Sunday, October 09, 2005 @11:12 AM
I AM FREE! haha, my parents left for the states this morning! :P haha,
now, i have no curfew! hahaha, except perhaps for my lil brother will bugs me worst than my mother? wth right! actually, i won't be THAT free, i must do so many household chores! ): haha, must buy dinner back on some days,
i must be a responsible kid. i can't bully my
ah gong!
things i hope to
accomplish in the next 4 days:
(a) hmmm, be responsible, and do all the household chores and
take care of my brother unwillingly! ):(b) be punctual every time i go out! ((:
(c) buy
slippers!
(d) buy
WALLET! (mine is getting real dirty and the coin section is failing me)
(e) buy someone a
belated children's day present by
wednesday.
(f) buy another someone a
kiddy ride to cheer her up!
(g) buy really belated birthday present x2! :P
(h) if i still have money to spare (which i seriously
DOUBT) i want to buy
JEANS. (:
hmmm, i'm stuck at home today. what a day to celebrate. hahaha.
(edited at 21:11)
i have to put up with my brother's nonsense. it's in his nature to irritate me. thinking back, my mother always complain about me not spending enough time with my brother. sure, i stay at home. and he has fucked up my mood. this is not the first time. tell me why does she want me at home to PLAY with him? can i just shut myself off with my music at home? my brother has to irritate me everytime at home. he's throwing a bloody tantrum. he is insane. and i don't feel like yelling at him. nothing works with him. if i start scolding him, he might go with the crying approach, or the see-who-can-yell-louder approach! scolding him will only lead to one thing - he will complain to my parents when they call back, and i'll be bloody lectured. the phrases they used are always the same, "can't you put up with him?", "why are you so short-tempered at home and when you are with your friends, you aren't?", "can't you learn to talk nicely?", "be the elder one, learn to be the one who stops.", "why can't you control your temper?" and "give way." damn, i'm sick of all these. i have plenty of things to rebutt them with. but it just seems pointless after telling them so many times. ARGH. i can't stand this. why can't he just listen to me? i will not irritate me, and he can do the same for me. this is madness! ONE WHOLE WEEK WITH HIM. i will go crazy!!! i can fortell a lousy week for me. damn, next week
was suppose to be good and relaxing.
⥠lost for words and i drift.