Friday, September 22, 2006 @11:45 AM
it's nice to go through some of old stuff, makes you know how much you have grown as a person or have not grown! i saw my junior's poems and all (the spendthrift one, don't think you very cool can write okay), i wrote a couple last time! :P haha. i was reading one of mine, i can't really rmb the exact thing that caused me to wrote it! haha, but the thing is nessa analysed the poem for me, and of course she knew the reason for it at that point of time! haha, she wrote alot, yup she is so smart(: haha. it's so funny to see someone interpret your poem right? haha. i love nessa! hmmm i especially missed my clique today! i missed the joy and laughter they bring me and how nice all of them are to me! and also perhaps i wasn't feeling too happy today :S my friends just rock my socks :D i love them and they love me too (oops, thickskinned?)! haha especially szehui, jigglyjamjam and nessa! right? (: oh man, all of them love me!
at times i ponder
ain't friendship about give and take
so i wonder
our friendship is all a facade
at times i doubt
your taunts at me are for laughs
so i felt
it is better to just laugh
at times i keep to myself
your insensitivity and disregard for feelings
so i kid myself
that this is just a small flaw
at times i wanted to say
why must things always be your way?
this is just not that way.
so i question
why do i still go on?haha. i'm lazy to make it rhyme!
⥠lost for words and i drift.