Monday, June 12, 2006 @11:04 PM
haha,
judo day camp! haha,
why did i wake up so early? i should have just been late :P when i woke up, i thought my father wake me up for fun? and that i can sleep back!! haha, hmmm, i'm the
official photographer (: haha, operating with qinqi's magnificent camera and my family's camera!! haha.
I LOVE QINQI'S CAMERA! her father is so lucky! i really enjoy taking pictures with qinqi's camera! it's such a pleasure, haha, the functions never ceases to amaze me! the zoom is so powerful and sharp! haha, reminds me of a camera with half the functions of xinli's! haha. i want that camera! haha. the flash is so cute, you can pop it out! haha. i keep snapping and snapping and snapping? it's an addiction! haha. anyway, i did help the station i/c(s) lor, abit lah! haha, hmmm, and
help to set up jacq's chairs :D when they were (slack) pt-ing! haha.
fill up the water bombs for jeslin (along with jacq, jasmine and qinqi)! :P sorry but i can't tie water bombs! haha, hmmm, oh yah, i help her wash away the egg yolk on the parade square after the first EGG CAGE was over. haha. :D i'm nice. lol. kidding. i wanted to mention it, cause the egg started to stink pretty quickly and the egg white seemed to start to cook by the heat of the sun's rays! gross! haha, and then i continue my snapping fingers at the mpr! haha. hmmm, i think the games are quite fun, but i wasn't the mood to participate in them, but it was fun taking people enjoying them! haha. but
stupid ricky burst the water bomb on my back! cause he says he
can't stand me looking that dry? what a lousy excuse? haha. and it was dripping down my pe shirt, lucky i dried! haha, and later on, i had
immunity - the cameras ((: i have a free shirt! haha, cause i didn't have my white judo tee, so qinqi said there were
extra white judo tees! haha, so i took it, so later i won't die of heat stroke later on during dojo trng! haha, but guess what are
the sizes available?
L and XL? haha. anyway, must not complain/be fussy especially when i actually need it! haha, so
i took the L! it's huge, airy, length of sleeve till my elbows! my gosh!
then had lunch, and went to the ava to hear the j1s speak. hmmm, well, i thought of this while i was bathing just now.. i feel like asking the j1s, "
If there was someone that most of the judokas were bias against, what will you do? Would you follow them and spread this virus? Or would you get to know the person and discover their good points and share with the rest?" I admit the latter one is the
ideal choice, and that it's
hard to make that choice.
To be different from the crowd/mainstream, to go against your pride just to get to know someone whom you have negative views on? it's difficult alright.
I must confess that i used to be bias against someone and tried my best to avoid the person. even though i knew the person for a few months, and i thought that was sufficient to know the person completely. I realize that those few months weren't enough to know a person well? it takes so much more time than that! (sorry that i'm slow and retarded) hmmm, it was only at the end of last year, i realized the
many good points of the person! how could i have misjudged the person's character? i felt really mean and regretted my acts.
now, i really value my friendship with this person!
i really hope that people can understand me. forgive me if this seems harsh to you. i really don't know how else to phrase it, i'm not too powerful with my language. how well do you know the person you are bias against? how much time did you take to get to know her? did you try your best? do you want to regret in future? and will you stop this virus among those who possess the same feelings? it is a virus, you know, one with a weak will would easily get swayed! i was almost swayed, but rebecca put me back on track. :D thanks rebecca!
haha, training today! was
hot and was quite tiring for the first half! haha, hmmm, but i managed to pull through!
is my determination building up? LOL. haha. hmmm, i kinda feel disappointed in myself though, cause i'm always the odd one out, the one who never gets chosen to do rendori? ): i can't try. but anways, what's the point of me trying? i need not train up! haha. anyway, we ended trng at 6.30! haha, and we took group photo! like last year (: haha. and the girls changed into black judo tee! like what? haha. i have worn a total of
4 shirts today inclusive on the one that's on me now! lol. then a few of us (13) went to j8 to have dinner! haha. at ljs :P it's quite fun to talk to qinqi, jeslin and jasmine! i think the people next to us could hear us! so paiseh! haha. :P decided to take a
slow walk home, exercise out the indigestion caused by ljs,
clear my head, relax and not to feel stress about not doing any work today! today really feels weird, you know, doing ABSOLUTELY nothing, no work! now it's like 12.03am! haha, i have been
blogging since a very long time ago,
instead of doing work! haha. (nono, i will allow myself to stress) oh yah, i'm going to
koh samui (beach kinda place in thailand) tml night! sadly, can't join the class for swensons! haha, and
unfortunately, miss wednesday's 8.30am trng! haha. don't miss me! haha. :D i'll be back soon! haha. hmmm, i think beaches are pretty nice, esp. the sand, the scenice view, the waves (:
⥠lost for words and i drift.