Saturday, April 29, 2006 @12:26 AM
i have wonderful friends (: especially for now, wengs and jam are like pillows who are there to comfort me.
love wengs, thanks for listening to my whinning and offering advices to me! thanks for not being irritated by my whinning! you made me smile (:
love jam, thanks for the photo (lau is damn handsome, haha, love of my life sia?)! cheered me up! sorry i didn't share it with you, i wanted to, but it's tiring to say it again. :P forgive me for my laziness. hmm, thanks for making me smile! :D haha, weidin too, i let out everything onto you, and you didn't mind, thanks!
(Lord, hold me in your arms, assure and comfort me that everything will be fine and this is a nightmare that i can wake up from. Show me the way on what to do.)
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Thursday, April 27, 2006 @7:48 PM
haha, realized that i have lots to blog about, but haven't got the time to sit down and really talk about it! haha.
hmmm,
saturday, went to queensway with wf, ht, kimsoon, gavin, samuel and sally! haha, went to ikea to eat lunch. wf accidentally bought the kid size spaghetti for me and herself! and ate chicken wings. but it's not enough, so i ate another hotdog along with a drink! then we went to queensway to buy kimsoon's shoe, wf's "disposable show" and gavin's bag. hmmm, but unfortunately, couldn't get gavin's bag there. but they got it later when i was left them at suntec! haha. hmmm, out with my clique at
MARINA BAY! haha, it was truly enjoyable! haha. jam accidentally forgot to type "thirty" after the six and everyone can about half an hour earlier than us! haha. we conveniently came (together, meeting at city hall) and gave them a guilt-free smile, not knowing that they came i-don't-know-how-long-ago! haha. :P haha. anyway, elaine was the latest! and i'm damn stupid and forgetful, i again forgot to bring her vday gift from bel and her cd and her lighter! i owe her for a super long time alr! anyway, we went to eat steamboat, obviously! haha, i think we didn't eat worth our money! haha. we are
man-tou obsessed! we keep dipping it into curry! :D and we also conveniently exchanged the "blacker" ones for the "whiter" ones! haha, oh, we enjoyed our potong time! haha, before even finishing the meal, they alr wanted to eat the potongs! haha,
red bean potong ((: haha, then the next table gave us two of their potong 'vouchers'. we deduced that they must have seen how must we loved potong! haha, oh my gosh, we are steal-ers! haha,
we exchanged TWO coupons for THREE potongs! :O the
dishonesty! haha. oh my gosh, the green bean soup (that wanwen was nice enough to take for me) is nice! haha. and i regreted not bringing my camera! haha, but i 'kop' jam's digicam and start snapping at everything - nessa, szehui, wanwen, myself, jam. everyone BUT elaine. haha. :P hmmm, jam, haha, she was fiddling with her new cam. haha, damn nice lah! haha, it's worth your money! :D then we went to city hall, have a drink and head back home! haha. i wanna meet up real soon again with them!
sundayHAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY QINQI!dragonboat fun race with the judo team! we sent in two boats! haha. (: it was interesting. besides
getting splashed (by the dirty kallang river water) in the face by ADRIAN! haha. oh! we got our black judo tee. when i first saw it, i was like "huh, like that only" but as i keep seeing it,
i'm like IN LOVE with the stupid teeshirt! hmmm, after the whole event, we went to suntec and had pizza hut! haha. went home, bathed, slept, dinner, and chiong (
COPY) pj maths paper!
mondays5b had learning journey - paintball! haha, too bad ht, weidin and kimwee couldn't join us! haha. hmmm, it was really fun! the paint wasn't really those that will stain your t-shirt! and the paint didn't even touch our shoes, so much for wearing old shoes yah? haha. oh man, i feel damn dumb, while putting on the mask,
i broke my new (but cheap) specs! mrs lim was a saviour, she lent me hers (about my degree, luckily) and asked me to be careful with hers! haha. oops, the whole time i was more concerned about her spec than the game? haha. on the way back to school was the best! the back few people kept singing and singing, but of course it died down! i really loved the part when we were singing this national day song! stupid but funny! then the spec-less me went to eat chomp chomp for dinner with kimsoon, wf, gavin, jansen and jamie! haha. :P and i bought goreng pisang for my bro, ah gong, papa and mummy! haha. hmmm, managed to bathe in time for the 9pm show! haha. (: luckily my old specs is still in good condition!
tuesday HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY GARUDA (szehui)!stupid szehui didn't reply the birthday msg! ): haha, by the way szehui, i'm NOT gonna accept that "lovely" testimonial! haha. hmmm, went to run 4 rounds with wf! to train for napfa. haha, i wanna get 16 plus like last yr! haha.
wednesdayHAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY WENGS (wanwen)!haha, pt. did 5 rounds on the track before get stitch! haha, it's really quite sian to run! it's like the thing never moves quick enough! haha, luckily i pushed myself to do the 5th round (: haha, then i rest for a weeny bit okay, then i did the 6th round outside! haha. did the weights, situps! haha, when i went to tell qinqi i finished doing, she said, good job and gave a pat on my back. suddenly, i feel a little sense of accomplishment for finishing everything. (: haha, last night i did the essay outlines for econs govt policy, as in copy words on foolscap from notes that doesn't make a whole lot of sense! haha. hmmm, as usual, watch the 9pm show! haha. slept early last night, cause i was too lazy to do anything else. what best way to kill time then to have an early night! haha.
thursdaythe family except ah gong, woke up 10mins late! and the weather just makes it a whole lot worse. it was raining! argh, i sat in the car for so long, cause my brother had to go to school first. hmmm, i reached school on the dot! never been so late before. the traffic is a real killer. but anyway, i was energetic today. had the extra energy to keep doing non-school related stuff, like drawing weird stuff on liting's chem notes! defacing/vandalising (as she says) on her notes. but thermodynamics is really very technical! argh, all we need to do is read and hear abit of what the lecturer says and you will be able to get it. haha. and her pronounciation and monotone-ness really kills it all! haha. hmmm, after school, went to drink bubble tea with wf, ht, gavin and samuel.haha, then rushed home, bathed, and left the house! i was really late. suppose to meet daphne at expo at 2pm, but i left the house at 1.50pm! then i missed the train at bishan and had to wait for 7mins! but i managed to reach expo alr 2.50pm. oh yah, i went expo today for the
FDA (Food Hospitality Association) fair (Asia's largest blahblahblah - according to some poster) oh man! it stretches for 6 halls! and have you any idea how big a hall is? haha. and my parents' booth is damn hard to find! i walked almost half of hall 5 before i could find it! haha. booth 5M1-03 haha. anyway, this FDA fair (i only knew the name today when i saw the poster) is every two years. since i was in sec school, my parents would be telling how busy they are during such a exhibition. my mother has always wanted to bring me into the exhibition, but i had to be 18! and i'm finally 18 this year (: i can't wait for the next exhibtion in two years! there's really so much interesting things in this industry! i always had this image of this exhibition being boring and all, but today really changed my mind and opened my eyes to a whole lot of things. the equipment that hotels, restaurants use!
i saw this bread oven, bigger than ny's school lift! it's really huge! i was amused by it (like a little kid) cause i have never seen such a thing before! :O haha. learnt about this ice machine my mum distributes for a company, it's very interesting to learn about it! there are so many different kinds of ice! it produces
chewblets ice. cause they are easier to chew as compared to normal kinds of ice! haha. the process is - freeze it to ice, crush it, compressed it till most of the water comes out! it's a long shape! it can
produce 180kg of ice a day which is 7.5kg of ice an hour! haha. :O it's a civilised food fair - as what denise (my mum's office person) said. unlike those normal food fair which is opened to the public, this one doesn't really open the whole public, so people do not chiong and grab all the free food they can get! haha. there was the ice sculpture competition going on! too bad, everyone keep crowding around, and stupid tall people keep standing in front of me! haha, so i left, thinking that i could see after the end of the comp, but no, they kept the ice )): haha, the amount of
knives displayed in the whole exhibition is really frightening! haha. can play darts? haha. oh, there's a
HARPIST (according to my mum, it's an
ELECTRIC harp) every afternoon by the suzuki coffee booth! however, there was this weird thing, they got this lady to dressed in that kind of maid attire to serve coffee! it's just spoils their whole classy image they have projected! haha.
reached home, slept till dinner time! and decided to finally sit down and blog about the past 5 days and today! well, it consumed 1hr 20mins of my time, because it's 9.10pm right now! and i'm gonna do econs resource package after my 9pm show! haha, luckily only 15 questions, i just hope i don't get 2 out of 15 again! haha.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Friday, April 21, 2006 @10:21 PM
it always seems that i keep misusing my time! why must i keep lying on the bed waiting for time to pass? haha. plus i always doze off after eating! what a (fat)
pig! i didn't use to be like that! i must change! haha. sucks, haha, after
doing homework not-so-
diligently for the week, i do deserve to unwind myself by doing something else other than eating right? haha. anyway, tml i'm gonna unwind myself with the clique at
marina bay! it's been really long since we last met? when was it 4th march. how could we stand so long apart? 7 weeks if we count tml! haha. :S haha. miss them! looking forward to seeing them and unwinding myself to the fullest without making a fool out of myself! it's pretty weird that i've nv eaten steamboat with the clique before, but tml's gonna be different,
we are finally gonna drag the lazy butts of elaine and szehui (who keeps complaining of the long distances and both surprisingly doesn't get sick of chomp chomp)
down to marina bay! :D looking forward to a wonderful day tml!
hmmm, suddenly, i feel like talking about snacks. so, if you feel this senseless, then too bad? haha,
DOUBLE DECKER. haha, my primary school tibit! :D it's superbly nice, esp. the
chicken flavour one! marisca shares the same sentiment! we can nv resist it! haha, i think one small pack feels like alot cause of the small bit size pieces! and when it's the big pack, the "endless"
DOUBLE DECKER just brings a smile and satisfication to me! haha, i really adore it, one of the days last week, i went to eat with my parents and brother at
thomson plaza and i saw those
10-in-a-pack kind of deals for
DOUBLE DECKER! i couldn't resist, after contemplating for 10secs, i took a
2-dollar note from my dad (cause i didn't have my wallet okay, i would have bought it with my own allowance alright!) and bought it! me and my brother knew my mother would nag at us about the heatiness blahblahblah, so we tried and failed to hide it! haha. but we already bought it, so there's nothing she could do about it! HAHA. i just ate one pack lah, even though i have three freaking ulcers in my mouth! and i have been eating
SOUR CREAM & ONION pringles non-stop! once you pop that flavour into your mouth, it's byebye to the next meal cause you will be too full from the entire pack or can of chips! haha, i still ate macs, mos, thai express this week? oh my gosh! haha. oh yah! another BEST chips is
RUFFLES, *drools* all the flavours are great -
BBQ,
SOUR CREAM & ONION and the
ultimate CHEDDAR & SOUR CREAM! please don't fall to the
dark side of
LAYS. come on, ruffles tastes more natural than lays lah, even though more are not-so-natural. comparing the tastes,
RUFFLES beats
LAYS flat down! haha, oh, just realized that both are owned by the same company? oh well. anyway, i'm so gonna bring a few packs of
DOUBLE DECKER on monday to share with the
DOUBLE DECKER lover - marisca! haha, monday it's our class's
learning journey, we are going to discovery centre for a
paintball session! even though we have to pay $24 for it, i feel that it's much more fun than going to some standard learning journey thing for free! yes i know, even though it's free. haha, but i claimed from my mother the $$$ already (: but i still am unsure of why am i
broke? haha, anyway,
mrs lim is like UNFAIR, she
says nobody from the class is allowed to shoot her?!? that means she can shoot us and we can't? where's the fun in that? haha. and she says she's gonna get pple to be her bodyguards and they can't die if they get shot? :O
*shakes head* who's the adult here? (so childish) who's abusing their power huh? haha, lol. but we have come up with a plan (me, weifang, marisca, rebecca and kimsoon [that's if he heard us]) haha, she must get shot no matter what! haha! like that then fun what? :D
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006 @5:21 PM
haha, my mother bought me chris tomlin's cd for easter. sadly, i keep listening to A SONG only, but now it's 3! haha. one of them is unfailing love, suddenly it made sense out of the song when i was walking home today, even though i listen to 3 to 4 times? haha.
(wanwen, my previous post is coming true again, my blog has become meaningless)
Unfailing Love by
Chris TomlinYou have my heart
And I am Yours forever
All my strength
God of grace and power
And everything holding Your hand
Still You make time for me I can't understand
Praise You God of Earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
Unfailing love
And You never change God
You remain The Holy One
My unfailing love
Unfailing love
You are my rock
The one I hold on to
You are my song
And I sing for You
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Friday, April 14, 2006 @3:52 PM
Technology is advancing every single day, but is our society advancing along with it? Technology allows us to enjoy one of its fruits of labour - the online blogging system. It has made "diary-ing" easier through the ease of typing out our thoughts as compared to writing them on a book. Much less of a hassle? Hmmm, save the trees? Lol. But has blogging system made our society more backward, narrow-minded and conventional? The only difference that
should exist between having a blog and a diary is that one is high tech and the other is not. Despite that difference, both still functions as a diary right? Well, things have taken a turn. The online diary can no longer serve as a function of a diary. One has to be careful abt the words they use, you can't reprimand someone or comment on someone with harsh words. Isn't a diary suppose to a 'place' where you could talk about your day, and share your experiences? Instead of being able to openly express your views, we are now confined to a certain conduct. The so-called high-tech way of "diary-ing" caused us to be unable to voice out our thoughts and feelings. Any wrong words (as perceived by someone else) posted and the consequences is unimagineable.
I really feel this way abt blogging. wanwen asked me last weekend (i think), why aren't i blogging as often as i used to? I replied that there's nothing interesting abt it. Thinking abt my reply to her, i realized that i'm wrong. There are things to blog abt, but i just can't. I want to express my view point, but it's almost impossible. I would have to avoid saying significant things abt the event so that the parties would not realized that i'm talking abt it, and i have to be careful and sensitive of the words i used. It's really hard. At the end of the day, i rather not talk about the whole situation.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Thursday, April 13, 2006 @9:36 PM
haha, the week has ended! there is other benefits to good friday! haha. NO CHEM PRACT! :D hmmm, tml got to sao mu, can't make it for service ): (i must go for easter service!) haha. sucks, tml need to wake up so early! ah. what a holiday? haha. hmmm, i think i screwed my thursday. i ended at 12.15pm today. i didn't go for revision chem lect or judo! and i didn't do anything worthwhile, like maybe some tutorials, or SLEEP! why did i go watch vcds? argh, wasted solid 6 hrs i think! i can't stand myself. sigh, why i go waste precious time? haha. went to finish up qn 11 and 12 of maths tut 30. 11b super demoralising! tried to make myself do those 4 questions (that people alr went through for the lect). at qn 2, couldn't do lah. decided not to continue, even though qn 3 and 4 is still manageable. should have gone with wf for chem.
my mood is at ground zero (is it phrase correctly? level zero then). due to the overall brain inactivity, i have absolutely zero excitement in me. boredom overwhelms me.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Sunday, April 09, 2006 @9:23 PM
haha, hmmm, age groups. what can i say? i guess it's too late to regret anything whatsoever. just like shiyun said, i feel very dui about losing. i definitely could have carry on fighting. don't think that my opponent was that good, compared to all the other matches i have been through. she kept chiong-ing towards me, which isn't really very good, cause it's super easy to execute a throw. a moment too late to pin her down turned the situation against me, the groundwork was super difficult to breach. her entire arm surrounded my neck! haha, anyway, the best thing about today's competition is that, most people said that i improved :D haha. (regardless if they meant it or was just comforting me. but i think they meant it lah! :P) haha. everyone supported me before the match, telling me that i can do it. everyone was cheering for me during the match. i really appreciate the faith everyone had it. felt bad to disappoint the team about not clinching the bronze so as to let nyjc
bao-ka-liao for that category! that's the only regret i have for the day! i think this is the best out of the three comps i've been through ((:
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Saturday, April 01, 2006 @1:44 PM
the weekend is here again. i often waste it, my goodness! weekends are meant for catching up with the homework or revising j1s work (which is what mr kwek said, but is extremely difficult for me to do, because i really procrastinate alot and lack the self-discipline in me!) ah! i already wasted the first half of my saturday watching doraemon at 10am, lazing around the whole house, took a shower, watch vcd and.. eat lunch! i sense that i'll be in a state of drowsiness in 1minutes' time! i wanna nap! there goes my saturday afternoon! die.
haha, my cousin can really go and die! HOW CAN HE GO AND ENJOY WITH HIS FRIENDS AT BINTAN! damn unfair! i don't wanna study anymore! samuel (my stupid cousin) sucks!
⥠lost for words and i drift.