Monday, August 16, 2004 @8:07 PM
it's been quite awhile since i blog here.
well. friday. was not much a pleasant day. patricularly because.. that night i had to wear a SKIRT and a disgusting top. haha. besides tt i had to wear it to j8. like stepping out of the house. it was like a BIG step. haha. but luckily. i wore a shirt to cover the top. yup. in the end. i had to take it out for them to see. they were like RAPING me. haha. not like i am very nice to rape or wad. haha. stoopid WET dreamer. took a pic of me removing my shirt. she super SICK can. after taking group pic.. i went to change into my DECENT clothing. haha. then came back down. haha. yup. all of them left abt 10.15pm. i was like falling asleep. haha.
saturday. well. nuthing much happen. woke up. went to skool. came home. studied. bathe. went out. went guitar. came home. watch tv. studied. watch vcd. ate supper.
sunday. woke up. bathe. tuition. watch tv. slept for 1 1/2 hrs. ate tim sum. studied chem. did some add maths. then watch tv. slept at 11pm.
monday. mrs pang din come. but we missed the FREE period. got the farewell thing for ms yoong. yup. spend the remaining time doing oral. haha. then english revision. studied some chem. then had recess. then chem test. the GREAT thing abt this chem test. i din learn the difference between the structure of an ESTER and ACID. and i screwed up half the page worth of marks coz of tt. can KILL myself. gosh. how stoopid can i get?? then did some oral in class. suck at it. i read too SLOW. s.s. lesson. elaine practise wif my reading. she was quite nice. haha. then after tt. we went hall. i was super super super NERVOUS. i failed prelim oral. i couldn't afford to fail this O'Level oral. it's the real thing. waited super super long. by tt time.. i was 'loosen up'.. haha. jas lah.. she super lame can. haha. make me not so tensed and nervous. haha. soon.. was my turn to go and look at passage for 10 mins? then after tt. saw vonne speaking so super confidently to the tchers. i saw the lady tcher keep smiling at her. then i started to grow inferior and inconfident. haha. i tink i screwed up my oral. i needed so many freaking PROMPTS. other pple could ownself think of the points. ownself speak without needing the tcher to prompt? i feel like i SUCK at the oral BIG TIME.
⥠lost for words and i drift.