Sunday, July 18, 2004 @5:10 PM
last night i slept around 12am? then got woke up at 9.30am? so had enuff rest. but my pathetic brother who came back at 11.30 from the ndp preview thingy he went wif his skool... he refused to wake up. tt is when my day started like SHIT. y? he cause so much trouble. and still think he is the onli one who is tired after yest. he nv tink tt my father is sick and went to fetch him. and because of my brother's pathetic skool.. my father waited for one and a half hours. then came home all tired out. and my brother tink tt onli he is tired! he is so freaking selfish can. he nv tink tt my mother is oso tired.. she had to do so many chores.. he oso nv tink i m tired. i had to go for english tuition in skool.. sec 4 farewell.. tution at home at night. he is so freaking selfish and tinks himself b4 everyone can.. my father still gif way to such a selfish dumbass.. bring us to macs. and he still can show his freaking black face. i scolded him. and my father asked me to stop. this brother of mine needs to be whacked can. he is so mei da mei xiao.. always shouts at us. and my father.. always control his anger. then when suppose to control.. he burst into fits of anger. sigh. such a weird family i haf. he ruined my breakfast. act. i was prepared to let it go.. but he is so sensitive. tinks i accuse him and shouts. he is so GIRL. he is so ai mei. so sensitive. so scared of the dark. so scared of insects. runs away if he sees a bee 2 metres away. i swear he is so GIRL. can't stand his freaking character. let his classmates bully him.. and comes home to bully us. he does not logic in his freaking brain.
so i slacked awhile after breakfast. then bathe. then did some physics. then watch tv. then unwillingly left for lunch. it was like 1.30 onli.. and my mother din cook. and we had to go out to eat. i was so freaking full.. and they had to go out and eat. then when we went to the coffeshop.. it rained like a mad ass. so windy. i could not eat. so i was like getting wet for nothing. then my dumbass dad who finished his lunch BUT he HAD to make me go and develop the bloody film. i swear my family is freaking weird. i can't stand my day. so came home. msg and did some work at the same time. plus was blasting music into my ears.. coz i seriously couldn't take their voice. so i managed to complete some work. left english compre. then cousins came.. yup. then now blogging.. taking a break from all the nonsense. plus i haven had my lunch. now waiting for my freaking dinner.
I hate today!
so much homework and so little time. i better start my marathon of studying tml. if got time.. i tink tml need to stay back for chinese.. izzit? i am very confused abt the time table.
⥠lost for words and i drift.