Wednesday, April 20, 2005 @7:27 PM
shit. having bad gastric now. been having it since 4? damn. wah kao. pain.
just came back not long ago from thomson plaza.. haha. supposedly go there to study. went to talk cock. haha. yeah. baldwin and cher. haha. jansen and other ex-cat high guy went there for the beginning.. haha. let me explain how. haha. jansen went with me to thomson plaza after the talk.. which is totally stupid. the girls shld have needed to stay back. crap. ok.. yeah.. jansen went.. coz he live nearby mah. then at bishan bus interchange.. saw ex-cat high guy.. presently at hc.. best. haha. yeah.. then yah.. haha. he went too. haha. oh man.. cat high guys boost each other's egos?!? wah lao. insane. haha. kk.. haha. went bk.. i ate a
LOLLIPOP. i hate ap gp. argh.. haha. today was nice.. few lessons.. haha. hui ting [darling] went for netball match with pj. so can skip the talk! argh. oh yah.. got my night cycling consent form. haha. i haven tell my mother i signed up for it. shit. dragonboat fun race. on sunday. going after the night cycling.. sat.. exercise.. then going out to buy bag.. hmmm.. this weekend is packed like shit. there's no way i gonna complete pi and econs essay. and it's bad. i have to pia like shit on friday. or else.. i shall die.
*you broke my heart by stapling it. you hurt me.state of mind -> total confusion. crap. i'm confused. night cycling. 9pm to 10am. crap. i think i won't have the energy to do anything on sun. which is bad.. coz the following day i have to hand in econs essay [4 pages] and pi [proposal]. and i think the cycling thing will clash with dragonboat. and i want to support my judo pple
(wanna show off my VERY COOL sunglasses). and before the night cycling.. going out with wengs, jas and cher. to watch movie and buy bag. so i not sure if i shld.. and i don't want to abandon them halfway thru.. and i most prob will not have the stamina to cycling the whole night. ARGH. this is frustrating. shld i or shld i not? if i shld.. i have to mug my ass off on friday and sunday. which is seriously don't intend to. or don't have the discipline and stamina too. SO HOW. i dun wan to ps jamie on the other hand. plus.. i alr asked my parents abt the night cycling. damn. it's a good exposure. but.. why this week!? next week is good. last week was better. I NEED AN ADVICE.
⥠lost for words and i drift.