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Friday, June 30, 2006 @12:38 AM

haha, 90hours music marathon - to celebrate pl's 90th anniversary. haha, what can i say? such an ulu-fied place (millenia walk) that not many pple will go? haha, the opening wasn't fantastic! :S the mike system sia, disappointing! haha. then the sec 1s two-hour slot sadly bores.. haha. i seem mean :P sorry.. haha. went there with cheryl, haha, wanted to see a impactful opening : haha, hmmm, anyway it was a great relief after the irritating maths paper.. haha. and stupid cheryl says that complex question was easy, apparently she did it before in her school. i felt dumb.. haha. while walking there, we were so hungry (ever since the train ride) that we bought subway cookies to share! anyway it was nice talking to cheryl. i think it's the most we've ever talked for very very very long.. haha. it was quite fun to talk to her actually, about absolutely everything (: my juniors are still haha, kids. got to talk to wenxin, haha, i forgot how funny she can be. haha, she still owes me sweet since the last time i went for their practice (which is pretty long ago) and she actually rmbs! and shared with me and maureen "handbell's more disliked" haha. pearly's lame, rambles on how poorly her physics paper phrases a question? haha. lena seems taller all of a sudden. annabel, haha, she've changed so much, ): didn't get to talk to her much. haha. zongxia is a drink-thief cause she sucked away me and cheryl's mountain dew! haha, lol, and cheryl learnt smtg new today, haha, maureen and i go the SAME school. haha like whatever. how come i didn't mention it to her? haha. she's just too busy in her own world haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Wednesday, June 28, 2006 @9:04 PM

haha, screwy papers all through the week.. :S what's done is done. haha, oh my gosh, i saw elaine wong at the bus stop! haha, she just ran for the bus 58. what an idiot! haha, she should have waited for the next bus! what a stupid monkey! haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Sunday, June 25, 2006 @12:03 AM

haha, met daphne (lum) and her family for dinner along with my family today! haha. i shouldn't have ate the ice cream cone, fries and nuggets at macs. i couldn't eat much there. and the food was nice! especially the prawns :P quite fun/interesting to talk. haha. especially the part about how me and daphne are connected! haha, the famous link would be dawn! who's my classmate and is in daphne's sec school clique! haha. then it would be chestine.. from 1st three mths ny.. haha, it was seefei's friend if i rmb correctly. who is in daphne's sec school clique too! haha. hmmm, then would be WANWEN. haha. lol, who was in daphne's pri. 2 and 6 class! then we did talked about wanwen's talent in piano! :S wahaha. daphne says how the pri school mates bug wanwen to play this piano in the school at times! haha, i was indeed shocked :O and at the same time imagining little wanwen walking to the piano! haha. :P oh man, my mum's still amazed that she could play the nutcracker without scores on our piano LONG TIME AGO. haha. our parents were amazed at how me and daphne were connected! haha. but we weren't. haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Thursday, June 22, 2006 @10:57 AM

this post has no meaning. sigh, i can't seem to study. i'm feeling a tightness to my chest. i think this happens when i'm stressed? i really can't concentrate fully on doing work with this tightness i'm feeling and i wanna let it out. too bad there's no one i can share this with now.. :S tml's gp paper. shit, this marks the beginning of the exams.. sadly, i'm not even halfway through revision.. i'm quite sure that i have yet to find a suitable studying partner - one who will study with you almost everyday.. just like during o level, cheryl was pretty good studying partner. haha. i miss her.. haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006 @12:47 PM

i miss secondary school days! why is everyone so busy? i wished we could study together sometimes. i used to be able to sit down and just study for at least a solid hour? now, i can barely do that withuot being distracted after 5mins. my heart just isn't tuned towards studying. i know that i shouldn't be like this. but i keep falling into temptation of the computer (solitaire showdown esp. with rebecca and other msn games with jam) temptation of the TV, the dvds and spamming people with the free singtel/starhub sms!) i just finished watching pride and prejudice and also just played finish 8-9 games of solitaire showdown with rebecca? haha. :S ah, i really hope i can work hard for the remaining days and just try to finish my revision asap! never felt like this before, i think i need some stress, even though i react badly to stress? haha. :S the subject that i didn't do anything on - gp, it's important, but i ain't do anything on it? i'm such a loser. i have no idea what am i gonna do with my life? if i wanna go into business faculty, my gp must be average at least? but my gp just suck lah. it's always c6 or if i'm lucky c5! i hate comprehension, SUMMARY and sometimes aq? haha. sian.. and gp paper is on friday! my core a level subjects.. sigh, half-hearted revision => no results.. and my mother just told me to score for econs, cause it's easy, like i have barely started on revision :S:S i wonder why all these doesn't motivate me to study? haha. doomed.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Sunday, June 18, 2006 @10:48 PM

haha, hmmm, been so lazy to blog man.. haha, my koh samui trip, hmmm, i feel that i didn't enjoy it, besides watching many dvds? haha, hmmm, i rather do maths or chem or EVEN econs to have more fun? haha, oh well, shall not talk about it, cause there's nothing to it. oops, i seem to keep telling people about how lousy the trip is? i think i quite bias sia? too bad.

haha, today is father's day! i got my dad a card? which is quite rare :P haha, i think i wrote quite nice and true things about my dad in the card, short but summarizes every small but significant things he has done for us! haha. actually there's even more stuff that he has done for us? haha. i think i take my parents for granted, often i am blinded by their shortcomings so much so that i ignore the selfless things they have done, and things they do to spoil their pampered children! haha, i hope i can learn to look at the big picture before starting to show my temper at them! haha.
hmmm, today had dinner with my mother's side relatives. today, it's tension dinner? first time i'm experiencing it. realized that i'm really not close to them leh? cause my cousins have expericed far more times than me? there's this hidden guilt right there in the corner of my heart? haha. is it me? am i "bochup"? i don't know what can i do to help, given such a situation that i have trouble understanding. haha, am i uncaring?? hmmm, quite sad to see my grandparents this way. especially when it's really a small thing, esp. when you view it as a third party? i wonder why can't people view things calmly aside when they have a disagreement? haha, it's so weird! haha, it's like you can advise people on the same issue but you can't execute them on your own? haha. hmmm, so complex! so i went to ask my dad about whether they ever had such a serious argument! and to my surprise, i realized that they have never argue so seriously before and that they rarely quarrel much? hmmm, why was i shock? probably because i've experienced many immature of such. :P felt rather immature, and stupid about it! hmmm, and my dad says that in a marriage, you can't straightaway think about divorce or any other negative things, otherwise you will tend to sway towards those decisions for the easy way out? haha, WOW right? haha, i kinda think that this is true. haha.
i wish i didn't have to grow up so fast and think about all of these? haha, inclusive of what am i gonna do in the future? it's sadly, a blur to me. i've almost no idea of what do i like? what passion i have? what do i want to do? i'm unsure :S

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006 @12:45 PM

hmmm, i managed to upload finish the judo day camp photos! but they are many loops! cause most of the time i used the magnificent camera to take! and you guys have to wait quite awhile for the qinqi's camera ones to come out! anyway, here's the site (spread it around): http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2105360127
haha, enjoy it!

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Monday, June 12, 2006 @11:04 PM

haha, judo day camp! haha, why did i wake up so early? i should have just been late :P when i woke up, i thought my father wake me up for fun? and that i can sleep back!! haha, hmmm, i'm the official photographer (: haha, operating with qinqi's magnificent camera and my family's camera!! haha. I LOVE QINQI'S CAMERA! her father is so lucky! i really enjoy taking pictures with qinqi's camera! it's such a pleasure, haha, the functions never ceases to amaze me! the zoom is so powerful and sharp! haha, reminds me of a camera with half the functions of xinli's! haha. i want that camera! haha. the flash is so cute, you can pop it out! haha. i keep snapping and snapping and snapping? it's an addiction! haha. anyway, i did help the station i/c(s) lor, abit lah! haha, hmmm, and help to set up jacq's chairs :D when they were (slack) pt-ing! haha. fill up the water bombs for jeslin (along with jacq, jasmine and qinqi)! :P sorry but i can't tie water bombs! haha, hmmm, oh yah, i help her wash away the egg yolk on the parade square after the first EGG CAGE was over. haha. :D i'm nice. lol. kidding. i wanted to mention it, cause the egg started to stink pretty quickly and the egg white seemed to start to cook by the heat of the sun's rays! gross! haha, and then i continue my snapping fingers at the mpr! haha. hmmm, i think the games are quite fun, but i wasn't the mood to participate in them, but it was fun taking people enjoying them! haha. but stupid ricky burst the water bomb on my back! cause he says he can't stand me looking that dry? what a lousy excuse? haha. and it was dripping down my pe shirt, lucky i dried! haha, and later on, i had immunity - the cameras ((: i have a free shirt! haha, cause i didn't have my white judo tee, so qinqi said there were extra white judo tees! haha, so i took it, so later i won't die of heat stroke later on during dojo trng! haha, but guess what are the sizes available? L and XL? haha. anyway, must not complain/be fussy especially when i actually need it! haha, so i took the L! it's huge, airy, length of sleeve till my elbows! my gosh!

then had lunch, and went to the ava to hear the j1s speak. hmmm, well, i thought of this while i was bathing just now.. i feel like asking the j1s, "If there was someone that most of the judokas were bias against, what will you do? Would you follow them and spread this virus? Or would you get to know the person and discover their good points and share with the rest?" I admit the latter one is the ideal choice, and that it's hard to make that choice. To be different from the crowd/mainstream, to go against your pride just to get to know someone whom you have negative views on? it's difficult alright.
I must confess that i used to be bias against someone and tried my best to avoid the person. even though i knew the person for a few months, and i thought that was sufficient to know the person completely. I realize that those few months weren't enough to know a person well? it takes so much more time than that! (sorry that i'm slow and retarded) hmmm, it was only at the end of last year, i realized the many good points of the person! how could i have misjudged the person's character? i felt really mean and regretted my acts. now, i really value my friendship with this person!
i really hope that people can understand me. forgive me if this seems harsh to you. i really don't know how else to phrase it, i'm not too powerful with my language. how well do you know the person you are bias against? how much time did you take to get to know her? did you try your best? do you want to regret in future? and will you stop this virus among those who possess the same feelings? it is a virus, you know, one with a weak will would easily get swayed! i was almost swayed, but rebecca put me back on track. :D thanks rebecca!

haha, training today! was hot and was quite tiring for the first half! haha, hmmm, but i managed to pull through! is my determination building up? LOL. haha. hmmm, i kinda feel disappointed in myself though, cause i'm always the odd one out, the one who never gets chosen to do rendori? ): i can't try. but anways, what's the point of me trying? i need not train up! haha. anyway, we ended trng at 6.30! haha, and we took group photo! like last year (: haha. and the girls changed into black judo tee! like what? haha. i have worn a total of 4 shirts today inclusive on the one that's on me now! lol. then a few of us (13) went to j8 to have dinner! haha. at ljs :P it's quite fun to talk to qinqi, jeslin and jasmine! i think the people next to us could hear us! so paiseh! haha. :P decided to take a slow walk home, exercise out the indigestion caused by ljs, clear my head, relax and not to feel stress about not doing any work today! today really feels weird, you know, doing ABSOLUTELY nothing, no work! now it's like 12.03am! haha, i have been blogging since a very long time ago, instead of doing work! haha. (nono, i will allow myself to stress) oh yah, i'm going to koh samui (beach kinda place in thailand) tml night! sadly, can't join the class for swensons! haha, and unfortunately, miss wednesday's 8.30am trng! haha. don't miss me! haha. :D i'll be back soon! haha. hmmm, i think beaches are pretty nice, esp. the sand, the scenice view, the waves (:

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Sunday, June 11, 2006 @2:39 PM

haha, hmmm, my mother managed to rent GREASE dvd! like omg :O hmmm, it's like so nice! john travolta is so skinny! haha. my mother says it was a musical turned movie? and now another musical came from the movie? so weird right? but then that musical wasn't as good as the movie! i love the songs ((: they make those who can't dance (like me) FEEL like dancing. note the word FEEL. i can't dance so i won't go and just dance out of the blue and give my brother the chance to laugh at me right? haha.

haha, i was late for service! ): i set the hp alarm clock at 7.50am. i went to switch it off, and dozed off. usually it would be a couple of mins! but this time it became an hour! haha, so me and my brother rushed down! took the mrt ): my concession blues.. haha. then after service, since both of us didn't have anything breakfast, then I (the wonderful sister) went to treat my brother to macs breakfast. macs suck the money out of me, i paid $10.55 for the both of us. and i'm paying to eat the fats and sodium. haha, but anyways, i love sausage macmuffin with egg, no matter how much sodium and fats it gives me! anyway, some newbie was getting orders from me, had a hard time telling him what i wanted, but oh well, i didn't want a meal for myself, but he couldn't get it. so i just meal-ed my sausage macmuffin with egg! at least the speed is so much better than serangoon central macs. serangoon central macs has the absolute worst service i've seen so far. slow, inefficient and poor service! usually for macs, their service are pretty good (since their food has become over-priced with a blink of an eye) compared to the other fast food outlets, like how they certain situations (wrong order etc.) but this macs, pulled down the other outlets service!

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Friday, June 09, 2006 @7:23 PM

haha, my whole body aches! my neck hurts, my back hurts and even my butt hurts! judo, i sacrifice my comfort for you! once i sit down, i'll never wanna stand up, standing up is a chore. lol, but surprisingly my arm muscles don't hurt, i think colleen's, huiling's would hurt (cause colleen told me that they complaining to sulaiman about their arms hurting now. and he replied saying that it will hurt even more today!). )): concession blues! i only took one bus today. what a sad thing!! i'm depressed, haha. oh my gosh, today the malay stall aunty came to ask a bunch of us if there's a camp on monday. i didn't know she was talking about judo camp! she's so lucky that i was from judo, then i made several calls for me and help her confirm the number of people going to have the lunch. hmmm, well, there goes my phone bill, but at least i did help her.. haha. and i really how smart ricky was! he food i/c but don't know how many people are attending? haha. and he still can call me lousy for not having jeslin's number when he don't even have too!! :O what a nonsensical person.
haha, i agree with jansen, studying finish a topic on chem is not as satisfying as maths! you won't have this sense of accomplishment. haha, chemical bonding, it seems like i didn't learn a thing? i really feel quite disappointed about this. hmmm, maybe i shall do some maths to perk myself up? lol. hmmm, i'll do that after a short rest.. i hope.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Thursday, June 08, 2006 @8:40 PM

concession obsession! haha. out of the blue, i went to buy bus concession (e-pass) from bishan mrt int. haha! it's like $27.50 :o it started yesterday! lol, i'm really amused by it. i kept flaunting my concession in front of huiting (even though she also has concession)! haha. i even went to the extent of changing bus from serangoon int to ny bus stop (to accompany huiting as she needed to change bus too) when actually i need not do so! then i counted the no. of rides i took when i was with her (to make sure all rides are worth)! i think she got irritated in a non-negative way, cause she says that no need to count until like that one, BUT who cares! the power of concession is in my hands! anyway, i took like 8 buses yesterday. :o and it's almost free, i'm so happy that i bought it yesterday, otherwise i will go broke paying to sbs if this bus-riding pattern continues! haha. :D

hmmm, today's trng! we ran 8 rounds .. around the mpr, lol! i almost wanted to give up at the hip throw part. cause i couldn't master it and i felt quite nauseous as the person partnering was hammering his hip into my stomach, whose food wouldn't feel like coming out? :S haha, anyway, i hanged on till the end of the trng! :P i feel a little proud of myself :D but i would feel more proud if i could do the counters!! ): oh yah, that tcp, aka fbb (did you know i was the one who came out with it? lol, and at that point of time, i thought it was stupid intials, but i just wanted to make fun so who cares!) came later than ME! omg, the mpr wasn't even open when i reached? sian, then trng started late = will end late! as if getting caught in the rain hasn't alr killed my mood! haha, how the trng ended was probably the most different most of us have gone through! perhaps we did it before, but it was only once or twice. after a not-so-formal form of randori with 3 people (rebecca, jasmine & qinqi), we had to do pushups!! sulaiman asked us if how many we want to do? someone went to say 30! then he told us, since we didn't do any pushups during warmup, we need an additional 20! :O sigh, 30 pushups (i couldn't even do proper girl style ones ): kristal is weak) had to redo some lah, cause some of us died and stop counting. i admit later on i couldn't count. then we did 20 crunches! still must do 20 more pushups! then crunches again! :S then 50 pumping! ah, by the time we did halfway, my hands started to wobble! argh, THEN we had to recount! sucks. i shouted out the counting, maybe it did helped to push me for abit more! we shouted ny right after that, twice i think? i heard qinqi telling jasmine that our cheer (or shouting) was the most bonded we ever did. i kinda agree, somehow or another, the pushups and pumping (and the crunches) tire us and pushed us! man, even i shouted, and i'm usually not too enthu at these kind of things? well, you may think that the amount we do is little, but under such circumstances, i think it was hard for everyone. hence, today's trng wasn't as bad as i thought it was, there was some fruits of labour!
**sulaiman reminda me of mr fong (handbells conductor), he's good (talented) at what he does, and he does his utmost best to bond the ny team (in mr fong's case, the pl handbell choir). hopefully that was the intention of sulaimon's end-of-trng-special, to improve our physique as well as to bond us!

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Sunday, June 04, 2006 @10:27 PM

unfortunately, today i couldn't do any work. i think cartoons are the best! and i watch everwood even though it's repeated. life is such a fairy tale. haha, hmmm, anyway, i diverted and had lots of fun with my family and relatives! i went to haw par villa to have lunch! haha such a interesting experience :P but the weather was super humid to walk. but it was still fun! :P then i went to my uncle's house, then i went to walk to the nearest vcd to borrow vcds! lol, i watch james bond's tomorrow never dies! haha, so nice, pierce bronsnan is so handsome and slick! he's the best "modern" james bond! haha, he rocks man :D then i watch toys story 2. the bloopers part at the ending is damn cute.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

Friday, June 02, 2006 @9:41 PM

haha, it's the end of the week. :S i absolutely did waste my entire week! haha, i have really barely started on revision! once again, i feel stressed about my lack of productivity, and again, i would do nothing the following day! this process has continued for the entire week (if you look at my posts, i keep saying that i'm stressed for the same reason!). haha, but today, i went to slack my afternoon away with jas and nessa! ((: haha, when i was slacking with them, i don't feel like i'm wasting time. haha, we went to thai express! haha, ate banana fritters, cause i wasn't hungry from the 1 1/2 daohui plus a curry puff! not to mention the yu pian mee fen that we ate less than 3 hours before? haha. and my breakfast too! haha, lol, it's so fun to laugh with, at them! pictionary is always fun! haha. but today i was quite tired, too many late nights in a row.. i'm so gonna catch up with my sleep tonight and tml afternoon! :D haha.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

@12:16 AM

oh my gosh! i can really feel how dead i am for midyears. i overheard huiting telling someone that there's 8 days per subject! but for maths, i keep procrastinating a bundle of topics for as of now 2 days! i've been sleeping pretty late this few days, but i haven't been studying? i have been playing games with jas and talking online? haha, i really wonder how i spend my time. multi-tasking online has caused my efficiency to drop a whole lot! haha. i hope that i can study with the clique next week and get my momentum up and running! i better msg elaine soon, i want to eat her mother's FREE lunch (sorry to disappoint others, i'm the only one entitled to it besides ******)! :D hopefully monday will be a good day, got to start msging them soon!

♥ lost for words and i drift.

& PROFILE


Kristal Chan. 18. 120988.
nickname: spongebob. BTH. plucks/strums (classical) guitar.
plmgss. 4B1. handbells.
first three months - nyjc. 05S6E [1st3mths]. 05S5B. judo.
loves blink 182, linkin park and mcr. music is a great way to blast away the frustrations.
#1 rock IDOL => g4v! wants to BEG g4v to teach me to play the electric guitar after j2 shit! ((:
longs to have an electric guitar plus an amplifier.
wants to go round the world to sample ALL the types of CHEESE.

calendar.
+ a level :S (2 nov to 17 nov)
+ after a's: going crazy! having fun with clique!
+ 28 nov: mum's birthday
+ 1 dec: cheryl's birthday
+ 30 nov - 3 dec: guangzhou
+ 5 dec: prom :S
+ 11 dec - 14 dec: church camp
+ photography
+ learning to play electric guitar


& LINKS

BTH.
buffaLOW.
BIG head.
AYE.
monkey.
wengs.

3B1 (2003)/4B1 (2004).
Cheryl Wee.
Eleanor.
Freesia.
Janice.
Pearlly.
Shirin.
Ting En.
Vanessa Chue.
Winnie.

Handbells.
Annabel.
Elizabeth Eng.
Hui Zi.
Jing Hui.
Lena.
Maureen. [piglet]
Melissa Chua.
Melissa Png.
Pearl.
Pearly.
PL Handbells Alumni.
Qian Ru.
Wan Yi aka mlfcp.

sfivebees.
sfivebees blog! (:
Hui Ting. [darling]
Jamie.
Jolene.
Kimsoon the great.=)
Samuel.
Weifang.
Xin Li's 1st.
Xin Li's 2nd.

Others.
Angela. [DEAREST]
Baby Caleb.
Colleen.
DEBBIE!
Jasmine Wee.
Jessica.
Jeslin.
Kelli. [senior?]
Kitsoon.
Michelle. [tall babe]
Peizhi.
*philicia(:(:(:
QinQi.
Rachel Lim.
Ruth.
Shufen.
tingyi.
Vivian Tan.
Wan Jie.
Weekeat.
Wen Qi.
Zong Xia. [MY LOVELY GF]

Sites.

Blink 182 lyrics.
Blogger.
Blog skins.
Friendster.
Guitar Tabs.
Haloscan.
Imagestation.
Linkin Park lyrics.
Linkin Park tabs.
Madblast.
mp3 shits.
Msealsmusic.
my dusty blogdrive account.
Nanyang JC webbie.
Yahoo.

& ARCHIVES

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& ARTICULATE

omg, i can't live without haloscan. ):



& CREDITS

this layout was done by jeanette. the fonts were from dafont,image was from threadless and brushes were from 100x100.pls do not take out the credits. :]