Thursday, August 12, 2004 @6:09 PM
maths lesson. crap. mrs thurai scolded us. not like it is suppose to haf much effect. haha. then had geog. mrs ng taught us rivers to prepare us for our test. we could not rmb anything abt rivers. so she was SUPER worried abt our test tml. haha. then had recess. yup. was quite empty today. after recess. was english. but had dhillion was on course. haha. so no english. our clique sat together. to slack abit. haha. then abt 10.25am. the announcement came. i could see many faces changing though nothing was announced yet. and a total SILENCE in our whole level. i could hear "SsSsSsSsHhHh.." all around. haha. then it came.. "Sec 4 express girls.. please make way to the hall now.. blah blah.." there were a SCREAMS in my class. i was like wth. haha. i was surrounded by deafening screams and all. haha. we slowly made our way to the hall. i was calm and cool at tt point of time. then we met mrs pang on our way down. she wish us good luck. she wanted to be with us act. haha. she gave me a pat on my back. haha. then we arrived at the hall. i was comforting everyone that they will do well. slowly.. i felt breathlessness. i was very nervous. i saw wu lao shi face. she din look happy. we all could tell tt the results weren't good. i saw mrs ding. her face din look as happy either. we waited for mrs lee to come and give us the briefing. every second was like a minute. i was anxious to see how badly or well i did. i was expecting the worst.. mrs lee came. she walked so slowly. i was getting super nervous. i could not calm myself down. i really could kick her in the ass. haha. kidding. then she reprimanded us.
WHY? our batch was the worst batch of results in 7 yrs. then she show us the analysis. our batch got 85% passes as compared to last year's 100%. our distinction rate was 35.5% as compared to last year's 45%.. i mean like wth. not our fault tt they are smarter than us. our paper was definitely more difficult that theirs. i saw theirs b4 can. i could see that the national rate for the distinction oso dropped. doesn't this show tt the paper was difficult. i bet if mrs lee took the paper. she would have FLUNK it. amazingly.. the more she drag it.. i was no more nervous. i was busy criticising her for being so idiotic in my mind. then she made us tink why we did so badly. she act. din wanna gif us back the results. until someone stood up to tell us why we did so badly as level.. we waited quite long i tink. then someone say that we din work hard enuff. which was quite true. i mean i myself was admitting to myself tt i din focus and put in as much effort as i could. then came showing us how indiviual class did. haha.
our class 4B1 din haf any failures!! we were all super happy. most of us fall under the A1, A2 and B3 range.. except there were two pple in C5 and C6.. i was super afraid tt it was i who fell under tt range. i knew the effort i put in and how my standard is. so when our respective chinese teachers were suppose to tell us the marks. i was getting abit scared. but i mentally prepared myself. i was like wadeva i get. i wun cry or retake. haha. so hou lao shi gave 4C2 their result slips. then came to us. told us she expected our oral to do better. though she was abit disappointed.. i tink she was happy.. i mean i tink our class got the second best results out of our batch. i super happy for my class. 4B1 rox. haha. then she read out our marks. vonne's one.. then mine.. then jas.. haha. vonne teared a little. she expected a better grade. but i was like.. my result was than u.. haha. jas was ok wif the results. like me.. i accepted the grade nice cool and calm. then b4 i knew it.. i heard sze hui results.. haha. she got her A1.. so proud of her. she was happy.. i tink she teared a little. sort of expected. if she din get her A1 she would cry too. even if it was an A2.. i like predicted this. haha. then cher results oso were read out. haha. she was super happy abt her results. like i am for her results. haha. she was like super worried tt she will fall into the C5 and C6 group. but she din. haha. yup. then christabel results oso was given out. haha. luckily her dream din come true abt her results. ahaha. she got wad she wanted i tink. haha. then went back to class. then mr low told us since it looks like we can't concentrate for any physics concept. he decided not to haf any lessons. then went with sheryl to call my mother. sheryl oso called her mother. haha. then went back to class. met ms gan. my god lor. haha. then ms gan asked sheryl for her marks. but of coz. sheryl got her A1. haha. she is like born with the smartness. she sure get her A1. haha. then suddenly ms gan ask me my results? like wth. she din noe me. so i told her my results. then she ask if it was wad i wanted. then i was like yah. haha. yup. went back to class. had chem lesson. got back chem test paper. haha. yup. did not too bad. haha. then lit. then pc.. slack. haha. i haf to work hard on chem - organice chemistry. and add maths. which i flunk the paper recently. could juz kill myself for being so careless. tt i fail by half a mark. when actually could haf pass. like the 12 mark question. onli got 2 marks? so great right. haha. maybe i too slack. tt's y nv do well. i got to work hard. haha. yup. then went home. bathe. watch tv. slack. now blogging lor. haha. my cousins did really well. haha. yup.
⥠lost for words and i drift.