Sunday, August 01, 2004 @7:48 PM
yes.. a beautiful sunday.. woke at 9am. was act. quite ok one. my father bought back breakfast for us. juz coz yest. i was saying i like tt particular food. he got me tt. and he oso got
soon kueh. i mean like.. all my relatives noe i HATE
soon kueh. and he, as my father, dunnoe? so i was so freaking pissed wif him. then we HAD to go cycling. since my mother exhanged wif me some bee hoon for the soon kueh.. i was so freaking food. not even set in my stomach for 10 mins and he had to suggest going cycling. and the worst thing is tt our family cycling.. supposedly to be a form of an exercise.. but it is not. coz all of us aren't cycling much. so SUCKY. so i wasted one hour in the morning of a crappy day. we reached home at 11am? i bathe and all. left house at 12 plus for lunch? went to united square.. yipee. my favourite place of the week. and wad.. eat the food court. i rather eat at some hawker centre. coz the food there SUCK. can't stand united square. by the time we left.. it was raining. yipee.. my father drove my bro and mum to j8 coz my bro had to cut his hair. during the EXCITING car ride.. i had this MASSIVE argument wif my bro. could not stand him. and i juz blew up. i haven been flaring up for such a long time. he juz had to tick me off. wad did i do to deserve such an irritating brother. and my useless father ask me to stop. wad the hell can. my bro irritated me.. he can flare at me and i can't?? my father is so bias can. always side my brother. i dun rmb him tolerating all this rudeness when i was my brother's age? if i had said tt.. he will often reply wif his STANDARD answer.. dun compare wif ur brother.. all those crap.. but in the end.. they often contradict wif themselves. coz they end up comparing both of ourselves.. so irritating. how can they tolerate him and not me? how can they stand his rudeness.. he was so freaking rude.. and my father juz keeps quiet. and when my father cannot tolerate any longer.. he loses his temper.. blows his top in front of the whole wide world. by keeping quiet most of the time.. being my brother's personal servant.. my father doesn't help the situtation. he makes my brother become ruder and stubborn and picky. everytime my father dun scold him.. he becomes worst.. and my father tinks tt he sure talk to my brother. like tt gonna help.. it will fall on deaf ears. my brother is gonna ignore everything. and if my father beat him.. he will fall in self-pity. he pities himself for having such a family. he ALWAYS tinks he is right. he NEVER feel tt he is wrong. he NEVER EVER admits he is wrong. even if he shouts at us.. he will put the whole blame on us. he wun not take one single bit of blame. i mean like how can u be so stubborn? so irresponsible? and how can pple tink he is CUTE? it onli makes me puke can. my brother is so freaking good at lying.. tt i can't trust him anymore. my brother tinks he is so freaking great. but in fact he is 2 more kg to become 110%.. he is soon gonna be TAF club. ha. i realli can't stand my brother's whining.. he always whine at the smallest ting. he is GIRL. he is so naggy.. tt he can get the most naggy person in Singapore. i am so pissed wif him. he and my father juz ruined my whole entire day. such a beautiful sunday.
⥠lost for words and i drift.