Monday, August 28, 2006 @11:41 PM
haha hmmm, can't seem not waste time. :S time truly waits for no man, i wish it gets into my system and push me to study at any opportunity i have, instead of the present me, slacking at every possible time! haha oh well.
assembly was slightly entertaining with huiting in front of me and dawn at the back. though i was pretty tired in the morning, i managed to perk myself up by humouring myself with lousy jokes? haha, hmmm, today there was a prize presentation for the chinese compos for chinese lep students, i think? who cares, cheena pok-ers! haha if i join, they will lose terribly (yah right,
my chinese is like PERFECT..) oh well, the titles those winners write about is so
complex. example, "
yi wan yu yuan mian (a bowl of fishball noodles)".. okay, that one wasn't the most
complex. it was in fact those one to two word titles which were the most... weird (the only that can describe them). can you imagine you are given "
dong tian (winter)" what are you going to write man? and you have to do it well, to win! start with "
dong tian heng leng.. etc (the winter is very cold - direct translation)"? haha, fine that's lame, i already warned you that this has lousy jokes. haha! lol the most
complex and/or weird was "
MU (immediate thought -
wood. after much thinking, it could be others.. who cares.) i mean, what can you write about? these thoughts entered my mind and huiting's. haha. without much thinking, i just started
"brainstorming" possible sentences.. haha "
mu heng ying (the
wood is hard - direct translation)" and "
mu shi zhe yang chang *hands show an unknown plank size* (the
wood is of this length - direct translation) haha. if you didn't realize, that was it - the bad (and lame) humour. haha. lol, i don't know why, when i repeated the second time, it wasn't funny to the rest, haha. only when i said to huiting in the morning, it was funnier! haha. oh well, stress causes one to do stupid and/or weird things. a bad excuse for embarrassing myself! haha. i think i'm gonna start reducing my time online soon, so that i will no other temptation but the tv. haha. which is bad enough. haha.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Sunday, August 27, 2006 @12:42 AM
haha! lol today is like any other saturday, a day that is
meant to be wasted. haha, so what if i went out to study? haha, productivity is still equally low and i didn't do much! haha. me,
kimsoon, huiting, samuel and weidin went to woodlands regional library, spent lots of time looking for a place to study! haha, and managed to do short while of studying! haha, then we went to the arcade for awhile and proceeded to woodlands
HORIZON FOOD MALL :O haha, and had lunch! oh yes, someone called out "kristal chan!" and i thought who was it, it was
wenxin lah, my junior! quite surprising and nice to see her (: haha, disappointing mushroom chicken chop! haha, then we went to
kimsoon's house! haha wasn't in the studying mood. haha. in the end, did the
forbidden game - mahjong! haha i think all of us should be binded in sight of mahjong tiles and tables! all mahjong-related tiles should be banned! and we must find other forms of entertainment which are short and relaxes us! haha, in order to make our study efficiency high! but indeed this has brought all of our friendship closer, not to forget our study sessions has certainly played a major part in that too! haha, anyway we ordered in dinner! cheesy bits is great :P was quite satisfying! haha, then we left quite late. around 10plus?
i will win starwars ONE DAY! haha. shared a cab home with huiting, samuel and weidin! haha, just read samuel's blog not long ago, haha, thanks for the post! hope you are talking about me too, i don't wanna paiseh myself for thanking about something that's not about me! haha. LOL. oh well. haha, hmmm agreed with everything he said, it's like he read my mind? haha, perhaps even all of our minds! :P haha, hmmm saw his last paragraph too, i think i know who's the person. hmmm, and if that's the person i'm thinking of, and if he sees this, CHEER UP, don't feel so blue (: haha.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006 @11:23 PM
haha, lol i think i haven't been online since sunday! which is like wah! so i couldn't resist but to go online now! hmmm, had maths mock prelim exam today. the questions vary in difficulty, many hard ones. :S haha, after the draining paper, i went home, bathed and ate a very nice home-cooked meal (: haha. then i went to thomson plaza's kfc to meet cheryl. haha, oh boy, i think she's more drained than me when i saw her. she looked so haggard! poor girl, she's too stressed alr, her main papers are next week! haha, anyway, the kfc got very cold at one point of time, haha. lol, at one point of time, we kept talking about nonsense. and she helped me with my chem tjc paper. ah, but still lots of blanks :S then after i came home, i was drawn to the tv and bid farewell to my books!
-i'm
#11 on nessa's post! go and see the question :P haha, actually don't, it'll be a wasted trip for you. but not for me! haha, yes, nessa, i've always declared
my undying love for you! haha. it's nice to talk to you (:
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Saturday, August 19, 2006 @11:26 PM
wasting time is my forte. i've been staring at the tv since i got home from guitar (which is 6.30pm). and had two buns from breadtalk as dinner? (it's weird why it turned out that way) i think i'm feeling a little down all of a sudden
, and alone. don't know why.
here's a pretty funny site to look at (dawn gave it to me):
http://gssq.blogspot.com/2006/08/happy-national-day-for-my-national-day.html
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Friday, August 18, 2006 @11:18 PM
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MELISSA (PNG)!-high chance she won't read this. but oh well, i alr sent her a birthday sms. :P haha. just went to her blog and i wonder what she got for her chinese. :S
haha. hmmm, can't believe it. it's friday again. the good thing about it is tml i don't have to go to school! bad thing about it, time is passing too fast, i have yet to properly start on my revision! :S plus i have been sick for one week and one day alr! went to meet cheryl just now, i wished i stop procrastinating and stuff cause i met her at 8.30pm! and by the time we finished dinner, how much studying could we have done at thomson plaza's kfc when we left a lil after 10? haha, i didn't realized till she mentioned that i was sick just recently, when we went over to her house and stay over. damn, i think i better built up on my resistance, i can't afford to be sick anymore. anyway, i spent quite awhile to decide on what to study.. but i managed to look through
chemical equilibrium p3 questions! haha, my accomplishment for the day! well, unlike my most of my classmates, i haven't revised it yet! though mrs lim has alr gone through them during tutorial
a long time ago, my answers were mostly copied from the stack of model answers (which i bought for $2.70) or when she went through them during class. so i was actually blindly copying the answers, which doesn't equal to revision? right?? anyway, just now, my half-closed eyes went through the chemical equilibrium p3 questions. and i still haven't mastered the I.C.E. table. :S haha.
school today, was ultimately draining for me! perhaps the weather in the afternoon was a killer! no matter how much water i drowned myself with, i think i was dehydrating such that i got a splitting headache! and
NO, 2hrs of chem tutorial did no help!
transition elements, sigh, at least i can understand like 10% of it now (cause i tried referring to the ans and doing the p3 questions the night before)! haha. and 5% of it during the 2hrs tutorial! free ions, thanks to rebecca! haha (: and the E potential value one thanks to jamie and mrs lim! haha. but i definitely still have problems with the phrasing? haha. with a headache, all these are not nice to learn! :S co-ordinate bonds and monodentate or bidentate ligands? it was all a blur to me! i think i was in a bad mood, so i
got irritated with myself for not understanding it! which is quite
stupid. lol. in fact, the whole day of school, i felt lousy, perhaps because i got discouranged that i have alr forgetten the basics of maths! and my fear of apgp hasn't helped in comforting me during the revision paper 1! to me, i felt the everyone around me knows, and i don't. i felt so alone. hmmm i felt like screaming out! haha, i just read gavin's recent posts! he's feeling quite stressed too! yeah i too don't laugh so much these days, indeed that's sad. the
stress is getting to me. yup, but
it comes and goes... i rather it come in moderation and constantly! i know i can't afford to slack, but the temptation is always
lingering in front of me!
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 @10:25 PM
can't believe how lousy my luck is. i studied two topics for econs and
NONE came out. i tried to smoke my way through, it's hard when you know nuts about the question and you know that you are writing nonsense but you don't stop. i spent lots of time deciphering the question and brainstorming crap to write. i couldn't move my pen for 3(a). everyone around me start scribbling/applying info or you could say "vomitting" them out just like that! but i had nothing to "vomit" out. haha. quite sad! haha :P oh well, it's over. i can't do anyting about it, especially since it's my fault! i think it's time to start studying soon and not slack. haha. oops, i feel guilty saying that cause after i reached home after the pre-prelim paper, i haven't done any work! haha. cause i thought there was nothing much to do till i met.. rebecca online! ): haha.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006 @3:34 PM
haha! the weather, is so nice if i didn't have the flu and now COUGH. argh, the phelgm is so irritatingly thick! finally i gave in to my illness and went to the doctor's! no more "the wonders of self-mediation" this time round! haha. tml's econs
pre-prelim (the stupidity of the name) paper! hopefully i can meet ms jeeva's criteria! haha :P i haven't studied yet now. just came back from the doctor's at 3? ate medicine and slack till now, lol. haha. typical me, i can never fail to deviate from whatever i'm suppose to do! haha. i feel like i'm a
real gas, with
significant forces of attraction esp. at high pressure, thus
deviating away from the ideal gas! so i can't use the
pV=nRT ideal gas equation. that's the only think i can rmb and i don't even rmb what's with the significant forces of attraction! haha :P i must put the only revision i did to good use man! haha. the school constantly reminds me that there is
77 days left! not prelims, A LEVELS! the real thing. the one that can screw up my life if i decided to play now! can i just forget about it? 77 days is real little! i think months would sound less scary? haha. i have 3 stupid subjects to cover. argh! without pre-prelims and prelims, maybe my studying can be less disrupted and i can fully complete my revision! sigh, because of the countdown, i've actually given the thought, what if i really screw up my A LEVELS. it scares me, i can't even think about it and what is to happen to me. it really scares me! i really wanna recover soon, so that i can finally join the crowd, start studying! even though it's late, better now then later! haha?
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Monday, August 14, 2006 @9:39 PM
study wrong, don't study wrong. how the heck do you want me to study? why can't i study in school? so what if i'm sick. i'm gonna recover. she has no freaking idea the topics i have for tml's maths test. if i can't even study short-term. how the hell does she want me to study long-term? i don't understand my mother. she is totally pms-ing and showing her tantrum. i wonder who is the kid and adult. like my brother like that. this is one of the days i understand fully why i hate studying at home, cause i have face her and her nonsense which makes me drift away from studying.
damn it. being sick causes me to lose my patience and temper easily? esp with the blocked nose, like it isn't irritating enough.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Saturday, August 12, 2006 @10:08 PM
haha, lol, hmmm, i've just used the "calling" system of the msn again! this time, it's FINALLY a two-way conversation! no more one-way! she has a mike too. haha, for mine, it's my mum's built-in microphone! :P lol, maureen is full of crap man! who cares about her
blog skin? haha, lol, but it kept me entertained for the maths qn. haha, it's so weird to hear her voice and not see her
irritating face! ((: it's so weird. it's like you are suddenly blind, and you can't see but you can only hear. haha!
ah, i wasted my saturday on cartoons! so what's new? haha hopefully i will surprisingly finish everything i aim to do :P haha! hmmm, in the afternoon, wanwen made me think.. about friendship. haha, i told her i had a pretty good feeling that our clique's friendship will last all the way! at least i hope so, even if we lead different lives, i really want our friendship to be there, to bring a spark to each other's exciting (or dull, she scared that this will happen) lives next time (:
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Friday, August 11, 2006 @11:43 PM
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY KIMSOON!hmmm, lol, gave him crappy presents plus one nice one! :P oh well, can't say "hope he enjoyed today" cause i know he didn't. lol, i think the clique has built into my system that i must buy stupid and lame presents for people! haha, just like wanwen's 60 food pieces and the numbers for szehui! haha!
oh well, i was quite sick today. down with the flu. couldn't process anything in school today, but stayed for the whole day! :S agree with jamie, that being sick sucks! i coudln't do any work today or yesterday! so i effectively wasted 3days and did nothing and
bye bye pre-prelims, let alone prelims? i cabbed home, got my mum to pay for the cab and slept all the way till almost 8! haha. hmmm, still haven't gone to the doctor's, i'm recovering already, the wonders of self-medication? thanks rebecca for the two msges! (: i will take care of myself. think i shall sleep alr, i had a great time slacking, i better sleep before the guilt starts to get to me!
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006 @8:43 AM
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE (:(i'm so patriotic!)
life is pretty much a bore. i miss my clique, too bad i won't see them for pretty long time, stupid prelims. hate it. prelims, hmnm, currently having a phobia for gp. :S and everything is planned with my birthday smacked right in the middle. oh well, it's not like i didn't anticipate that before the timetable was out. i think it's gonna be like 2004. haha, hmmm 2004 isn't that bad lahl. haha. i think the school is ridiculous for having
pre-prelims paper. firstly, there's no such word as "
pre-prelims"? can't they just say it's block test or smtg? it makes the whole thing sound so unofficial at like a practice paper. cause i have not a clue when are any of the
pre-prelims papers. ah, so sad! "the lakehouse" is going to end soon! my sandra bullock! :S just gonna have to wait for dvd to come up i suppose.. haha. it's national day, and i don't feel anything at the moment. hmmm, think i'm gonna waste my entire day at home! which isn't too bad i suppose! haha. hmmm, *yawns* i woke up at 8odd but i haven't done anything yet! just blogging. and i found out some pl music marathon videos. it's quite alright to watch. haha. youtube is evil, it makes me wanna search for grey's anatomy videos! haha. and my stupid brother has to use the stupid computer making the stupid connection stupidly slow. there goes my hope in watching the episode before breakfast, it's not even 3/4 downloaded! :
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006 @7:49 PM
lol, it's been so long since i blogged. haha, hmmm, recently i became the
technology idiot again! but this time it wasn't szehui who webcam-ed me! :P my mother just bought a new laptop for herself because she gave her present (still pretty new one) to the new employee! hmmm, that's beside the point. okay, her new laptop (a VAIO : my father spoils her, kidding.) has a
built-in webcam and microphone too! so i tried webcam-ing people online! haha, so cool. :S gave one a "grand tour" of my house! and wanwen had a fun time screenshooting my embarrassing pictures from the webcam! she dies! :P haha, then she tried "calling" me through msn, i didn't know there was such a function, oops! the "ringing" was so weird, cause it isn't a real phone? it was then i unconciously discovered the built-in microphone! it was fun to webcam friends, sort of adds life to the online world, don't you think? but it started to become confusing when i webcam a few at a time! then i gave a
punching action to rebecca (for thrashing me in ss) and someone was like "huh, what was that for?" lol, it's quite fun! i can't wait for weekends and holidays, cause my mother would bring the laptop back and i can start hogging it (: that's why i'm a little happy today, cause tml's national day and my mother brought it back! :D
-school's becoming so tiring and stressful and definitely such a challenge. but i guess it's the same for everyone. the
workload, the
revision (that i haven't started and nobody would believe me when i say this. i can't force them. and sometimes
intentionally or unintentionally make statements like "you no need to study one?" i don't bear a grudge or blame anyone, but it's so.. it makes me heave a sigh. everyone needs to revise, no one has super memory. i'm human, just like everyone. i wish people will just understand me sometimes.), the
dreadful afternoon make-up lectures, and the
politics (i think this is the complicated part of life). but i guess all these are just part and parcel of life. i'm just gonna have to pull through and
deal with it.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Thursday, August 03, 2006 @7:54 PM
2 augustHAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BELOVED BIG-HEAD NESSA!haha, nessa's mother was very nice to prepare for us steamboat and sambal stingray! *
drools while thinking back* haha! but i couldn't have stingray cause of the chilli, only manage to scrap some bits off without the chilli! haha. it was great! haha! it was
fun to be with the few of them - nessa (birthday girl), jas, szehui, vonne, cheryl, bel! i kept teasing szehui about her new name, haha, i think i tease too much le, i better stop! i don't want a repeat of sec 3 incident! haha. it brings back laughter sharing about it with szehui the other day, i was trying to make her feel so guilt! haha ((: haha, i got pretty giggl-ish! or perhaps high at some point! cause everyone wasn't laughing when i was laughing? i don't know why, when i see them laugh, i'll start to laugh! haha. lol. haha, guess after such a rough day, it was easy to laugh at anything! haha! i love them! they always bring a
smile to my face, without fail! time passes too fast when you are having fun! sitting there eating steamboat, a moment ago it was 7plus, then next it was 9plus! i wish time would standstill and i could have continue to laugh and be with them! lol,
COFFEE CAKE! haha, just recalled about nessa's brilliant
coffee spits! yucks! oh well, of course some of them didn't turn up.. which is quite sad. sighs. haha, on my face! ah, should have cab back with cheryl, i reached home so late and tired that i just slept.
⥠lost for words and i drift.