Saturday, July 31, 2004 @11:46 PM
today. went to my aunt and uncle's house.. to celebrate my cousin joanne's 14th birthday. haha. they are my mother's side.. haha.. yup.. 14 yrs old and dunnoe how freaking taller she is than me. i am so sad. haha. ate hokkien mee. pizza. otah. yup. and other nice stuff. then had yam cake. haha. so nice. yup. nothing much at my cousin's house. watch vcd there. yup. baby caleb was there. then again.. i forgotten to bring my stoopid camera to take such a lovely boy. he was so CUTE. such chubby lil cheeks. he walks in such a stable manner yet looks like he is a lil drunken baby. such a cute 19 months-to-be baby. with food.. there will be an opportunity to carry this baby. he is a EXPERT in the piano. haha. i played wif him peek-a-boo.
except unexpected someone msg me smtg unexpected. then msg the unexpected someone for awhile. yup. caleb wanted to msg the unexpected someone for me. haha. but he din. luckily.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Thursday, July 29, 2004 @10:08 PM
lessons were boring as usual.. nothing interesting. except sh caused 2 person to SCREAM in our class today.. first cher and then christabel. haha.. she tried to kiss cher on her lips. which did not succeed. and she kissed christabel on her cheeks. which scared her to death. haha. after skool.. me, sh, freesia and cher din haf maths remedial. so i could spent lots of time slacking. and we could not go home.. coz got the colour awards rehearsal.. haha. during lunch time.. sh and i went opposite to buy some tibits back to skool to eat.. yup.. ate so much. can die lor. haha. then later freesia and sh dunnoe disappear where.. plus i din wanna be extra btw cher and her fren.. so i went over to annabel, melissa, maureen, pearly and lena table.. haha. yup. they were gonna haf handbells pract later mah. haha.. then realized tt pearly has super comfortable shoudlers. haha. yup.. had lots of fun.. haha.. yup.. spent most of the time wif them. yup.. realli can't stand sh.. sigh.. shall not talk abt it. then had the colours award rehearsal at 3.30pm. in the end ended at 5 plus? yup then reach home 5.45pm lor.. so late! then went to bathe. went to united square to eat at noodle hut. and guess wad. i so like to eat noodles. haha. yah.. then reach home 8.10pm? then was like raining so heavily. then was doing some maths. was forcing myself. by the time i reached the pc.. my eyes were half-closed.. yup.. haha..
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Wednesday, July 28, 2004 @7:45 PM
well.. p.e. was the first lesson. din perspire as much yesterday. yup. played badminton lor. haha. then had a FREE cme period. then had geog. then had recess. yup.. went down wif alot of pple. but in the end could not find all of them. went up wif christabel onli. haha. yup. saw sec 3 girls playing the WEIRD game.. mrs teo was their teacher. haha. then had a maths test. was horrible. i did question 1 tt time.. i thot i did the wrong way.. then i cancel it.. then realized it was RIGHT. so i wasted so much freaking time on permutation and combination question.. tt i left 5 mins for the last question on VECTORS. screw vectors.. then i had the same urgency and panicky feeling as tt time i did the vectors quiz question. so i din finish the question in time. yup. i so gonna do badly for the subject i like. sigh.. then humanities period. i use it to do some maths. then had english. DOUBLE period. then had maths.. then had chapel.. then waited for elaine for awhile. coz she got the darn musical thing. then went back wif her. she came my house. do the oral thingy. so boring can. she stayed till 4.30pm.. yup.. then walk her home. then walk back. then watch tv. finally drag myself to bathe. was to lazy to bathe coz i din feel tt dirty YET. haha. after bathing. did some uploading of pics. then ate dinner. then now blogging.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004 @8:01 PM
today was HORRIBLE. yup.. click for more
DETAILS of this horrible incident..
nothing much lah today. boring lessons. yup.. no add maths remedial today.. yeah.. went lunch wif elaine and miao xuan. yup. then went home. yup. reorganize my photos in my pc. if my com suddenly break down. i will juz cry. took me so long to get the photos and organize the folders. haha. yup.. then bathe.. then watch tv. then took a short lil nap. yah. then ate dinner. then now blogging. life's so boring.
With You by linkin park
I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back
It's true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
with you
You, Now I see, Even when I close my eyes
I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real
I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
So even though you're close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back
It's true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
with you
You, Now I see, Even when I close my eyes
With you
You, now I see, keeping everything inside
with you
You, Now I see, Even when I close my eyes
No, no matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
No, no matter how far we've come I
I can't wait to see tomorrow
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Monday, July 26, 2004 @8:05 PM
woke up 5 mins late today. could not hear the alarm clock. reached skool normal time still.. saw annabel and zong xia. haha. walk wif them to class. then our class was as usual late for assembly. one of the last few to enter the hall. assembly was boring as usual. tok abt the musical.. yup.. haha.. elizabeth had to walk thru so many pple. coz she had to play the piano for the song. haha. then walking back to class. saw elizabeth, annabel, lynette and melissa. haha. elizabeth call me a pervert.. sigh.. haha. then walked back to class. haha. then sh realized tt she left her bag in the canteen. then went to the canteen wif her to take her bag.. haha. then saw chertan on the way back.. haha. then walked wif her. haha. then went back.. then after tt.. mrs pang came.. then had add maths.. double period can.. learn abt stoopid relative velocity. haha. yup. then had double period of english revision. did english summary. yup.. then had recess. haha. then had chem lab lesson. super funny at certain parts.. but practical suck. haha.. then had english.. then had s.s. lesson. yup. haha. oh.. did i mention tt my partner
BIG head din come. haha. was so quiet and peaceful. for once i could concentrate during lesson. haha.. yah.. haha.. then went to mel house for awhile. then went home. then slack for abit. bathe.. then watch tv. then ate dinner. yah.. now blogging lor. yup.. haha..
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Sunday, July 25, 2004 @11:26 AM
Saturday.
woke up at 7am.. to go for the english tution. left earlier. coz raining mah. then scared will be late. 9.30am finish the thing. then coz annabel ask me to stay for the handbell pract. so i stayed until 12.15pm. haha. then after tt i realized
hui zi was sitting the same row as genevieve.. then i went home.. ate lunch. took a nap. until 4pm.. took a bath at 4.15pm.. rushed off to j8 for my guitar lesson. then went to meet christabel, sze hui and yvonne. yvonne so cute.. thot we meeting at novena (our old meeting place).. haha. then after all of us were here. called my dad. went to eat at jack's place. then after tt.. my dad drove us to the acs barker.. for the musical. yah.. we were early enough. haha. then i managed to find out where annabel, melissa and lena they all were sitting. i was sitting so freaking far away.. haha. then during the interval.. went wif christabel and sze hui to find the musicians. haha. elizabeth eng was playing the keyboard.. vivian the violin. so managed to take their pic. vivian made my pose one ugly pic. haha. but i nv post it online. haha. forgotten to buy gift for elizabeth. felt so bad. hui zi called me..
she was wearing skirt!!! haha. she told me b4 tt she was wearing pants.. haha. but she changed her mind. she bought a $40 outfit last min. she look so
chio in the outfit. haha.
chio for once. then saw annabel.. then took their pic. they are buddies. stoopid hui zi.. she dun wanna take pic wif me. she suppose to take wif me one lor. she oso say i look bung? mad can..then 5 mins b4 the interval ended.. haha. chertan was ringing the
triangle.. haha. then we rushed back in. haha. then act. wanted to take pic wif annabel, melissa and lena. but no time.. in the end.. could not take wif them coz they left.. except took wif annabel. the musical was good. haha. i prefer the cactus women to the jenna. her voice was much better. haha. yup.. then i was the odd one out of the four of us.. yvonne, christabel and sze hui were wearing skirt!!! so i was wearing jeans.. yup.. genevieve wear until very erm.. nice? haha. yup.. click on the
photos..
then went home. reached home at 11.10pm? then was msging pple. then fell asleep at 12.15am?
Sunday.
haha. was msging hui zi. and she say i became nicer to her? haha. say our attitude towards each other changed? haha. i think is quite true i became nicer to her. dunnoe y oso.. she juz doesn't realized tt i am ALWAYS nice. haha. she juz din take time to notice. haha. she was so sad tt her mum was angry at her for wearing the outfit yest.. yup. haha. suddenly like we became different to each other. which is good lah.. being nice to someone is not a bad thing. haha. i hope her mum will not be angry wif anymore. haha.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Friday, July 23, 2004 @7:19 PM
sigh. the week pass so fast. haven realli started revising which means deep shit for me. went to far east wif jas, faya and tong yan. was quite boring. haha. then walk all the way to paragon. it was quite ok. not so bad. except my legs still ache.
today.. got lots of free period. started wif double period geog. had the geog test. then had chem lesson. which was not tt amusing. then recess. then had free double period of add maths.. free single period of physics. then had boring maths. then had free double period of lit. but of coz the teachers gave us homework lah. then took cab to far east. haha. yup. such a great day.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Wednesday, July 21, 2004 @7:34 PM
wendesday.. haha. was not tt great in the morning. it was raining. everywhere was slippery. but managed to reach skool in one piece. haha. today first period was p.e. BUT.. ms oh din come i tink.. dunnoe wad happen. haha. so had a free period. slack thru. jas brought her digicam. i was suppose to bring.. but forgot. haha. then everyone pose for the cam. haha. was so fun. haha. then next period was cme.. mr low din come in. so another free period. haha. then was geog. haha. another free period. but then we did our assignment first. then later the humanities revision period would be free mah. haha. then had recess at 9.40.. haha. faya treat us all to rojak. haha. then had add maths. had a quiz. gonna flunk it.
I HATE VECTORS. i juz can't seem to get it even in d maths. then had humanities revision period. superbly free. haha. cheryl went for her investiture. haha. she AGAIN din wan lend the jacket thingy. so bad can. sigh. haha.. and christabel was saying she sounds
DEMURE when she wear the prefect suit thingy.. i was like laughing like mad. haha. then had english. did summary and oral. i suck at oral. then had maths. went thru the victoria paper. then had chapel. our class was super late. last one in. haha. then went home. haha. no eia today. elaine had her musical. haha. yup. bathe then ate instant porridge. so pathetic. sigh. haha. watch some tv. then watch linkin park vcd. haha. live in texas. super nice can. haha. then watch vcd. today i am MAD. suppose to be revising. then i wasted my bloody afternoon. so angry wif myself. but time waits for no man. i wanted to go back and study. i shld haf studied. anyway. too late for regrets. haha. had dinner. was so yucks. sigh. then now blogging.
Runaway by linkin park
Graffiti decorations
Under a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
(They point the finger at me again)
Guilty by association
(You point the finger at me again)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Tuesday, July 20, 2004 @10:24 PM
today was better than yest. haha. today had double period maths.. haha.. then our p.e. lesson was SLACKING time. haha.. ms oh din come i tink.. haha.. then we slack thru.. haha.. started a poll on nessa. i tink she quite sad. but she got over it.. haha.. then recess.. ate already then rush up.. coz after tt was our phototaking session. haha. we had to take our ties. haha.. my tie was so freaking long. so i took it out.. then asked sh to tie. she din wan. then ask elaine. she din noe. then tok to sheryl sim. she dunnoe engross in wad.. then in the end ask cheryl help me tie. haha.. then she at first so
xiao qi.. she din wan to help me tie.. coz i din ask her first?? haha.. the first time she tie.. was so unbalance. haha.. after she helped me tie for a few times.. then FINALLY got the right length. haha.. during the time she was helping me tie. i was freaking bored. so i took sheryl sim's prefect the jacket thingy.. and wore over my uniform. haha. hers was so small. so i tried on elaine's one.. then i show christabel. haha. then she started laughing. i started laughing at myself too.. haha.. then she say i trying to look cool. haha.. like james bond. haha. then i did an act cool look. so
malu-ating. but was kinda funny. so i laughed all the way. then elaine's one was quite tight too. wanted to borrow cheryl's one. but she dun wan. so bad lor can.
then was walking to the hall. then cheryl and elaine started singing the stoopid song AGAIN. haha. elaine's ankle got blister. she was like asking everyone was plaster. in the end. b4 the photoshoot. she went to the backstage and change. i had to go wif her. but i was NOT bian tai. i turn my back. she took so long can... then the formal photoshoot sucks. i tink i smile like shit. haha. then our click decided to all put our ties in our pinafore and take for the informal shot. haha. then we all was sitting on the floor except for wan wen and cheryl. pity i forgot to do some actions. haha. wan wen tink she very great lah sit on the teacher's chair. haha. kidding. then had s.s. lesson. then add maths wif wong gim leng. then physics.. then english. haha.
then our add maths remedial cancelled. my ccas "photoshoot" brought forward to 2pm. haha. wore handbell t-shirt. haha. lynette cut her hair. for i dunnoe wad reason. waited so freaking long for the teachers. haha. until 2.30pm? but during the 30 mins. did many things. haha.. genevieve was like showing me the board. haha.. haha. cheryl came to the well area. she in charge of analogics.. so was waiting for the latecomers to come.. then me and genevieve was toking to her. then stoopid cheryl started singing the song. then i said the wrong ting.. y did i say 'also'? i muz be so pissed tt genevieve sang the song oso.. tt i went mad. sigh. oso went to the piano. genevieve show off her skills. haha. then the teachers came. we took digital photos. and i can't begin how horrible it was.. it was too horrible to be said..
then went home. my mum was at home. so she cooked lunch for me. and it was so PLAIN. sigh. haha. then watch tv. bathe. did some work. was so sleepy. so went to take a nap. haha. then wake up for dinner. watch tv till 8.30pm. then went to do some maths graphs. then now come online.. haha.. tml got no eia. haha. wonder if elaine wans to study. haha.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Monday, July 19, 2004 @7:58 PM
i
hate mondays! monday bores me out. there's nuthing nice abt monday. can't stand mondays!!! nuthing to look forward to.. late recess.. sigh.. this few days.. i feel so
un-myself.. i haf been unlike myself.. too quiet.. cracking
pointless jokes.. dunnoe wad's wrong wif me!!! i hope i feel better tml.. maybe i shld learn to keep things more to myself.. or maybe i shld learn to express myself? wad the heck am i toking abt??
last night was pretty funny.. haha.. my cousins came over.. so was quite lively.. then we were commenting abt the dumbass nkf show.. so the NOT cheat pple.. not even 15 mins already raise 20K.. madness right?? some more during this 15mins.. all it showed was sharon au.. and this taiwan guy toking!!! and my cousins were damn pek wif sharon au.. it has been YEARS since she said she wanted to go and study.. up till NOW still not gonna study!!! seeing her face on tv has been like a daily thing.. see until
ni.. then oso got tok abt the DPM Lee.. he gonna take over in 12 August.. we were discussing the impossibility of it being
unanimous votes.. ridiculus.. then my cousins were like cracking some jokes.. haha.. was damn funny can...
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Sunday, July 18, 2004 @5:10 PM
last night i slept around 12am? then got woke up at 9.30am? so had enuff rest. but my pathetic brother who came back at 11.30 from the ndp preview thingy he went wif his skool... he refused to wake up. tt is when my day started like SHIT. y? he cause so much trouble. and still think he is the onli one who is tired after yest. he nv tink tt my father is sick and went to fetch him. and because of my brother's pathetic skool.. my father waited for one and a half hours. then came home all tired out. and my brother tink tt onli he is tired! he is so freaking selfish can. he nv tink tt my mother is oso tired.. she had to do so many chores.. he oso nv tink i m tired. i had to go for english tuition in skool.. sec 4 farewell.. tution at home at night. he is so freaking selfish and tinks himself b4 everyone can.. my father still gif way to such a selfish dumbass.. bring us to macs. and he still can show his freaking black face. i scolded him. and my father asked me to stop. this brother of mine needs to be whacked can. he is so mei da mei xiao.. always shouts at us. and my father.. always control his anger. then when suppose to control.. he burst into fits of anger. sigh. such a weird family i haf. he ruined my breakfast. act. i was prepared to let it go.. but he is so sensitive. tinks i accuse him and shouts. he is so GIRL. he is so ai mei. so sensitive. so scared of the dark. so scared of insects. runs away if he sees a bee 2 metres away. i swear he is so GIRL. can't stand his freaking character. let his classmates bully him.. and comes home to bully us. he does not logic in his freaking brain.
so i slacked awhile after breakfast. then bathe. then did some physics. then watch tv. then unwillingly left for lunch. it was like 1.30 onli.. and my mother din cook. and we had to go out to eat. i was so freaking full.. and they had to go out and eat. then when we went to the coffeshop.. it rained like a mad ass. so windy. i could not eat. so i was like getting wet for nothing. then my dumbass dad who finished his lunch BUT he HAD to make me go and develop the bloody film. i swear my family is freaking weird. i can't stand my day. so came home. msg and did some work at the same time. plus was blasting music into my ears.. coz i seriously couldn't take their voice. so i managed to complete some work. left english compre. then cousins came.. yup. then now blogging.. taking a break from all the nonsense. plus i haven had my lunch. now waiting for my freaking dinner.
I hate today!
so much homework and so little time. i better start my marathon of studying tml. if got time.. i tink tml need to stay back for chinese.. izzit? i am very confused abt the time table.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Saturday, July 17, 2004 @10:57 PM
sigh.. tution juz ended at 10pm today.. 2 hrs of long tedious add maths tution. y tedious? coz i am so freaking sleepy. so freaking tired. and all my add maths tution teacher say me is.. u cannot take so long to do a question.. u muz noe ur formulas by now.. and i was thinking.. OH SHIT.. coz i haven touch add maths trigo.. differentiation and integration... all the formulas are like CLEAN FORGOTTEN. and how am i suppose to do fast when i am haf asleep?? and she says.. so now u r doing intense recision.. and i was thinking. am i? i should be. but y aren't i? so i was feeling the pressure. feeling i am in deep shit. feeling i need to do smtg abt the way i am studying. the next time she comes.. it will be the first week of august. which is four weeks or less b4 my prelims. which is in 3 weeks times. which means i left very little time to get all my subjects to the tip of fingers..
Pushing Me Away by linkin park
I've lied / to you
The same way that I always do
This is / the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you'll soon find we're out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I've tried / like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is / the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you'll soon find we're out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing why...
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
pushes me away
⥠lost for words and i drift.
@7:45 PM
HANDBELLS SEC 4 FAREWELL TODAY!!!!!!
venue: annabel's function room
time: 10.00 to 3.00pm
haha.. today had the english tution thingy. from 8am to 9.30am. so i had to wake up at 7? bathe. ate. left the house. luckily i was not late. i was like so scared i will be late can. after the tuition thing.. i changed in skool. then me and genevieve went opp. bus stop. saw desiree. she was waiting for wan yi and wen xin. they were late.. so bad of them. some more they din noe each other phone numbers.. like y meet if dun haf each other phone numbers. haha. we asked to come wif us. then i called wen xin. told her tt desiree left wif us. then ask her to meet us at heartland mall. haha. (jas fav. place) we reached there. met up wif melissa chua and melissa goh. haha. we were obviously late. the others left liao le. haha. in the end reached annabel's function room at 10.30? so late right. but we weren't the latest anyway. after everyone was here. started playing games. yah.. sec 3 juniors plan it well lah. not bad. the games like wad we play last yr. so it was not tt bad. haha. play the most of the usual handbell routine games. i kanna the forfeit from playing the stoopid whacko. luckily they were convinced not to make my dare tt bad. haha. so i did the dare. to lie on the function room floor. luckily jas not there. or not....... i will be in deep shit. haha. then after tt ate at 12 plus? then carry on playing the games.. play sort of like treasure hunt.. and guess wad? our group suck at it. we LOST big time. we were giving each other gifts. then the sec 3 juniors gave us their presents.. a plaque.. so sweet.. haha. then we gave the sec 1s our gift. from lydia, tian yun, feng yi, melissa, genevieve and me.. haha.. we gave them baby bibs and forks and spoons.. haha.. the other levels were so jealous can. then we gave the sec 2s.. haha.. gave them finger puppets and large version of a tooth brush (dishwashing brush actually.).. haha. then the sec 3s were so impatient. they wanted their gifts. but.. we decided to announce the exco pple names.. yup.. then lydia gave sort of a speech kinda thing. then announce the president.. MELISSA CHUA.. then tian yun gave sort of a speech too.. then announce the vice-president.. ELIZABETH ENG.. then feng yi gave oso the speech. haha. then announce the secretary.. PEARLY.. haha.. then it was my turn. i was like oh shit. i was like din noe wad to say. then u noe wad i said? i say in front of everyone.. the teachers. all of my juniors.. say i hope that the person would count the money properly. oh shit. i was like a clown there. with pple laughing their ass off at me. so i said a little more maluating things. then announce the treasurer.. ANNABEL.. then we gave them their gifts at the same time as announcing their names.. yup.. then we gave the rest of the sec 3s the gifts. haha. haha. then we went to play the stoopid egg game. and i was totally not enthu. i could see tt my whole group was overly enthu. sorry to say tt. but is quite true. but nvm lah. was quite fun. haha. then they announced the teams.. our group got fifth.. out of the 5 groups. haha. last lah.. haha. fine lor. so the handbell sec 4 farewell was over.
went to heartland mall. wanted to go home straight. i was afraid wunch reach home in time. but stoopid genevieve made me stay. so in the end. i was like rushing off wif melissa. but then i could not make it liao le. so i called my mum. shit lor. i last week din go.. this week din go. next week musical. but i definitely haf to go lor. then went home at 5.30.. watch a bit of tv. then went for dinner at thomson. then went back home. now blogging. in 15mins time. my tuition is gonna start. shit. it's been a pretty long time since i had maths tuition. yup. coz i keep on postponing and stuff. yah lor.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Friday, July 16, 2004 @7:38 PM
Today was fine.. had physics. which was super boring. then had geog. mrs ng gave us a quiz which i nv studied. how nice right? so irritating.. then had chinese.. double period. we went to watch lei yu. sucks can the show.. beside me was wet dreams.. and she is telling me the BEAUTY of the story? sigh.. and the other peops in the ava was like CLAPPING. madness i tell u. the show is worse than a soap opera. so drama.. then had recess. rushed up to class. then study some lit. thurai forgotten to come for lesson. since was a double period. we waited till the second period then call her. haha. then i tink she was pretty mad. who cares lor. haha. then was lit test.. stoopid lit test. peops around me write so much. i write so little. die liao le. BIG head still say she got not enuff time to right? she is one crazy person.
after skool.. first went heartland mall. melissa wanted to buy some stuff. me and genevieve followed her. then i met up with tian yun and feng yi. we went to ikea to buy the sec 4 farewell gifts for the juniors. then lydia came when we were half done. all 6 of us, tian yun, feng yi, lydia, me, melissa and genevieve sharing gifts for the sec 1 to 3 juniors and for the teachers. then me, lydia, feng yi and tian yun shared gifts for the sec 4s. haha. actually we din spent tt much.. if we bought individually. it would haf burn a hole in my pocket. haha. took a cab home. coz i scared i reached home too late. and oso coz the ikea bag was quite bulky. if i taken bus.. would haf reached home at 6.15pm? 1 hr journey? so long can. plus peak period. cannot sit one. i rmb tt time. sigh.. so went home. yup. bathe. watch tv. ate dinner. now i having a sore throat. quite pain. then now blogging. now got to go and eat fruits. hopefully my sore throat can cure...
"why would anione be interested to know when'd handbell'd farewell is other than handbell peeps like u!!!" How far do you agree with this statement?
Please write ur comments in my flooble. Thank You.
well.. obviously this statement is not I say. it is the GREAT SPIDEY. stoopid harp.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Wednesday, July 14, 2004 @5:42 PM
sigh.. yest. i was damn sad. could almost cry. luckily nv cry in skool. but i decided that from yest. i will study hard. i plan out my day. i today will haf to try to do more of my work.
today i felt better. din feel tt sad. but still haven tell my mum. she most prob. will kill me. lecture me. all sorts of things. well.. today.. was quite alright.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Monday, July 12, 2004 @7:58 PM
haha.. today was quite ok. except for english.. dhillion came in and scolded us for having a bad attitude towards studying english. say we are not like the other 4B1 she had ever taught. so irritating can. haha. then she call me up.. ask me y my hols assignment do so badly. so bloody difficult passage can. plus i anyhow do.. of coz like shit lah.. but i where got dare to say tt to her. sigh. my english is DOOMED!!
haha. today after skool.. went to j8 to watch mean girls. haha. took cab there.. coz was raining damn heavily and we din wan to wait for the bus.. miss two liao le mah. haha. then watch until 4.45? then went home. sigh.. haven done any work. haha. i juz planned a timetable during class.. muz try to follow it. haha. elaine was shocked. but i was equally shocked tt i oso planned. not my usual self. usually will procrastinate. but then today.. dhillion say me.. then i realized tt i betta buck up.. orals like in less than 6 weeks? prelims in 7 weeks time. pretty quick right. yah lor.. i better start studying. even my cousin started on physics liao le. six chapters liao le. haha. yup.. i better start studying. i can do it!
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Sunday, July 11, 2004 @11:04 AM
i hate cycling wif my family!!!
everytime cycle wif them at bishan park.. will haf pple in the park in some sort of DUMB ASS event. then they take up the WHOLE park. we went to the other part of the park.. for the first time i cycle them. more empty than the one we always go. it was so nice UNTIL.. two AUNTYS and their puny little dog took their own sweet time to cross the path.. the MOST ANNOYING thing abt the AUNTYS is tt they act. saw us cycling towards the path.. YET they TOOK their bloody sweet time to cross. my STOOPID bro who was in front of me. din ring the bell. when i was abt to ring the bloody bell. he BRAKED in front of them. THANKS ALOT. i crashed into him. my bike fell on me. had a lil cut on my toe. tt is not the MAIN thing. my slippers BROKE can.. and wad did my bro did.. b4 i even got up.. he cycled off. my bro SUCKS man. all the AUNTYS could do was to LOOK. stoopid AUNTYS.
then after cycling at the other part of the park. we went back to the part where we always went. then guess wad my bro bicycle chain fell off. serve him right. i was tinking tt is coz he always change his gears. he tink he is damn pro can. but sad to say HE IS NOT. then i walked wif my mum. wif my bike and his bike while he and my father rested. imagine.. walking BAREFOOTED all the way back to the kiosk. when we reach. then uncle ask if he fell.. onli if he fall then the change will be like tt.. i can't stand my bro's PRIDE. he is too proud to admit tt he fell.. too proud to admit tt the bike was too big for him!! can't stand it.. plus when me and my mum was walking.. he cycle past us.. saying
feng liang tings.. could haf SLAUGHTER him. i realli can't stand him. then i had to walk barefooted home. now then blogging.. of coz i wash my feet liao. i wish b4 i wash.. i could stick it into his face.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Wednesday, July 07, 2004 @8:53 PM
I SCREWED OUT MY CHINESE ORAL YESTERDAY!!
i kept on stuttering during the passage.. conversation topic sucks. i could not tok..
heck abt oral liao le. as jas say.. it's over liao. wad's done is done..
today was quite ok.. no eia today. coz half the class had oral. slack the whole day..
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Monday, July 05, 2004 @7:19 PM
Saturday
had chinese listening. then suppose to go for the handbells. but went out wif jas and ww. stoopid lor.. wasted one whole day wif them.. haha. after the listening.. we boarded the 53.. then hor.. the people at the back dun wanna move in.. oso not our fault.. then the
yellow man shouted at US. ask us to move in.. MAD lor.. then the other people started moving back. then we move.. then he continued scolding us.. say alot of rude remarks. to hell wif him. but none of us dared to stand up to him. except for JASMIN. haha.. she is one brave little creature.. she told the
yellow man to relax. he flared up.. saying.. how can i relax.. we all dun move in.. then jas was like we already move in liao.. still say us for wad. then he was like.. dunnoe wad ur BLOODY skool teach us.. then jas said wif a stern face.
algebra. he was like so pissed.. he squeezed himself to the back. haha. damn funny can. the
yellow man was damn irritating. haha. but who cares abt him. then we decided to go ps and watch spiderman.. haha. but could not watch. y? stoopid
BIGhead din tell us whether she was going.. so at 10.30.. we din buy the tix. by the time we went back to try to buy. the queue was like DAMN long. and the seats was ALL the shows were like left wif first few row.. the seats suck. so we din buy. haha. so we went for an early lunch at mos. after mos. we walked around molecule. then walked in the other shops. ww was like suaning the chij pple who were easily amused by stuff.. they were like saying COOL MAN. haha. so funny. then jas dared ww to say in front of them COOL MAN.. we like saw them everywhere.. haha.. jas bought a new wallet. then i went to jas house.. while ww went to piano. we were like stoning in jas house. i was watching the simpsons. haha. jas FORCED me watch SPONGEBOB. i was fine lor. be that way. jas fed me like ALOT. oreo.. ice cream... her dad's pineapple tarts.. then we went to ww house. her house is DAMN nice. haha. then she play piano for us. she is so pro in piano. then we play cluedo. then i took cab home. bathe. went to meet my parents at j8. my mum was pissed wif me. then had mos AGAIN. imagine eating mos in one day. MADNESS can. then walked around j8 for awhile.
Sunday
haha.. could not watch spiderman yest.. so my family brought me to watch. the show was 10.30.. we woke up at 8am! went to cycle. came home. bathe. went to the cinema. the show is damn nice. so awesome can. haha. then i went to trim my hair. haha. the hairdresser was saying. like tt the rebonding will not last long. heck lor. haha. then went home. did some work. watch harry potter chamber of secrets. haha. i been wanting to watch it for so long. FINALLY. haha. then went to east coast. had bbq.. then went to my aunt's house to stay. yup.. slept at 1am.
TODAY
woke up at 9. but i rather sleep longer.. so i woke up at 9.30.. ate breakfast at 11am.. then study.. was like eating so many things in between. yup.. then went home at 6.10? then bathe. ate dinner. going to try to finish most of my work. then study for chinese oral. i got to nail my oral. is like ONCE and onli ONCE i can do. i must try to score..
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Friday, July 02, 2004 @8:50 PM
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY YVONNE!!
haha. juz wanna wish yvonne again happy birthday.. u like our gift right?
muz be lah.. we so got TASTE. esp. when i SPOTTED the pendant. haha.. i knew u would like it. onli spidey man din noe u like tt. haha. stupid spidey. all she noes is to shoot webs. so can't realli blame her ignorance. haha. we tested ur gift on jas. see if can fit ur neck. but it was quite big. BUT it was the smallest.. haha. so could not change. so it was like 'wad the point of trying in the first place??' but was nice right. haha.
today ah.. whole body of bruises.. not coz i EXERCISE. it coz some boliao pple love to HIT me. i am not some kind of TOY ok.. spidey has very VIOLENT juniors. harp pple are SUPPOSE to be angelic.. demure.. angel-like.. sweet.. gentle.. nice.. but hor.. these harp players are NOT. they are violent and like to hit me.. sigh.. wad is the world coming to.. vivian.. she keep on hitting me.. like i am some sort of toy can. i am not meant to be played wif. not tt pain still can tahan.. but hor.. it is SUPER DUPER pain. haha. she ah.. sigh.. nuthing to say liao le. stoopid genevieve oso.. hit me a couple of times. zong xia is mad lor.. keep on disagreeing wif me.. MEAN person! say all the bad things abt me.. harp pple are realli sigh.. some more PREFECTS lor.. wad can i say.. no words can represnt them.. haha. prefects are suppose to be role models.. but then.. these days... youngsters they are becoming more rude. haha..
⥠lost for words and i drift.