Friday, October 29, 2004 @9:15 PM
of all weeks to screw up.. i screw up this week! the week before o's.. how great... i haf this bad feeling that i will do worst for my o's than prelims.. this feeling sucks. i found out that i have forgotten EVERYTHING. which suck.. coz i haf to re-learn the whole thing.. i rmb the week b4 prelim.. i studied properly.. but this week.. realli wasted it. i realli cannot control myself.. realli cannot study at home.. i feel very unprepared. i feel so insecure. i can't seem to absorb much.. WHY? sigh.. wasted all my mornings.. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME! i haf abstain from going online this week. but did it work? NO. the stoopid tv TEMPTED me! this week totallu suck. coz of me! my lack of self discipline!
⥠lost for words and i drift.