Monday, March 28, 2005 @9:15 PM
today was like sad. haha. i had bad start. i hate it when i think too much about smtg. and i needed someone to talk/msg to in the morning.. like 7 plus. but i had nobody i could voice out my frustration. then i lived with it for the entire day. ruined my day. it sucks. went out. but wasn't myself. sian. voice out my frustration to wengs.. helped a little.. but.. sighs. felt like throwing something with all my strength or shouting it out. but it would seem totally weird if i
did it. haha.
*i hate my feelings [i dunnoe what i'm feeling]. i am so confused. DAMMIT. i need someone to talk to!!! and i dunnoe WHO!!! argh. frustrated. the feeling is stuck in me.
⥠lost for words and i drift.