SHI [wet] WEN. haha. by the time i went back, was 10.45pm? crap. was mudered by my mother. haha.

sunday.
ate breakfast. depart to my house 53 bus stop. wait for jamie. SHE WAS L A T E. went to the other bus stop. fetched jolene, marisca and samuel. and off we went to my house to do GPP. haha. sort of. we tried bonding together by playing monopoly. according to wengs, monopoly is a vicious game that destroys friendship. coz of the collection of rent parts. wahahaha. but for my group pple, they were unfourtunately too honest to try to not pay rents. then after that, we racked our brains for ideas. but unfortunately failed to think of any feasible ideas. me, jolene and samuel left to thomson plaza and satisfied our hunger at kfc before trying to think of any ideas. forgot to mention, huiting, liting, weidin and kimwee were there too. and they finished doing their GPP. how demoralising it was for us. and we finally brainstorm an idea out. [i just realized that it has been done alr. SHIT. and we have to pass the draft to the teacher tml.] we're dead.

we [samuel and i] then went to huiting's house. so she could change to be town-go-able. we went to amk mrt station. jamie and other pple came to the mrt station. but only jamie joined us. jamie stripped me off my black polo tee coz she told her yellow tee was not town-go-able. and i ended up with my inside shirt - the OP SHIRT i wore countless times when i went out with the others before. we went to ps. grabbed a bite. and went on a mission. but sadly, our mission was interrupted by ARCADE. yellow drums ADDICTION. haha. our mission failed. BUT i managed to get 2 keyrings - the beanie bag keyring (that i lost with my keys in ny field) and other set of the metal girl boy keyring (as a gift). haha. went back. drank campbells soup. HAHA. *slurps* read a book. and watched tv. slept.

today.
went for guitar lesson in the morning. read that book. had lunch. and now blogging. gonna print out some stuff now. haha. boring monday. i shld be out. but due to the 2 consecutive late nights, i've been warned. wahahaha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Saturday, May 21, 2005 @11:19 AM

Let Me Go
by 3 Doors Down

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Friday, May 20, 2005 @8:30 AM

CHERYL NEEDS TO GET A SPARE PHONE.
*argh. i need to tell her stuff NOW!!

wahahaha. maureen is sick and i can't bother her. my juniors are having the stupid walk-a-jog and i can't tell them now. argh!!!

i am stuck in school. so damn sleepy can. judo really consumes me. plus i had to do the STUPID zuowen. crap the whole way thru.. sighs.. HAHA. pw tutorial was FREE TIME. woohoo.. pple are studying for their spa.. whereas i am BLOGGING? what is this? damn. i haven started.

hmmm.. yesterday was good. HAHA. yeah. after gp, went home.. BATHE. yes. came back to school. cheered class boys on for their napfa. JIE and mama, sighs.. haha. unfortunately has to do the pullips AGAIN. then it rained.. haha. din see the FUNtouch start.. bummer.. HAHA. went to the hall.. grab the gi.. went to the mpr.. haha. the first part of the judo training was meant to be physical.. haha. it consumed me. HAHA. shrimp I CAN'T DO. haha. squats.. ARGH. it hurts even NOW. stairs will be a challenge man. we learn HIP choke. cool. HAHA. and other more cool stuff!! HAHA. yeah. choke choke choke. and my specs kanna bend BADLY while kanna choke. the lens came off lor!!!!! coach sulaimon helped me fixed my lens back. grateful sia. HAHA. after that, got long talk from the ms lim.. argh. HAHA. i was very very anxious to get my phone that time. 4 MISSED CALLS! from cheryl. sighs. sorry man. haha. and a couple of msgs.. yup.. called her.. arrange time.. packed mats..

saw huiting and danyu at the bus stop. HAHA. could not show off my sweaty shirt and gi. HAHA. and could not tell them abt the SPECTACLES incident.and RUSHED to thomson plaza.. reached there at like 8.25pm? crap man. ate zinger burger with cheese fries.. defeats the purpose of the physical thing we did during training.. HAHA. then i talk alot to cheryl. HAHA. abt my stupid pw incident. yup. HAHA. felt bad lah. if it wasn't late.. i would talk to her more and maybe console her.. HAHA. abt nicer stuff.. yeah. i wanted to tell her things. but it just din feel right to say out. i can't msg her coz SHE DOESN'T HAVE A PHONE. and she's gonna have camp today till sunday.. *sobs* oohh.. i forgot to tell her abt the SPECTACLES incident. nvm.. so i went home... bathe. shagged but pulled myself to do the darn zuowen.

like i have said.. i woke up shagged. real shagged. came to school. din feel like talking at all. sighs.. haha. but i still moaned abt my stupid bended specs to jamie, liqi, huiting and danyu. ooohh.. haha. all liqi, huiting and danyu say was.. GO BEND IT BACK. does it look like i know? my mum didn't know. HAHA. so i was ok.. HELP ME. haha. so danyu helped me.. wah! in a short time.. my specs was back to normal! i think it's tighter.. which is better.. HAHA. i shall go canteen now and slack. HAHA.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Wednesday, May 18, 2005 @7:05 PM

WHAT A LOUSY DAY.
  1. i found out from someone maureen is SICK.
  2. MY darling refused to go with me to the piano ensemble thing. i can't take REJECTIONs.
  3. maureen msged me to tell me she is VERY VERY SICK and she can't make it for the piano thing.
  4. wanwen refused to go with me to the piano thing too.
  5. pt was slack. BUT i still din manage to do it.
i shall elaborate abt my pt.
pt. 5 j1s turned up!!! WOW. all GIRLS. 7 j2s! double WOW.
2 rounds of warmup as usual. BUT the j2s start fast. argh. MY STAMINA WAS GONE.
4 rounds. which that thing AGAIN. consume the remaining energy. THUS, i could not continue. i fell back. i only did 3!
2 rounds of cool down. yeah. did only 1. coz the speed was like ..
-water break-
4 sets of 15 inclined. did the THING [i forget the name suddenly. you know the thing you do at the steps. up and down you go]. up and down we go for 30 times. and when we had to go up and down for 20 times.. i think i was like erm.. in pain.. coz wrong position i think. so i could not really do all. then situps. HAHA. due to the ODD NUMBERED of girls we had. i had to partner EILEEN and devica. not that i want to pair up with EILEEN. wahahaha. too bad eileen doesn't know this site. then the three of us had a tough time doing the situps. so devica gave up and did it herself. HAHA. yeah. so.. i HAD to do it with EILEEN. oh man. i sound sick here. HAHA. mission accomplished. wahahaha. *NOTE: i'm joking only ah abt the eileen thing.

had a snapple apple after that. HAHA. then rested awhile. then left. HAHA. we walked with doreen. then...... I SAW THEM - lena, mel and annabel!!! HAHA. went up to mel's house for awhile.. then left for home. haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005 @7:32 PM

econs. sleepy day. concentration failed. jeeva's lesson was erm.. great.. haha. then had p.e. .. basically we did nothing much. haha. just filled up some survery form for preference of physical activities. wahahaha. then help record yi zhen's [jamie's friend] 2.4km timing. which is G O O D. haha. in my opinion. haha. yeah. haha. the guys ran their 2.4 too. exept for slackified jenny jie (jansen) and 30 cents (samuel). HAHA. they haf bowling tournament tml lah. thus they can't do it. yup. HAHA. kimsoon mama rocks sia. HAHA. 10.24 i think. good job. mama rocks coz she can sprint the WHOLE of last round. zonglin papa rocks too lah. HAHA. 9 mins odd. HAHA. who wanna challenge him. kidding. chem lect.. BOREDOM. haha. chemical energetics. hmmm.. WHEN can i understand such stuff?!? i must!! haha. yeah. then MATHS lect. sighs. i guess i did understand smtg today. as compared to the previous lecture.. where huiting and i were conversing using my maths notes and our pencils. wahahaha.

OUR 3 1/2 HR BREAK HAS STARTED.
*evils laughs*

PARTICIPATORS: gay (gavin), jenny jie (jansen), mao mao aka HAIRY (huiting), zuo yu turn (jolene), jia shi [furniture] aka james (jamie), ai ta shi (adeline), san mao aka 30 cents (samuel), ME aka CHRIStopher.

WEATHER: wet. rainy weather.
but it did not stop us from going to.... *drums rolls* JUNCTION 8.

sighs.. and once again, we encountered with the problem on where to eat.. HAHA. but we finally agreed to eat at S-11. HAHA. chicken chops for ME, jia shi and jolene. HAHA. ban mian for jenny jie and 30 cents. gavin and his curry chicken and rice. nasi lemak for huiting.. and adeline ate mixed food rice [chai fan]. HAHA.

off to the quest. to buy stuff from j8. HAHA. mission failed for ME. for huiting too. HAHA. but jolene managed to buy. yep. HAHA. spend pretty long time there.. HAHA. yeah.. went back for.. argh.. chinese.. what can i say abt her? nothing man. i am absolutely bias against her lah. yeah. heng today is oral for the rest.. so had to do zuo wen.. which is kinda lax.. haha. GOOD. i only wrtie one line. wahahaha. HAHA. sucks sia. 1 1/2 hr and i could not even think of a plot. i am so shi bai. HAHA.

after chinese, did an unexpected thing - to go j8 AGAIN!!!!! crap. argh. haha. coz of jenny jie. HAHA. yeah. haha. went home.. bathe.. dinner. haha. then online.. STUPID JAMIE IS NOT ONLINE. she ask me to! argh. haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Monday, May 16, 2005 @9:56 PM

HAHA.

bad monday start.

the ever-so-dreadful econs lecture. the teachers that rattle on AP, TP, MP, TC, TVC, TFC, AC, AVC, AFC etc terms.. and clearly i can't seem to decipher out the terms. hence causing me to understand almost nothing abt the lecture. in the midst of the lecture, they will ask the hall if the students understood. YET, they still rattle on with the same speed and unclarity. perhaps we shld all have ENGLISH LISTENING COMPREHENSION once more in our syllabus. *lame.

next, chem tutorial. dozing off session. break. had a da-bao. the bao was simply dry today. haha. econs tutorial.. sighs.. the usual.. maths tutorial.. i wished i did some.. so i could ask questions to clear my doubts.. HAHA. GP lect. WE SHLD HAVE PON. haha. booboo lesson is often the same pattern. nv change even after first 3 mths. argh. then chinese. disastrous oral. general knowledge i have ZERO. argh. don't talk abt it. HAHA. lunch at canteen. and the i-space. then judo. HAHA. jacqueline is my FAITHFUL partner. haha. dunnoe why.. we always end up fighting against each other.. and she always wins. haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Sunday, May 15, 2005 @10:43 PM

hmmm. slackified day.

THANK ALOT JAMIE. for asking me to mug with you when i find that there is NOTHING to mug.
*i could have slept.
  1. dawn took my maths notes. i can't do maths without notes.
  2. chem. chemical bonding is a challenge. and i din have my foolscap so i can't do.
  3. econs. the difference between firm and a plant is NOT found in the notes. thus, DRQ not able to be continued. ARTICLE 2 is so freaking long and the words looks like ANTS crawling on my paper. frustration trying to read it. do what shit reasoning template man.

I NEED TO BUCK UP sia. i need to start studying and doing my work!! haha. i need to wake up!! haha. jamie stressed me out today. HAHA. i suddenly realized that i am a slacker. HAHA. SOMEONE MAKE ME STUDY!

hmmm. mum left for KL. although she just came back form HK on thursday MIGNIGHT. haha. yeah. cousin's birthday today. CHAO JI FULL dinner. haha. reach home pretty late. haha. yeah.. bathe.. print pi. and came onlne.. tml got judo. HAHA.


♥ lost for words and i drift.

Saturday, May 14, 2005 @11:56 AM

cheering at vball match on wednesday -> sore throat
lousy thursday. AND i had to catch a flu thursday night.

these gave a bad friday start.

had zero appetite. yeah. but ate some food from the jap stall in ny. haha. almost die in maths lect. brain was not functioning. HAHA. felt queasy in maths tutorial. had an 1 hr break. rested in 4-43. jamie bought bubble tea for us. so i drank. yeah. haha. econs tutorial. died. HAHA. yet, i mananged to go thru the chem pract. finished early yah. bought maths tys. bought chocolate ice for cheryl. haha. coz she was coming to meet me at ny. and SURPRISE SURPRISE bel came. this is the second time i got 'surprised'. thanks alot cheryl. haha. as i promised huiting to pei her wait for danyu, i did. and so did cheryl and bel. haha. while waiting, we saw lots of pple esp. pl lites. HAHA. crap alot. sort of killed time. HAHA. then liqi came and wait with us. yeah. coz she had the time. yeah. then FINALLY, after decades of waiting, danyu came. HAHA. yeah. haha. went to the bus stop. HAHA. they left on 133. while we waited for SZEHUI to come. and off we went to MY house. cheryl chose this RED shirt for me. haha. told me i shld not wear the THE converse shirt again. haha. so i bathed. changed. and dunnoe who said i look like SPIDERMAN?!? coz i was wearing a RED shirt and JEANS. totally a SPIDERMAN combi colour. haha. so, we left for SUNTEC. haha. took a bus down to j8. coz cheryl din wanna walk. sighs. haha. then.. GUESS WHO WE SAW AT THE BISHAN MRT CONTROL STATION?!? haha. huiting and danyu. haha.

cheryl was like "hey kristal, your friend!" then i was like "who?" then i spotted huiting.. then i shouted "huiting!!" crap. i think the whole mrt heard. i over-shouted. i forgot to intro szehui. haha. coz i forgot that szehui was not with us just now. HAHA. yeah.. and i told them abt my SPIDERMAN disaster.. and INSTEAD of pitying me, they laughed. that is just plain MEAN. haha. kidding. wahahaha. brief but VERY LAME conversation with huiting. abt the floor. haha. huiting is very ignorant sia. HAHA. dunnoe sa uni and mj uni. HAHA. but it's alright. HAHA. anyway, sa uni rocks coz my friends are wearing it. HAHA. ny uni nice on CERTAIN PPLE (doesn't include huiting). haha. so huiting and danyu left at somerset. AND finally, we reached suntec. haha. yeah.. met the rest - wengs, FAYA, jas and elaine!! HAHA. took a VERY long time to decide on what to eat. as usual. i din tok much. was feeling uncomfortable. sorry guys. HAHA. after eating, i felt worst. i think i shld have just taken the soup and that's it. yeah. the baked rice killed it all. my stomach was absolutely tensed up and i was queasy. and i had flu back. haha. wengs went with me to the toilet. and i seriously wanted to puke it all out. it would have been much better. but i just went to walk ard. haha. it proved to be a little better. HAHA. took mrt home. haha. i seriously wanted to cab home. then a bus home. then i ate medicine. AND slept.

*it was a good day. it would have been a GREAT day for me.. if only i wan't sick. sick = brain not functioning well = not being able to be my usual self. but anyway, sorry guys for not being able to be myself.

woke up at 9.20am. had 4 messages on my phone. STUPID jamie's msg. that was at 11 plus.. asking me why i wasn't online? haha. STUPID wengs's msg saying she had a sore throat. and huiting's msg that asked me if she can come over. but i knew it would be inconvenient as i was ill. haha. then i had breakfast.. went to see the doc.. and came home.. at medicine.. came online.. haha. bathe.. then blogged. HAHA.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Thursday, May 12, 2005 @9:58 PM

HAHA.

I GOT THRU THE 5 ITEMS!!! haha.
*another load off my mind. haha. i keep having butterflies in my stomach before shuttle run and standing broad jump. HAHA.

I CAN JUMP. haha. i have the luck man. HAHA.

i shall elaborate abt yesterday and today tml. coz i got to do some stuff. HAHA.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005 @8:49 PM

HAHA.

I PASS MY 2.4KM RUN!!!!!

*special thanks to liting!!! she sticked to me the whole time!!! pushed me all the way. thanks man. haha. YOU ARE A VERY GOOD FRIEND. you rock. haha.

haha. MATHS TEST - 10/40
CHINESE TEST - fail ding le.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Monday, May 09, 2005 @7:38 PM

monday. didn't really have the monday blues. i had HEADACHE. haha. and was VERY sleepy. econs lecturer suck man. haha. WHY?!? coz she can't teach!! mr hannis shall always be the BEST econs teacher and lecturer you can ever have!! haha. then had chem tutorial.. was kinda dozing off. HAHA. my jie DOZED off. haha. then had break... haha. ate. then had econs tutorial.. haha. alright lah. then had maths.. AP GP test. AP GP sucks man. i can't do it even with OPEN BOOK. i am a failure!! laughs. then GP lect.. haha. nothing went into my head. haha. then had chinese. 0.0000001% absorption. next time, i shall not sit in between jie and dawn. haha. no offence. haha. but i just can't seem to concentration with them sitting next to me. HAHA. i need huiting to continuously ask me if i understand!! HAHA. then had lunch.. then went to study in i-space with jamie, jolene, huiting and danyu. haha. can see that danyu is a pro in maths.. coz she rather read a book then.. haha. huiting.. sighs.. talk to jolene.. and find means to irritate us. haha. could absorb abit. then me and jamie did a duet to the UGLY GIRL song. haha. then left at 5-odd. haha. reached home at 6.. haha. yeah. then watch tv.. bathe.. dinner-ed. haha. then now online. WTH am i doing online?!? i am suppose to be studying for maths?!?

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Sunday, May 08, 2005 @2:40 PM

saturday.
woke up at 9. ate breakfast. bathe. went to meet weifang at 11.20pm. took bus. reached amk earlier than expected. went to jubilee. jamie met us there. went to amk station to meet huiting, weidin and rebecca. went to jurong east. took shuttle bus to IMM. haha. yeah.. watched abit to the jue dui superstar. haha. ate lunch at bk. took a bus back to jurong east station. then took back to bishan. ate icecream. haha. spent some time walking ard j8.. then went to meet wengs..

reached serangoon mrt at 6.35pm. went to macs with wengs to grab DINNER - mcflurry (me), berrynice yogurt (wengs) and lemon lime. and off we went to watch ny's OZ [a jazz musical]. it was alright. haha. yup.. went with dawn too. HAHA. wanjie rocks man in the play. so funny. haha.

after the play, we rotted in ny for awhile. coz wengs wanted to eat supper.. haha. and i was like 'not only the 2 of us!'. so we decided to call cheryl who did not pick her phone up and jas who wasn't willing to go. SO, we were DESPERATE for someone. so we had NO OTHER CHOICE but to call philicia. haha. but philicia was so mean to us, she did not want to go. SO, we decided to be mean. we decided to BLUFF philicia that cheryl was going too. she didn't hesistate and IMMEDIATELY agreed. it hurt our feelings. yes. WE HAVE FEELINGS. in the mid of the conversation, wengs decided to give it another shot. call cheryl. and SHE PICKED UP. which is good. and we spent lots of time convincing her to go to chomp chomp. haha. we cabbed there. she was there. and she voiced out her displeasure which made us feel absolutely guilty that we decided to treat her. haha. bought tau huay - 1 cold, 1 hot. philicia came. bought stingray. haha. yeah. bought sugarcane with lemon for cheryl. haha. talk lots of shit. HAHA. wanted to talk MORE stuff. but frankly, it wasn't convenient with wengs ard. then took 73 and 53 home. yeah. reached home at 12. the latest i ever reached. haha. i officially wore THAT shirt for 17 hours in total. haha. bathe.. haha. i dropped down on the bed and slept.

sunday. mothers' day.
i woke up at 9. ate macs. crap. i din get anything for my mother. haha. nvm. went to do gpp. after gpp, me, samuel and jolene [guniang!] went to j8 to kajiao adeline, jansen [jie], dawn and shuqi. haha. slack there awhile then went home to eat lunch.. now blogging.. HAHA.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Friday, May 06, 2005 @10:43 PM

tried 2.4km today. a big challenge. yup. I FINALLY CAN run without stopping. but at a chao ji poor timing. how am i suppose to pass 2.4km in 16mins?? sian. haha. packed weekend. haha. next week got chem test.. sian..

studied just now. haha. sorta. went to tpy with maureen after chem pract. haha. met up with cheryl and bel. then din managed to do any studying there. ate dinner. then cheryl went off. while me and maureen departed from tpy.. went to thomson plaza.. yeah. then studied at bk. all i did was my econs notes.. haha. din touch a single work. how clever of me!? haha. i've got so much to do. sian.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Thursday, May 05, 2005 @10:37 PM

haha. today was alright. the one semi-finals. only a duet turn out nice. the rest of the bands. S U C K. haha. gp test = dead meat. had absolutely no idea what crap i penned down. some of us played a brief netball/captain's ball game. yeah. and pe was kinda alright. din have to run at all. so pe rocked. haha. did 11 rounds yesterday. with breaks of course. 2 rounds [warm up. yet again, consumed all my energy.] 1 round [suppose to sprint. give your 90%. what 90%?! i only left with 30%.] 2 rounds [sprint? wth. i can only jog. haha. because of huiting, or not i think i would have given up le. 3 rounds [did the STUPID thing again. could not continue after 1 1/2 rounds. stitch. walk the 1/2 round. and forgo 1 round.] 2 rounds [i did it! yahoo!! haha. amazing i guess.] 1 round [we suppose to give it our 100%. haha. my 100% could not even last me till half a round?!? fell behind qingqi and shiyun? haha. so had to do pumping which was ok.] 2 rounds [warm down. sure man. haha. gave up lah. could not take it.] so in all.. 11 rounds out of 13 rounds. which was better than the previous week. yeah. then played a brief match of captain's ball with a rugby ball?!? haha. laughs.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005 @9:11 PM

had a damn good dream last night. haha. thought abt the whole time. distraction sia.

but i got

pissed.

give me high tolerance level. i desperately need it.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005 @9:57 PM

p.e. 2.4km - i died a countless times.

chem lecture - the teacher is lousy.

maths lecture - 0 % productivity [i sat next to jansen]
we did what we did the previous lecture. crap. haha. it beats listening to trigo lectured by teng. my trigo was alr dying. thanks to jc trigo, it has officially died.

3 1/2hr break - ate macs. me, jamie and jansen. rotted in the nice soothing aircon. went back to school. did not study one bit.

chinese - the 1 1/2 hrs passed shit slow. what else can i say but there is NO SUCH THING as a ENJOYABLE CHINESE LESSON. [except for the DECOY lesson she gave us] so what if she is quite chio, the lesson still comes out as BORING as any chinese lesson.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Monday, May 02, 2005 @10:10 PM

LABOUR DAY!

today was FILLED WITH LAUGHTER.
*bth rocks.

1.35pm left house to meet jas at j8!
departed from j8. and off to united square! toy'r us. haha. walked ard a billion times to shop for the 3 birthday girls presents. haha. they are so MAFAN. haha. but in the end, the two of us [GENIUSES] managed to get them GREAT PRESENTS. the process was hilarious. i got myself some pez sweet refills while jas got a doodle board [the cheaper one].

szehui aka garuda - addition board [she can count to 7 now!!], some butterfly thingy
elaine aka monkey - MONKEY PUPPET.
wanwen aka w.w.w. - 60 plastic food pieces [now she have plenty of food at home!! and she will nv go hungry!]

off to j8 again! haha. to collect the cake! and to search for party hats [mission failed].
took 5 big candles, 1 small candle.
*for the benefit of garuda, it means 51 years old.
WHY you might ask?
because it is 17 yrs times 3.
*for the benefit of garuda again, we will get you a multiplication board the next time, but for now, just know that 17 times 3 is 51.

then cabbed to kovan. met BIG head. grabbed some snacks and drinks at cold storage. met vonne. then wrapped wengs wonderfully HUGE present with 2 bucks worth of wrapping paper and 35 cents worth of scotch tape. haha.

walked the wengs COUNTRYSIDE house. yeah. haha. popped in with the cake! haha. and 6 candles lit. haha. yeah. did the usual birthday stuff. took group photos. haha. ate chips and drank drinks. took scandalous photos! haha. had fun lah. i got VIOLATED. *sobs* by none other than GARUDA. oh man. first, a kiss on the neck [she claims it aroused me, thus i turned RED]. then nessa gave me a goodbye one. then garuda gave me a double wet one. yucks.

haha. then went to j8 for dinner. and FINALLY BOUGHT A HAVERSACK. haha. i know i'll regret it soon. but it's ok. wengs and i pei each other buy. HAHA.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Sunday, May 01, 2005 @1:37 PM

haha. haven really blogged this week. haha. so UNLIKE me. i shall briefly state the events of each day.

tuesday.

queenie wong made all the chem students stand up in the lt4. YAY. thanks man. it really helped us concentrate shit.

wednesday.
had physical training (pt) for judo. WHY oh WHY did i stupidly go?! this was how we supposed to have ran. 2 rounds (warmup. but TORTURE enough for me). 1 round (sprint. sprint what shit. i alr got problems with the stamina le.) 2 rounds (sprint. WTH.). 3 rounds (suppose to do some SHITified things. i gave up after 1 round). 2 rounds (i ran.) 1 round. (that shitified thing AGAIN). 2 rounds (supposedly to COOL DOWN. wth. cool what shit. it consumes me. so i didn't do it.) so in the end.. instead of 13 rounds, i did 9 rounds. which is like A L O T.

cut hair.

thursday.
had judo. haha. yeah. it was like alright. sweated alot though. haha.

friday.
JUNIORS SYF.
as you can see from the previous post. THEY GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!

*handbells rocks. haha.

PL arts fest.
was alright. haha. STANDING OVATION for handbellers!!! we stand. haha. the 4 of us. then others stood up too. quite a few. BUT handbells were the only ones with THE standing ovation!!! JUNIORS ROCK.

supper treat for juniors. haha. not much food lah.
satays. sugar cane. hokkien mee.

cabbed home with mel.

saturday.
ushering for the parents day. it was alright besides the fact that my parents went. talk lots of crap with everyone. haha. had fun time with jolene's digicam. gavin in skirt. haha. freak mrs tan out. haha. then went to ps for awhile. took neos. haha. SMALL PUNY heads we've got. haha. then went for guitar.

TODAY.
oh man. why am i not doing any work? what the hell is wrong with me? my time management skills suck. later gonna celebrate my uncle's birthday. so i guess my night is gone. haha. yeah. i better try to complete all of my work. tml is like going to be a busy day.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

& PROFILE


Kristal Chan. 18. 120988.
nickname: spongebob. BTH. plucks/strums (classical) guitar.
plmgss. 4B1. handbells.
first three months - nyjc. 05S6E [1st3mths]. 05S5B. judo.
loves blink 182, linkin park and mcr. music is a great way to blast away the frustrations.
#1 rock IDOL => g4v! wants to BEG g4v to teach me to play the electric guitar after j2 shit! ((:
longs to have an electric guitar plus an amplifier.
wants to go round the world to sample ALL the types of CHEESE.

calendar.
+ a level :S (2 nov to 17 nov)
+ after a's: going crazy! having fun with clique!
+ 28 nov: mum's birthday
+ 1 dec: cheryl's birthday
+ 30 nov - 3 dec: guangzhou
+ 5 dec: prom :S
+ 11 dec - 14 dec: church camp
+ photography
+ learning to play electric guitar


& LINKS

BTH.
buffaLOW.
BIG head.
AYE.
monkey.
wengs.

3B1 (2003)/4B1 (2004).
Cheryl Wee.
Eleanor.
Freesia.
Janice.
Pearlly.
Shirin.
Ting En.
Vanessa Chue.
Winnie.

Handbells.
Annabel.
Elizabeth Eng.
Hui Zi.
Jing Hui.
Lena.
Maureen. [piglet]
Melissa Chua.
Melissa Png.
Pearl.
Pearly.
PL Handbells Alumni.
Qian Ru.
Wan Yi aka mlfcp.

sfivebees.
sfivebees blog! (:
Hui Ting. [darling]
Jamie.
Jolene.
Kimsoon the great.=)
Samuel.
Weifang.
Xin Li's 1st.
Xin Li's 2nd.

Others.
Angela. [DEAREST]
Baby Caleb.
Colleen.
DEBBIE!
Jasmine Wee.
Jessica.
Jeslin.
Kelli. [senior?]
Kitsoon.
Michelle. [tall babe]
Peizhi.
*philicia(:(:(:
QinQi.
Rachel Lim.
Ruth.
Shufen.
tingyi.
Vivian Tan.
Wan Jie.
Weekeat.
Wen Qi.
Zong Xia. [MY LOVELY GF]

Sites.

Blink 182 lyrics.
Blogger.
Blog skins.
Friendster.
Guitar Tabs.
Haloscan.
Imagestation.
Linkin Park lyrics.
Linkin Park tabs.
Madblast.
mp3 shits.
Msealsmusic.
my dusty blogdrive account.
Nanyang JC webbie.
Yahoo.

& ARCHIVES

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May 2004
June 2004
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February 2005
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May 2005
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December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
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April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
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& ARTICULATE

omg, i can't live without haloscan. ):



& CREDITS

this layout was done by jeanette. the fonts were from dafont,image was from threadless and brushes were from 100x100.pls do not take out the credits. :]