Friday, August 18, 2006 @11:18 PM
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY MELISSA (PNG)!-high chance she won't read this. but oh well, i alr sent her a birthday sms. :P haha. just went to her blog and i wonder what she got for her chinese. :S
haha. hmmm, can't believe it. it's friday again. the good thing about it is tml i don't have to go to school! bad thing about it, time is passing too fast, i have yet to properly start on my revision! :S plus i have been sick for one week and one day alr! went to meet cheryl just now, i wished i stop procrastinating and stuff cause i met her at 8.30pm! and by the time we finished dinner, how much studying could we have done at thomson plaza's kfc when we left a lil after 10? haha, i didn't realized till she mentioned that i was sick just recently, when we went over to her house and stay over. damn, i think i better built up on my resistance, i can't afford to be sick anymore. anyway, i spent quite awhile to decide on what to study.. but i managed to look through
chemical equilibrium p3 questions! haha, my accomplishment for the day! well, unlike my most of my classmates, i haven't revised it yet! though mrs lim has alr gone through them during tutorial
a long time ago, my answers were mostly copied from the stack of model answers (which i bought for $2.70) or when she went through them during class. so i was actually blindly copying the answers, which doesn't equal to revision? right?? anyway, just now, my half-closed eyes went through the chemical equilibrium p3 questions. and i still haven't mastered the I.C.E. table. :S haha.
school today, was ultimately draining for me! perhaps the weather in the afternoon was a killer! no matter how much water i drowned myself with, i think i was dehydrating such that i got a splitting headache! and
NO, 2hrs of chem tutorial did no help!
transition elements, sigh, at least i can understand like 10% of it now (cause i tried referring to the ans and doing the p3 questions the night before)! haha. and 5% of it during the 2hrs tutorial! free ions, thanks to rebecca! haha (: and the E potential value one thanks to jamie and mrs lim! haha. but i definitely still have problems with the phrasing? haha. with a headache, all these are not nice to learn! :S co-ordinate bonds and monodentate or bidentate ligands? it was all a blur to me! i think i was in a bad mood, so i
got irritated with myself for not understanding it! which is quite
stupid. lol. in fact, the whole day of school, i felt lousy, perhaps because i got discouranged that i have alr forgetten the basics of maths! and my fear of apgp hasn't helped in comforting me during the revision paper 1! to me, i felt the everyone around me knows, and i don't. i felt so alone. hmmm i felt like screaming out! haha, i just read gavin's recent posts! he's feeling quite stressed too! yeah i too don't laugh so much these days, indeed that's sad. the
stress is getting to me. yup, but
it comes and goes... i rather it come in moderation and constantly! i know i can't afford to slack, but the temptation is always
lingering in front of me!
⥠lost for words and i drift.