Tuesday, March 29, 2005 @1:03 PM
Today was more depressing. during assembly, heard my name being called to meet some teacher. so went to meet. i thot they wanted to tell me i can't tell 4 sub. it was worse. i can't take two sciences..
it's UNADVISABLE even if your maths, add maths and combine science get all a1s. i got a1 for maths and combine science. but a2 for add maths. so there goes my chances. bloody idiot. stupid queenie wong. it's not i'm angry that i can't take 4 sub.. it's how she handles things.. she is so not encouraging. only puts you down. PUTS everyone down. i hate it. why must things be like this? why is combine science so bloody down upon? first, i can't take 4 sub.. NOW, i can't take two sciences? wah lao eh. i only left with chem and econs or physics and econs. piece of shit. and i wasn't sure. so i told her that.. then she said.. you should know it yourself. wtf. say you first three months told chem, phys, econs and maths. don't tell me you don't know? it's because of people like you that next year i will set prerequisite.. asshole. bloody asshole. so i just told her chem and econs. she's definitely not one of the caring teachers in ny. and for the whole bloody day.. i was so confused lah. wah lao.. i dunnoe if i chose the right one. it's so bloody difficult to choose. today is so fucked up. wah lao. so unhappy for the whole day. the beginning of these week has been so bloody depressing. lousy start. i guess i'll have a lousy week. i'm so bloody stressed up abt studies although we haven even started? msged szehui.. then she advised me and all. she called me. and talked crap to me for awhile. cheered me a little. I NEED TOMORROW TO BE A BETTER DAY.
⥠lost for words and i drift.