Thursday, March 31, 2005 @10:09 PM
yesterday was a little better.. haha. hang out with cindy and yiqing for awhile.. haha. din go for the physics lect.. yah. yesterday.. did nothing special at all.. yup.. today was like shitified. WHY? coz we got our classes? what's worse.. realized that bloody queenie cheated me. liqi can take two science? and she got the same grades as me. and liqi got into the same class as sihan dear.. haha. i can appeal.. but i can't take physics.. i absolutely have
ZERO confidence in the subject. first 3 months has shattered my hopes for my used-to-be-favourite subject. actually the first lecture of physics shattered it.. and slowly.. yeah.. sighs..
NO ONE i know is in the same ct as me. this is such a sad case. from the hour i had with my class.. the only sort of consoling face was my ct.. mrs judy tan. my chem teacher. sighs.. i wan 05S6E back. i dun wan 05S5B. although i know that some of the guys of our class shld be having fun in their present classes.. BUT. i wan to think selfishly. i wan to be stuck in first 3 months life! oh man.. the feeling in me sucks alot. this week has been an ultimate
disaster. and it passed super slowly. i'm glad i'm going to play arcade tml. YES. i will vent out all my frustrations on the
D R U M S. my very first attempt. haha. tml juniors gonna play at the singapore conference hall. haha. good. haha. hmmm.. am i going? i shld go and support them! yes. haha. but wanted to date sihan first then go meet clique.. NOW. confused. nvm. i shall act accordingly tml.
⥠lost for words and i drift.