Tuesday, October 10, 2006 @10:33 AM
hmmm been thinking alot, though i promised myself to do this after a's. perhaps it's pms. sometimes i want a's to finish, so i can deal with this now. but i really want a's to take its time because i'm not prepared. sighs. it's hard to be understanding when it was barely talked about. it's hard to not pretend that all these are natural and normal, cause it's not. it's hard not to feel "cheated" or unhappy that others get "better treatment".
⥠lost for words and i drift.