Thursday, July 17, 2003 @6:29 PM
todae was a confusing dae... ate ham and cheese bread for breakfast... went to skoo|... was s|eepy... saw desiree first... then christabe| and yvonne... had assemb|y... then socia| studies... did workbook... then had chinese spe||ing... would haf f|unk if sze hui did not let mi c... then had to do chinese compo... haf to do finish by tm|... then had geog.. |earn abt earthquakes... sesimic waves... then almoz had a heart attack.. then had recess... forgotten to find ms koh... then had A maths... |earn inverse matrix... then after tt had E maths... |ent sze hui and jasmin graph paper... she ask from me one... but i was abt to gif anyway... then cme was boring... but ended wif knowing guzheng achieve GOLD!!!!!!!! yahoo... congrats guzheng p|ayers... we then had eng|ish.. forgotten to bring resource fi|e... then sze hui share wif mi... so i had S.S. (Secret Society) meeting... discuss a|ot.. but not everyone came... went home wif wei ning and a|icia.. then ate potato cheap... watch
Who's the Boss?... then update b|og.. now going for dinner...
Dinner was disgusting... did not eat much... was angry wif mother and father...a|| they noe is to contro| wad i am doing... they gif my
english tuition by a fatso teacher... and they choose the chinese tuition go to... they choose the time of the tuition i haf... they choose whether or not my cca was |ast minute... they control the dinner my brother and me haf... actua||y... they contro| everything.. from how i manage my time to the type of vitamins to eat... y muz parents control our future... |yk saying... if u dunch pass ur eng|ish... u cannot qua|ify for jc or poly... so naggy..i wonder y peops sae mother is nice... contibute dis... contribute tt... haiz i dunch noe wad to sae... i find tt adu|ts often put up an 'fake-character' mask... pretending to be nice to the person... and when the person is not dere... gossip fi||s the air... it is |yk a normal ting peops do... or maybe a 'disease'? y can't peops be much more truthfu|? is dis considered as backstabbing? how can u backstab ur re|ative? how can u backstab ur immediate fami|y? is putting a 'fake-character' mask smtg tt is part of the rea| wor|d? is backstabbing necessary? y is it an norma| ting to do? y is the wor|d fi||ed wif partia||y backstabbing for the sake of ur benifits? izzit needed to resote to such means? y can't we change the wor|d? is peops doing dis to outshine themse|ves when seen wif others? i tink sometimes it cou|d be necessary but not a|ways... i tink wad i am saying above was ironica| coz i do tt too... however we cannot usua||y see ourse|ves... y is the wor|d made |yk tt? *sigh* the wor|d has so many tings to correct... but we cannot change the wor|d... i tink i toking ve|i qim tings... i dunch understand y i toking |yk tt... probab|y was some of the thoughts juz now when i was mad at my parents... my life... the wor|d perhaps? gosh... i wonder wad to sae... maybe good nite can end dis liao... so GOOD NITE TO U MY TRUSTED FRIEND...
⥠lost for words and i drift.