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Sunday, February 19, 2006 @10:09 PM

omg, i'm damn tired today. wth, i woke up at 6am! my goodness, ON A SUNDAY! haha, cause today got kyu grade competition. haha, then we were to meet at bedok mrt at 7.30am and go bedok sports hall for the weigh-in at 8am! ): wth, BEDOK, it's damn far for anyone but liting. haha. hmmm, i was really damn tired! argh, i was super duper nervous! among the girls, i was the first one to compete. supposedly to boost their morale? haha. sighs, how quick can i lose? i lost that quickly. WHY? i shouldn't have tried to keep balance and counter her harai. i didn't even attempt any throw. i should have just attacked! that's the only thing that i regret. i know i'll lose lah (has nothing to do with my confidence, it's just i know myself), i just wanted to last that 3mins. i wanted an experience. argh, but i didn't even last long on the dojo. all that being nervous emotions for nothing. i was overwhelmed with disappointment. i'm disappointed with myself. i kept thinking back, why didn't i try to attack? as i kept flashing back, that little time on the dojo slowly became a blurrer scene, and soon it "blurrified" or disappear away. at least i didn't think about it the whole time i was at the bedok sports hall, so i wasn't sad all the time.
**hmmm, to all those who were quite disappointed as well, no frets, you guys can do well in the other competitions. i have faith in you guys! (:
anyway, we stayed there till 5 plus? IT WAS SUPER LONG. i kept dozing off during those non-nyjcian participants matches! haha. sigh, but it was pretty worth it, to see qinqi, dihua to get the gold (1st placings) for their categories, yunpeng get silver (second placing) and weikiat, adrian get bronze (3rd placings)! haha. YOU GUYS ROCK!

haha, realized i haven't been blogging, cause i have been too lazy to blog when i'm free.
THE ONE 2006 on thursday night 160206! haha, dazzard dusks rock the lt! gavin is the idol man! haha. the whole lt wanted encore for dazzard dusks! not the winners? haha. (: gavin played damn good lah! I WANNA PLAY LIKE HIM!
anyway, friday night 170206 at jansen's! haha.
us: jansen, jamie, dawn, kimsoon, weidin and me!
stuff we did: eat and play mahjong! and...
highlight: karoke fun! (jansen still has the LD player and old karoke discs! oh man, i really missed my LD player, mics, and songs. lol.)
STARS: ME and my high-until-you-cannot-high-no-more-pitched duet partner, dawn! haha, it was too high to be true, it was awful. any much higher, and the windows, glasses would have cracked! haha.
question for the day: how high did we get? (haha, for me, i kept singing and singing crap? damn funny for them, cause i made a total/complete fool of myself. i don't know why i was singing lah. singing is like my FAVOURITE hobby along with shopping? haha. anyway, i will NEVER do it at some stupid kbox :P)

♥ lost for words and i drift.

& PROFILE


Kristal Chan. 18. 120988.
nickname: spongebob. BTH. plucks/strums (classical) guitar.
plmgss. 4B1. handbells.
first three months - nyjc. 05S6E [1st3mths]. 05S5B. judo.
loves blink 182, linkin park and mcr. music is a great way to blast away the frustrations.
#1 rock IDOL => g4v! wants to BEG g4v to teach me to play the electric guitar after j2 shit! ((:
longs to have an electric guitar plus an amplifier.
wants to go round the world to sample ALL the types of CHEESE.

calendar.
+ a level :S (2 nov to 17 nov)
+ after a's: going crazy! having fun with clique!
+ 28 nov: mum's birthday
+ 1 dec: cheryl's birthday
+ 30 nov - 3 dec: guangzhou
+ 5 dec: prom :S
+ 11 dec - 14 dec: church camp
+ photography
+ learning to play electric guitar


& LINKS

BTH.
buffaLOW.
BIG head.
AYE.
monkey.
wengs.

3B1 (2003)/4B1 (2004).
Cheryl Wee.
Eleanor.
Freesia.
Janice.
Pearlly.
Shirin.
Ting En.
Vanessa Chue.
Winnie.

Handbells.
Annabel.
Elizabeth Eng.
Hui Zi.
Jing Hui.
Lena.
Maureen. [piglet]
Melissa Chua.
Melissa Png.
Pearl.
Pearly.
PL Handbells Alumni.
Qian Ru.
Wan Yi aka mlfcp.

sfivebees.
sfivebees blog! (:
Hui Ting. [darling]
Jamie.
Jolene.
Kimsoon the great.=)
Samuel.
Weifang.
Xin Li's 1st.
Xin Li's 2nd.

Others.
Angela. [DEAREST]
Baby Caleb.
Colleen.
DEBBIE!
Jasmine Wee.
Jessica.
Jeslin.
Kelli. [senior?]
Kitsoon.
Michelle. [tall babe]
Peizhi.
*philicia(:(:(:
QinQi.
Rachel Lim.
Ruth.
Shufen.
tingyi.
Vivian Tan.
Wan Jie.
Weekeat.
Wen Qi.
Zong Xia. [MY LOVELY GF]

Sites.

Blink 182 lyrics.
Blogger.
Blog skins.
Friendster.
Guitar Tabs.
Haloscan.
Imagestation.
Linkin Park lyrics.
Linkin Park tabs.
Madblast.
mp3 shits.
Msealsmusic.
my dusty blogdrive account.
Nanyang JC webbie.
Yahoo.

& ARCHIVES

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October 2003
November 2003
December 2003
January 2004
February 2004
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April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
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August 2004
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January 2006
February 2006
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June 2006
July 2006
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September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
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& ARTICULATE

omg, i can't live without haloscan. ):



& CREDITS

this layout was done by jeanette. the fonts were from dafont,image was from threadless and brushes were from 100x100.pls do not take out the credits. :]