Saturday, July 17, 2004 @10:57 PM
sigh.. tution juz ended at 10pm today.. 2 hrs of long tedious add maths tution. y tedious? coz i am so freaking sleepy. so freaking tired. and all my add maths tution teacher say me is.. u cannot take so long to do a question.. u muz noe ur formulas by now.. and i was thinking.. OH SHIT.. coz i haven touch add maths trigo.. differentiation and integration... all the formulas are like CLEAN FORGOTTEN. and how am i suppose to do fast when i am haf asleep?? and she says.. so now u r doing intense recision.. and i was thinking. am i? i should be. but y aren't i? so i was feeling the pressure. feeling i am in deep shit. feeling i need to do smtg abt the way i am studying. the next time she comes.. it will be the first week of august. which is four weeks or less b4 my prelims. which is in 3 weeks times. which means i left very little time to get all my subjects to the tip of fingers..
Pushing Me Away by linkin park
I've lied / to you
The same way that I always do
This is / the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you'll soon find we're out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I've tried / like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is / the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
Everything falls apart / even the people who never frown / eventually break down
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Everything has to end / you'll soon find we're out of time left / to watch it all unwind
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
Were all out of time / this is how we learn how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing why...
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
pushes me away
⥠lost for words and i drift.