Friday, October 07, 2005 @12:11 PM
hmmm,
promos ended.
feelings, hmmm,
surprisingly none.
anyway, the one-hour econs mcq was a horror. the
"little rectangular boxes" continues to haunt me. the
numbers 40 and 19 kept staring at me. my whole body
shrugged upon seeing the
"little rectangular boxes". and i felt extremely warm. my brain strained itself, trying to recall about bloody chem. i couldn't think straight, i was
"paralysed" for a few seconds. i tried to focus on econs. nothing helped. the constant flashblacks kept distrupting my flow of thoughts. ARGH. not to mention, i had to breathe through my mouth due to the blocked nose i had. i couldn't clear it, firstly, no time and secondly, everyone will know i'm clearing my nose, maybe because it's loud? and for the
first time, i am nervous during an exam. damn. plus my mother had to say
"do well for econs today".
at that moment, "it's-okay-to-screw-econs" thoughts vanished with a "poof"sound. hahaha. oh what the hell, screwing for the papers seem to be a normal thing for me these two days. econs drq is really screwed up. it would be a
miracle if i managed to even pass.
PLEASE LET ME SCRAPE THROUGH THIS.
anyway, it's over. hmmm, today, i shall play my heart out with the
sfivebees. :P hmmm, stayover! (: let the
FUN we will have purge out all of our worries, unhappiness, frustrations and other lousy feelings we might have! haha. let us only have nice feelings! (: i'm gonna be a happy person.
if my addiction to you is a crime,i'm gulity of it.i should be arrested,because i shouldn't feel this way.
⥠lost for words and i drift.