Friday, May 27, 2005 @8:34 PM
what a great day.
day camp
-turned out to be quite meaningful.
aim of it: build trust with our classmates.
*personally, i feel that i alr trusted them. but through the activities, it strengthen my trust in them.
we did some activities.
first, we had
trust fall. okay, it seems that many pple actually have done it before. i'm sure that most of bth pple has done it before because they have gone through some sort of leadership camp. but for me,
i haven't done it before. so before doing the activity was carried out, i was quite nervous that it would reached my turn. i am a coward lah. but after seeing pple being supported, and supporting pple [being in the
cradle], i wasn't afraid. so i plucked out my courage and decided to
try with the blindfold! oh man. not being able to see is a challenge. it's kinda an empty feeling. it's like you have no support. nothing.
my fear: falling down the wrong way. yeah. when the cue was given, i hesistated for a few secs. then i fell. my mind was filled only, what if the cradle breaks. i was quite concerned abt my weight. when i fell, i closed my eyes. perhaps because i was just afraid. when lying on the cradle, i had this feeling that the cradle was low. i dunnoe why. but i realized after that it was purely my imagination. and stupid jansen talk cock while i was on the cradle. say what i chi his tofu. wahahaha.
after the activity, we needed to share our experience. yeah. stupid gavin, sabo me. so i had to share first. yup. wahahaha. yeah. after listening to my classmates, learn alot. learn that this activity teaches everyone differently.
next, a small activity. yeah. not much. it teaches you that you must perserve on.
NEVER GIVE UP. giving up is the absolute wrong thing to do. after that, had lunch. then mrs tan told us that the poners have to go see the principal on monday at 1.30pm. but jamie, weifang and kimwee had to see her then. coz they can't make it on monday. they told us it was nothing much. just that poning it will leave a black mark on your cca record. which is saddening. but what's done is done.
after lunch, it was time for the
WEB PHOBIA!!!! wahahaha. we have bring everyone from one end to the other, without touching the tables and the strings. and NO jumping (i guess they knew that some guys just have the talent in jumping over such high heights [jansen and gavin]).
NOTE: we only had 6 guys! so i guess many felt that it was an impossible task. there was some asshole guy who keeps picking on us. argh. he disgusts me. anyway, we really tried many ways. many alternatives. but we just can't seem to get beyond 5? i mean. each time we failed, we had to get out of the hall. think abt our mistakes. and get back in and try to do better. it wasn't until the second last time we tried till our attempt got better. we planned better. more clearly. more involvement from the class. at our last attempt (
our BEST attempt!), we got weidin [the guy who can carry anyone] over first. by the
cradle method. then gavin got over but the hine knee method. the remaining of us, used the
cradle method to carry adeline over to the next sector. and
cradled dawn to the same sector. then samuel who is ultra light (53kg) but has muscles was brought over to the next sector. at first, they wanted to bring one of the girls (not me) over, but adeline just said out that, "bring kristal over, she's stronger." i felt
touched coz she believed in me. yah, i wasn't afraid that they can't bring me over. i was more concern that we do it quickly. but it was a great feeling. that samuel and i was able to carry them over ourselves. of course with the help of dawn watching our backs. we managed to send 5 pple over. i think it was a success. we did it!
proud of our class. had a sharing session once again. wahahaha. kanna sabo by gavin once again. yeah. haha. listening to everyone.. meaningful. haha. i really can trust them more. i very happy to be in
05S5B although we din complete, but
we gave our 100%!!! haha. yeah. went out dinner with 9 other classmates. *unable to elaborate for the time being. wahahaha. at amk. then went back. watch tv. bathe.. blog for damn long liao.. talked on the phone with huiting.. debating abt the econs essay.. now.. it's almost ten. crap. econs essay!!! argh.
⥠lost for words and i drift.