Friday, April 09, 2004 @6:00 PM
GOOD FRIDAY
public holiday. woke up at 8am. bathe. went for breakfast. then went to the CEMETERY. shao mu.. haha.. usually we will go mt. vernon first.. but then had jam there.. so we go to choa chu kang CEMETERY first.. then had jam too.. luckily got my discman.. survived the drive.. usually every year we will go next week.. less crowded oso lor.. sigh.. but we went on good friday this yr.. was not as hot as the usual time.. usually is damn hot.. but this yr not tt hot.. first we went to great-grandfather's grave.. then we went to ah ma's grave.. which usually is the WORST.. y? coz the plants and weed will be growing damn wildly.. picture this.. my ah ma's grave is in between a grave tt nobody cleans and a newly renovated one.. haha.. ironic.. i dunnoe if tt's the word to describe lor.. but still.. haha.. then clear all the weeds.. roots.. saw 2 snails lor.. and i BRUTALLY swept them.. haha.. ok.. then we had to burn some stuff.. that place is damn weedy and the grass are damn deep down.. and my ah ma's grave is b4 tt part lah.. then u see.. ever since i can rmb visitng my ah ma's grave.. there is this particular long stick.. u noe u haf to burn some paper thingys for dunnoe wad.. and usually yearly we have the stick.. we somehow managed to find the stick in the middle of those thick deep weedy grasses.. but this time round.. when we came early.. there was no stick.. then we were like jokingly saying we shld INSCRIBED on the stick.. saying that it is the CHAN property.. haha.. come to think of it.. it was weird.. is like the stick was always there year after year.. somemore we always visted around the next week tt time..
i guess ah ma din expect us to come tt early.. haha.. then after all the jam and walking. the last stop.. to visit great-grandmother in mt vernon.. great-grandmother took care of me for the first 2 to 3 yrs of my life.. though i can't realli rmb her.. but still she is like close to me?? i dunnoe.. so we went to mt vernon.. the jam was still there.. we made it..
then i was msging someone while waiting.. then my mother remarked.. saying tt i msging to my great-grandmother.. say i shld burn a handphone for great-grandmother.. ot not she cannot receive.. i was like.. no lah.. i msging her to tell her tt i going to buy her a handphone.. then my uncle was like.. rmb to burn the manual.. then i was... burn chinese or hokkien.. then my cousin say.. hokkien and chinese got difference? i was.. oh yah hor.. can burn those voice translation thingy.. then everyone laugh.. my mother say that great-grandmother understands malay not chinese.. coz she is a baba.. but tt was not the main point of my family's crappiness..sometimes my family is damn crappy can.. and after tt we went for lunch.. at macpherson rd.. then had to wait freaking long for the food to come.. plus the aircon was bloody stuffy.. had lunch.. went home at 3. then slacked.. bathe.. coz i smell like ash? haha.. ok.. then watch tv.. wanted to sleep.. but could not liao.. then went online lor.. now my bro wans to snatch is from mi.. sigh..
⥠lost for words and i drift.