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Wednesday, September 28, 2005 @8:27 PM

I'm ignorant.
I've been pampered all these while.
I'm really glad i'm always have priviledges of sleeping in.
Why? I woke up at 5.10am today. And for the first time i took a gamble, i ventured out of the house at 5.35am into a new world. One that have been oblivious to me for the past 17 years and 16 days.
Like a baby first opening its eyes, i open mine to the world i never knew today. I realized that some buses services actually start at 5.34am! And i thought to myself, the bus driver have to actually be there much earlier than us and chauffeur passengers around. And yes, there were actually passengers! People were off to work, and usually i would have been in bed, and even at 6.35am, i would beg for more sleep. I've been truly pampered. As i walk to the bus stop, the breeze smelt fresh perhaps due to the little environmentally unfriendly vehicles. I reached the bus stop. I boarded 53. The atmosphere in the air-conditioned bus was cold and threatening. I don't know why, but i just felt that way. Then, i saw the another bus driver waving friendly towards another. I don't know why again, but i just had this warm feeling. Something that perk me up on this cold morning.

Strangers are often hostile to people whom they feel insecure around. Which (mostly) those they view as suspicious. One which i experience it yesterday whereby my friends and i labelled someone as suspicious. He was truly there with an ulterior motive. Another is today, where i made 2 "strangers" feel unsafe. This is because, i entered pl grounds in my home attire. After staring at what i wore and clarifying i wasn't the student, the 2 teachers asked me to leave. I really do not blame them. I didn't bother to defend that i was an ex-student. It's not that i'm afraid, i just didn't want to make it a big thing. It's the same reason as why i didn't want to see those teachers i knew, i had no wish to tell the teachers i was here to deliver a present. Not because i'm embarrassed, not because i was afraid. I just want to keep things as simple as possible, no complications. Deliver and leave silently. Just like that.
Anyway, saw hou lao shi! haha, surprisingly she recognized me! ((: haha. super happy. but i know she has forgetten my name (coz i rememeber her telling us that she often forgets her ex-students' names but NOT their face)! haha.

I feel like a fool. I should have kept my mouth shut since i always blabber nonsense in the morning. I really can't think straight in the morning! my brain slows down by 50%! And I've truly become directionless today. It's not that i didn't know that the 156 bus stop is near the school! ): i feel dumb! haha.

anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANNABEL!! hahaha.
sorry didn't talk to you much! haha. we shall catch up after our exams okay? haha. (: and thanks for the belated present! super duper nice! i'm a star!

♥ lost for words and i drift.

& PROFILE


Kristal Chan. 18. 120988.
nickname: spongebob. BTH. plucks/strums (classical) guitar.
plmgss. 4B1. handbells.
first three months - nyjc. 05S6E [1st3mths]. 05S5B. judo.
loves blink 182, linkin park and mcr. music is a great way to blast away the frustrations.
#1 rock IDOL => g4v! wants to BEG g4v to teach me to play the electric guitar after j2 shit! ((:
longs to have an electric guitar plus an amplifier.
wants to go round the world to sample ALL the types of CHEESE.

calendar.
+ a level :S (2 nov to 17 nov)
+ after a's: going crazy! having fun with clique!
+ 28 nov: mum's birthday
+ 1 dec: cheryl's birthday
+ 30 nov - 3 dec: guangzhou
+ 5 dec: prom :S
+ 11 dec - 14 dec: church camp
+ photography
+ learning to play electric guitar


& LINKS

BTH.
buffaLOW.
BIG head.
AYE.
monkey.
wengs.

3B1 (2003)/4B1 (2004).
Cheryl Wee.
Eleanor.
Freesia.
Janice.
Pearlly.
Shirin.
Ting En.
Vanessa Chue.
Winnie.

Handbells.
Annabel.
Elizabeth Eng.
Hui Zi.
Jing Hui.
Lena.
Maureen. [piglet]
Melissa Chua.
Melissa Png.
Pearl.
Pearly.
PL Handbells Alumni.
Qian Ru.
Wan Yi aka mlfcp.

sfivebees.
sfivebees blog! (:
Hui Ting. [darling]
Jamie.
Jolene.
Kimsoon the great.=)
Samuel.
Weifang.
Xin Li's 1st.
Xin Li's 2nd.

Others.
Angela. [DEAREST]
Baby Caleb.
Colleen.
DEBBIE!
Jasmine Wee.
Jessica.
Jeslin.
Kelli. [senior?]
Kitsoon.
Michelle. [tall babe]
Peizhi.
*philicia(:(:(:
QinQi.
Rachel Lim.
Ruth.
Shufen.
tingyi.
Vivian Tan.
Wan Jie.
Weekeat.
Wen Qi.
Zong Xia. [MY LOVELY GF]

Sites.

Blink 182 lyrics.
Blogger.
Blog skins.
Friendster.
Guitar Tabs.
Haloscan.
Imagestation.
Linkin Park lyrics.
Linkin Park tabs.
Madblast.
mp3 shits.
Msealsmusic.
my dusty blogdrive account.
Nanyang JC webbie.
Yahoo.

& ARCHIVES

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November 2006
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January 2007
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& ARTICULATE

omg, i can't live without haloscan. ):



& CREDITS

this layout was done by jeanette. the fonts were from dafont,image was from threadless and brushes were from 100x100.pls do not take out the credits. :]