Saturday, February 11, 2006 @12:39 AM
congrats juniors (: haha. you all did it! haha. i wonder if you all cried? haha. bet you all did, it's so typical of you girls! haha.
i finally seen gavin play :O don't be shocked! i've really never seen my idol play! haha. it was crazy to hear the song through the com or nano. it was even crazier to hear him play! wth. fastest fingers first! haha. at least i've never really witnessed it that fast! haha. ooohh, his friend, justin, was pretty good with the drums. haha. it's amazing to see their energy in it. and speed! one song is like so powerful, it was really. argh, i can't describe that feeling. was i high on the music? haha. anyway, these good players are obviously so pro that they found it boring to play to us! haha. and it felt empty without the bass and all. haha. hallowed by thy name by iron maiden is damn good! okay, gavin can compose really nice songs! haha. :P oh man! i wanna go for
the one competition!
CAPTAINS, pls cancel trng! i wanna support gavin and dazzard dusks! :P
hmmm, is my
passion for electric guitar still there? was i much more interested then? this is my sixth year that i've been into electric guitar! my parents don't want me to have electric guitar so much so that they come up with lousy reasons. who knows why they don't want me to play? i think, it's for very stupid/dumb reasons. i have this feeling that my father thinks it's not girly to play it! wth. he is so old-fashioned! my mother came up with a stupid plan five years ago - i have to finish learning classical guitar before she lets me learn. but it will never happen anytime soon! i was sec 1 then, still naive enough to be duped into such a scheme! and no, i can't just bring home an electric guitar and expect my parents to let me keep it. they will throw it. they don't give a damn.
argh, i think i have alr lost some of my passion. after five solid years without ever having the chance to play it, how can anyone's passion be strong? today, i rethink-ed about a chance to play it. and whether i would have the time to practice? would i manage time well enough that i can practice? argh! it's so confusing! i want to learn. but it isn't easy. i wanna feel the adrenaline rush! will i ever do? pretty soon, we'll be adults. will it seem very immature to have such a passion in the near future? is it too late to learn? five years has gone pass. should i just let it go?
⥠lost for words and i drift.