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Tuesday, July 25, 2006 @6:15 PM

hmmm, it makes me wonder if i'm really insensitive. it's bugging me to know that any thing, big or small, could lead to such drastic and undesirable consequences, especially when i did it unconciously, maybe i've resulted in other consequences because of my actions. i feel guilty. i think i need to be more careful with words around my school friends from now on. i think i shall start restricting myself to a certain conduct in school and try to talk lesser, perhaps in this way, i can be less tactless and prevent any such things from happening again. (even dawn and marisca realized it today) hmmm, if only life was simple, and unhappy things just blow over! but they don't. and i just can't deal with things when it happens to me, but i have to learn to, i can't always depend on my solitaire showdown buddy -rebecca whenever i face something. i have to think and learn it on my own. and school is becoming boring and stressful in most aspects. i have done none of the 4 thermodynamics tutorials and they finished going through everything alr :S i have not started on revision, except, today i did IDEAL GASES. i'm particularly quite happy i went through the topic, cause i always avoided reading it and only rmb pV=nRT formula. and also, i feel satisfied that i started on my first topic, maybe tml two? haha.

i miss bth, each and everyone of them - [condensed] szehui (my beloved sec 3/4 partner and was a good listener), nessa (my sec 4 partner who laughs absolutely loudly), elaine/monkey (my 53 mate whose voice tops nessa's. i surprisingly miss her AYEs), jas (the one who thrashes me in minesweeper and a good listening ear), wanwen (well-known for her long talks, BUT i still enjoy them nonetheless), cheryl/spidey (the ps queen! jkjk. she's so busy with her stuff, but has been there for me), vonne (who's so cute and lovable), bel (BREADman! she's always drained by her dumbdumb band! the kindest person i've known) and faya (it's so long since we last met! somewhat miss her embarrassing things she do). it's been too long that i almost forgot that no one else out there can be think like them, and just ignore the rubbish that comes out of my mouth! my clique just rock and they are the best! i alr miss getting "high" with them and start being crazy and saying stupid no-link stuff (i know it's no-link when cheryl gives me the "huh-you-make-no-sense-and-you-are-laughing-at-your-own-nonsense"look). i love joking around with them, sometimes we will group up to poke fun someone and suddenly the tables are turned and i get poked fun at! such harmless fun! i feel so casual around them (although there's a slight danger i might get laughed at sometimes, oh well it's alright), as they are with me, i hope? haha! i'm glad that i have them regardless of what happen. and i'll always be there for each and everyone of them, anytime and anywhere.

♥ lost for words and i drift.

& PROFILE


Kristal Chan. 18. 120988.
nickname: spongebob. BTH. plucks/strums (classical) guitar.
plmgss. 4B1. handbells.
first three months - nyjc. 05S6E [1st3mths]. 05S5B. judo.
loves blink 182, linkin park and mcr. music is a great way to blast away the frustrations.
#1 rock IDOL => g4v! wants to BEG g4v to teach me to play the electric guitar after j2 shit! ((:
longs to have an electric guitar plus an amplifier.
wants to go round the world to sample ALL the types of CHEESE.

calendar.
+ a level :S (2 nov to 17 nov)
+ after a's: going crazy! having fun with clique!
+ 28 nov: mum's birthday
+ 1 dec: cheryl's birthday
+ 30 nov - 3 dec: guangzhou
+ 5 dec: prom :S
+ 11 dec - 14 dec: church camp
+ photography
+ learning to play electric guitar


& LINKS

BTH.
buffaLOW.
BIG head.
AYE.
monkey.
wengs.

3B1 (2003)/4B1 (2004).
Cheryl Wee.
Eleanor.
Freesia.
Janice.
Pearlly.
Shirin.
Ting En.
Vanessa Chue.
Winnie.

Handbells.
Annabel.
Elizabeth Eng.
Hui Zi.
Jing Hui.
Lena.
Maureen. [piglet]
Melissa Chua.
Melissa Png.
Pearl.
Pearly.
PL Handbells Alumni.
Qian Ru.
Wan Yi aka mlfcp.

sfivebees.
sfivebees blog! (:
Hui Ting. [darling]
Jamie.
Jolene.
Kimsoon the great.=)
Samuel.
Weifang.
Xin Li's 1st.
Xin Li's 2nd.

Others.
Angela. [DEAREST]
Baby Caleb.
Colleen.
DEBBIE!
Jasmine Wee.
Jessica.
Jeslin.
Kelli. [senior?]
Kitsoon.
Michelle. [tall babe]
Peizhi.
*philicia(:(:(:
QinQi.
Rachel Lim.
Ruth.
Shufen.
tingyi.
Vivian Tan.
Wan Jie.
Weekeat.
Wen Qi.
Zong Xia. [MY LOVELY GF]

Sites.

Blink 182 lyrics.
Blogger.
Blog skins.
Friendster.
Guitar Tabs.
Haloscan.
Imagestation.
Linkin Park lyrics.
Linkin Park tabs.
Madblast.
mp3 shits.
Msealsmusic.
my dusty blogdrive account.
Nanyang JC webbie.
Yahoo.

& ARCHIVES

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& ARTICULATE

omg, i can't live without haloscan. ):



& CREDITS

this layout was done by jeanette. the fonts were from dafont,image was from threadless and brushes were from 100x100.pls do not take out the credits. :]