Sunday, February 19, 2006 @10:09 PM
omg, i'm damn tired today. wth, i woke up at 6am! my goodness, ON A
SUNDAY! haha, cause today got kyu grade competition. haha, then we were to meet at bedok mrt at 7.30am and go bedok sports hall for the weigh-in at 8am! ): wth, BEDOK, it's damn far for anyone but liting. haha. hmmm, i was really damn tired! argh, i was super duper nervous! among the girls, i was the first one to compete. supposedly to boost their morale? haha. sighs, how quick can i lose? i lost that quickly.
WHY? i shouldn't have tried to keep balance and counter her harai. i didn't even attempt any throw. i should have just attacked! that's the only thing that i regret. i know i'll lose lah (has nothing to do with my confidence, it's just i know myself), i just wanted to last that 3mins. i wanted an experience. argh, but i didn't even last long on the dojo. all that being nervous emotions for nothing. i was overwhelmed with disappointment. i'm disappointed with myself. i kept thinking back, why didn't i try to attack? as i kept flashing back, that little time on the dojo slowly became a blurrer scene, and soon it "blurrified" or disappear away. at least i didn't think about it the whole time i was at the bedok sports hall, so i wasn't sad all the time.
**hmmm, to all those who were quite disappointed as well, no frets, you guys can do well in the other competitions. i have faith in you guys! (:anyway, we stayed there till 5 plus? IT WAS SUPER LONG. i kept dozing off during those non-nyjcian participants matches! haha. sigh, but it was pretty worth it, to see
qinqi, dihua to get the gold (1st placings) for their categories, yunpeng get silver (second placing) and weikiat, adrian get bronze (3rd placings)! haha. YOU GUYS ROCK!
haha, realized i haven't been blogging, cause i have been too lazy to blog when i'm free.
THE ONE 2006 on thursday night 160206! haha, dazzard dusks rock the lt!
gavin is the idol man! haha. the whole lt wanted encore for dazzard dusks! not the winners? haha. (: gavin played damn good lah!
I WANNA PLAY LIKE HIM! anyway,
friday night 170206 at jansen's! haha.
us: jansen, jamie, dawn, kimsoon, weidin and me!
stuff we did: eat and play mahjong! and...
highlight:
karoke fun! (jansen still has the LD player and old karoke discs! oh man, i really missed my LD player, mics, and songs. lol.)
STARS: ME and my high-until-you-cannot-high-no-more-pitched duet partner, dawn! haha, it was too high to be true, it was awful. any much higher, and the windows, glasses would have cracked! haha.
question for the day:
how high did we get? (haha, for me, i kept singing and singing crap? damn funny for them, cause i made a total/complete fool of myself. i don't know why i was singing lah. singing is like my FAVOURITE hobby along with shopping? haha. anyway, i will NEVER do it at some stupid kbox :P)
⥠lost for words and i drift.