Friday, October 27, 2006 @12:38 AM
so far, my week has been filled with laughs and
small entertainment! i really wanna thank my classmates for bringing smiles to my life. helping me to drift away from reality! and of course, cheryl! and the rest of my
beloved clique when i talk to you guys on msn, i feel so happy! thanks to maureen and gf too.
somehow the countdown truly bring fear to my hear at different points of the week. it's approaching, and my preparation for econs is really screwed cause what i have done is almost nothing (can't believed i promised myself i will work harder than for prelims). it seems like i placed it with the least importance and i scored the worst for the that during prelims. it's like i only have two subjects? lol. my time management sucks, since like primary school (i know it cause my mother constantly reminds me REPETIVELY, haha.) and whatever i want to accomplish in a day, i somehow do much much much lesser than day. and my mind keeps drifting into multiple thoughts, for i don't know what reason? hmmm, i'm so afraid sometimes, afraid of scoring lousy scores, afraid of disappointing my parents (such high hopes they placed on me, despite saying do my best and everything) and afraid of going nowhere. especially today, when cheryl and i talked about results and competition. ARGH! it's so weird how i'm afraid and i don't push myself. damn it. sometimes i feel like telling my mother to password the computer and take away the laptop's adapter.
oh well, haha, cheryl finally brought her pencil box. omg! finally. usually she brings like one to three things e.g. pencil, ruler and calculator (for maths)! not even eraser! she must really think her handwriting rocks(: haha. (yes she doesn't have my blog, cause she is a lousy friend compared to szehui) haha, i so bloody impatient, how can i have a nice phone with lagging behaviour (suddenly)! i went home for dinner and watched two episodes of 24 (it keeps me glued to the tv set and brings me to another thrilling world filled with spies stuff) JAMES BOND! i miss watching how suave and slick the actors are! haha. omg, i'm hungry now!
cheesefries, come to me!
⥠lost for words and i drift.