Friday, October 29, 2004 @9:15 PM
of all weeks to screw up.. i screw up this week! the week before o's.. how great... i haf this bad feeling that i will do worst for my o's than prelims.. this feeling sucks. i found out that i have forgotten EVERYTHING. which suck.. coz i haf to re-learn the whole thing.. i rmb the week b4 prelim.. i studied properly.. but this week.. realli wasted it. i realli cannot control myself.. realli cannot study at home.. i feel very unprepared. i feel so insecure. i can't seem to absorb much.. WHY? sigh.. wasted all my mornings.. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME! i haf abstain from going online this week. but did it work? NO. the stoopid tv TEMPTED me! this week totallu suck. coz of me! my lack of self discipline!
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Sunday, October 24, 2004 @7:58 PM
hmmm.. i guess today i did more studying than yest.. coz stoopid me slack through the night. haha. had add maths tuition in the morning. then after tuition.. went to toa payoh library.. with the thought of studying.. was meeting
spidey.. but who knew.. the library opens at 1pm!! yeah.. and i reached there at 11.40am?? crap.. juz not my day. then went to macs.. had lunch.. then studied till 1pm at macs.. haha. i was like studying at macs yest. ate lunch at macs AGAIN. haha. sian.. then went to the library. and studied. managed to do some work. haha. not so bad eh.. haha. then left the library at 4.40pm? coz the library was closing at 5pm.. in the end.. reached home at 5.10pm.. haha. yeah.. then ate curry puff.. then started toking to my cousins and all.. then my cousin was telling me abt cash coverters..
selling GOOD second-hand guitar and amplifier for $500.. dunnoe how good.. but i trust my cousin.. or i will kill him.. onli need to change the strings..
BUT my father DIE oso wun allow me to haf it.. new or second-hand.. my
DREAM will never become a reality. sigh.. even if i haf the cash.. i wun be able to keep it at home.. haha. yeah.. then ate dinner at 6.30pm.. after that.. was watching tv.. but.. was so boring that i came online to blog. yeah.. i shall not come online anymore. haha. until the o's are over! yes.. someone must discipline me. haha.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Saturday, October 23, 2004 @10:27 PM
haha.. went to acjc and sajc open houses today! haha. the schools are not bad lah.. but they are
SUPER DUPER far from my house can? ac is in dover can.. one hour from my house. it's like.. if i go there.. i will haf to
sacrifice my sleep. i am not that keen in doing so.. haha. the school compound is like BIG. haha. wad can u expect.. ac has 90%-99% rich kids lor.. haha. so many rich parents to donate.. haha. i saw a
SUPER DUPER long list of people donating $2,500.. i tink still got even more people donating much more.. i tink their school funds are like overwhelming. i like walk around ac compound like MAD. all stoopid
spidey's fault. walk
EVERYWHERE lor. go one round of the track. YET, din go into the gym. walked all the way up to the GARDEN. it is super high. she was wanting and wanting to go there. like it was NICE or smtg.. BUT.. it was not. haha. later
BREADman and
GARUDA arrived
LATE(suppose to meet at 10.30 but come at 11.30?). haha. ac's choir is quite good. haha. but i am
NOT intending to join it. haha. i having difficulty choosing the stoopid cca.. haha. i super fussy.. haha. dun like sports.. dun like mrl.. dun like dance club.. dun like choir. haha. so do not wan to join science club.. haha. i don't know wad to choose. haha. after walking
EVERYWHERE... we all took a cab to sa.. i was looking forward to it. heard alot of good stuff abt it. but it was disappointing.. maybe coz had high expectations of it. yeah.. haha.
BREADman and
GAURDA loved sa band though.. said it was good. haha. yeah. after tt. RUSHED to city hall..
WHY?? coz i was
SUPER DUPER late. i reached harbourfront mrt when i was suppose to meet
her (the identity is not disclosed
because stupid
GARUDA and spidey is so intrusive of my life that they wanted to know whoever i meet) at city hall.. sigh.. i am stoopid.. by the time i walked to suntec macs.. i was officially an hour late. haha. oops. haha. i felt super guilty for making her wait. haha. then had lunch.. then studied at macs... did some add maths.. haha. yeah. then came home. then slack through the night.. which is totally not productive. shall make it up tml. haha.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Monday, October 18, 2004 @8:47 PM
practical sucks lor. it was so frustrating hearing my answers were totally WRONG from everyone.. made a STUPID mistake. how could i been so careless??? sigh. over liao le. haha.
we were the first shift can.. so like stuck in the stupid homec room from 10 to 1.30.. haha. so crappy... eat so much.. tok so much.. play so much.. did a pathetic amt of work. haha. played hide and seek?? haha. oh man.. that's how bored we were. haha. after skool.. went home. ate lunch. bathe. went to amk library and study. there were these kids.. super noisy. super playful.. i
ren very long lor.. haha. finally changed seats.. haha. yeah.. then reached home at 7pm.. ate dinner.. watch tv.. now blogging.. when i am suppose to be studying plantation agriculture! haha.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Friday, October 15, 2004 @10:16 PM
went to ny open house today.. went there wif elaine.. met up wif spidey, BREAD man, garuda and buffaLOW.. haha. and sheryl sim was LATE. haha. yeah.. haha. super chinese skool can. haha.. somemore next yr starting a chinese enrichment programme? yucks.. called ren shi zong guo?? haha. sick man. i die oso dun wan to attend such courses. haha. the library was quite ok. haha. after tt.. went wif elaine and spidey to haf lunch. haha. at kfc.. then went home.. and realized smtg.. haha. my house key was wif elaine. haha. i had to walk ALL the way to her house. take it from her.. and go ALL the way back. haha. then hurry back my stuff.. then meet them at amk library to study.. haha. study at the childrens' table can. haha. so funny. haha. yeah.. tml going to aj open house. wif elaine and spidey.. haha. both jc are very convenient for me.. haha. wonder where i will go.. haha.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Thursday, October 14, 2004 @2:17 PM
die.. left 2 weeks and 4 days to study for EVERYTHING. up till now.. i haven found someone i can study with.. and haven found a place condusive to study in.. haha. WHY izzit that i din realli study hard for prelims.. yet.. NOW i am stuck at home.. slacking my way thru.. i am not working as hard as for prelims which is BAD. sigh. can't concentrate. dunnoe wad's on my mind. hope i can get rid of wadeva i am thinking and start studying.
⥠lost for words and i drift.
Monday, October 04, 2004 @5:00 PM
haha. crappy prelims. crappy results. somehow the crappy results does not motivate me to study hard. i juz wasted the whole of last week.. telling to tell myself to start studying OFFICIALLY(following the timetable i prepared.. which i had hope that this once i would follow it..) BUT the next day.. but the very next day.. i would juz slack the whole day.. WHY? haha. i dun understand how can i be so lazy.. now is 4.58pm.. i am still not studying? WHY? can someone motivate me to study.. my stoopid house is so not condusive. haha. my brother is so freaking distracting.. plus the tv distracts me.. plus the computer distracts.. EVERYTHING around me is distracting me.. haha. forget it.. shall not think about this. shall start studying tonight..
⥠lost for words and i drift.